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Jess posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 12, 2020
Hello,
I don't even know how long its been since I've written you here but I remembered today that this page exists. It's been almost 14 years that you've been gone and although life continues on you are missed in every moment. I've been living in Arizona for the last year now and I feel your energy constantly. I don't even know what to say besides that you are missed always. I try to live my life how I think you would've lived yours and I hope I'm doing some justice in that approach. I love you beyond measure.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, February 28, 2019
You are missed every single day my sweet Mr. Man. Please watch over us in the next few months. You are always on my mind. I love you. xoxo
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, December 2, 2018
My sweet boy oh how life has changed over all these years. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind and in my heart. I thought it might be easier to write now that so much time has passed but I was wrong. I love and miss you and crave the day I can wrap you in my arms once again. Xoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Love and miss you endlessly. Give your cuz a happy birthday hug from all of us. Thank you for always watching over us and keeping us safe. Kisses on the bridge of your nose little man. xoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
I miss you everyday and love you so much. Thank you for watching over me and guiding me. xoxoxox
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Hey Mr. Man! Happy Birthday to you! You are 22! I love and miss you so much! Thank you for the sign on your bday, I asked and you answered. You are missed and loved so so much. Say hi to the peeps. Kisses on the bridges of your nose!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Hey Mr. Man, well seven years have come and gone. Jess and I tried to get out of town on "the day" but we still had our breakdown. I hated being away from your momma and g-ma. I miss you so much. I thought each year would get easier, it actually gets harder because I'm greedy and I want you here. Please know that we know that you are around and still feel your presence every day. Life is not the same without you. I love you and miss you endlessly. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. I hope to get a sign again soon. It's how I keep going. Please watch over your sisters, your mom and dad and g-ma and g-pa. Okay, everyone. :) I love you.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, February 7, 2013
I dont ever really know where to start when I write here. I feel an abundance of emotions that words can't ever full describe. I miss you. Plain and simple. I try not to be angry that you're not here but its so hard to think that someone as wonderful as you had to be taken so young. Its not fair. I dont like having to experience everything first, that was supposed to be you. You were supposed to get your license first, and get a job first, and prepare me for the real world. I feel so alone sometimes. But at the same time, I know you're here, I can't see you, but in my times of down I know you're there watching over me. Everyone could use your love right now, just a reminder that you're still here. You're on my mind always, and everyone elses mind. You've been physically gone for almost 7 years now, but you are still making an impact. Your joy for life and happiness is still being felt when people need it most. I'm kind of rambling now, but typing through tears is a little difficult. I miss you more than words can say, I love you. xoxo, Jess.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Miss and love you Mr. Man. Always remember how much you are loved. You were my first Valentine...Kisses on the bridge of your nose. xoxoxoxo
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Aunt Jill (Dan) posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas Bambino, I miss you and Love you very much!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Hey Mr. Man! Christmas time is here and it's always hard without you. Your mom put a tree up for the first time since you left this place. She worked so hard on it then her little kitty knocked it down. I believe maybe you played a part in that?????? Ha Ha! I love you so much and wish I could give you one last kiss on the bridge of your nose. I will settle for a little sign if you please. I know you are are. I feel you and love you so much for making sure we still have you here, even if it's not your physical self. Your spirit lives on and it is BEAUTIFUL! xoxoxoxxo
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"Dan" Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Thursday, December 6, 2012
I found a bunch of pictures in a box today of the 5th way house and it stopped me in my tracks. In your short life here Ki you gave me so much joy, and love and happiness, and I wanted to thank you just in case I never did before. I'm a selfish person, but you weren't and you taught me very early on that there are people who will love you forever unconditionally even if they aren't your "blood" relatives. You were the 1st person who ever loved me without wanting anything in return and I wanted you to know that I know that now! Isn't it funny/strange how I was supposed to be teaching you and in fact, you were the one teaching me! I hope and pray that you forgive me for all the times you asked me to come and spend time with you and I didn't cuz I was too busy and thought I had all the time in the world. Another lesson I never wanted to learn this way. You will always be my son, and "my boy" and I'll keep talking to you, if you'll keep listening! I miss you and love you so much Ki, but then you knew that, huh? Be Good or be careful up there. I know we will see each other again someday, and we will recognize each other by our matching crooked grins right away I'm sure! Love Aunt Jill "Dan"
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Jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Tonight's one of those nights where I just want to be able to call you and ask for advice, and just have some guidance. I can feel you near every day and it just makes me miss you more and more than I already do. Everyone's been a little rough for the past few weeks. You're just very present and I think everyone can feel it. It's amazing to me that you've been gone for 6 years and you're still leaving an impact. Just give everyone that reminder that you're here. I love you and miss you to pieces.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Miss you and love you more today than ever. Please know that you are always on my mind. XOXOXOX kisses on the bridge of your nose Mr. Man. Life is NOT the same without you.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Hello gorilla man. I just want you to know that you are loved and missed every second of every day. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. xoxoxoxox
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Jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
I can't really find the words to say. Tonight it just hit me again how much I miss you. I read something about how great a brother is and it just got me. Cause you were the best big brother ever. You always protected me and always made me feel so loved. Despite the fact that I'm 5 years younger you never left me out. Words can't describe how much I miss you and how much I just want to hear you laugh again. I love you and miss you so much.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Hey Mr. Man! Yesterday you turned 21, today you are hungover! lol
I wish you were here to celebrate. You are loved and missed by so many people. You touched so many lives. I know you are here in spirit and I can't wait for a sign from you. Watch over your mamma, she needs you. I LOVE YOU!!! Kisses on the bridge of your nose and biggest hugs to my grown up Mr. Man! xoxoxo
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Monday, June 4, 2012
HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY My Sweet Thing! I miss you sooooo much! It never goes away! I love looking at your sweet face everyday. 21 today! Oh MyLanta! How time flies! I wish every day I could see you just one more time - and than I know that can never happen & even if it did it wouldn't be enough. I love and miss you always! I would give anything to have you back! I'm happy you are with the other people in my life that I have loved and lost. Sometimes life stinks - ya know? And then it doesn't......life goes on. I will have a drink for you today! LUV U FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Mr. Man, you are 21 on June 4th! Oh how I wish we could all be going out for a drink. Your "first" one...hahahahaha! I love you so much and miss you desperately. We will be having your memorial ride on Saturday at ORV. I know how much you loved to ride and I know you will be there. I can't tell you how much you are missed. You are an amazing soul. I love you so much. Say hey to the peeps. XOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, April 30, 2012
Hey Mr. Man, I just wanted you to know how much I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!! Thank you for being a part of my life and thank you for sending me a sign today. I know you are here. Kisses on the bridge of your nose! xoxoxoxoxo
Special request: please help guide Cody and Caleb so they can see the truth. I know you will. The love you and look up to you so much.
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Joey posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Whats up buddy.. Its weird to think that though I may not have seen you all the time when you were here I still have constant reminders of the little life lessons you unconsciously threw at me in the times we spent together. Still remember. Will always remember and will always have you as a role model when it comes to the moments where I need BALLS to do something. You Ki have the BIGGEST BALLS. You taught me to not be afraid and live everyday to its ultimate potential. Thank you for that.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Wrap your arms and shine your light around your Mama Mr. Man. She needs you. She needs a big sign. I love you. xoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Hey Mr. Man--I'm loving and missing you so much. I wish we could talk, but I know you are here with us in spirit. Little man Rayce Malachi just learned how to ride a two wheeler without training wheels...I know you must have been holding that bike up for him!! Please say hi and give hugs to everyone. I love you...you were the first man I ever loved and will never ever stop loving you. You are on my mind every day and our rough day is coming up. You are in the hearts of so many people and they will be thinking of you even more on April 6th. Hopefully good memories and not sadness. If they are sad, please wrap your spirit and bright light around them. I love you Malachi....kisses and hugs on the bridge of your nose. xoxoxo
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Jessie posted a condolence
Friday, March 16, 2012
I don't even know where to start. Next month will be 6 years and that kills me to thinkt aht its been so long. The closer the day comes the more and more I feel the pain rushing. Every day something new reminds me of you and seems to come at uncanny times. My eyes well up in tears at random times because everything seems so unreal to me still. I can't even express how much I miss you and wish you were still here to help me through the little things. You always knew how to make me feel better and remind me that everything I was going through you had ogne through too. If you were still here everything for everyone owuld be so different. I don't even think its comprehendable the impact you made on so many peoples lives. I miss you every day and i can only hope that I will see you again someday. I love you Ki.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
I should be asleep right now but to much shit is on my mind and my number one wish in life is that you would come back for even just a minute to hug me and tell me everything is alright. I know you're watching over me but I just need you here to remind me that things are gonna be fine. I just want my big brother back. Sometimes I miss you so much that I feel like I'm choking. Some days are better than others but right now I just want you here so much. I love you Ki, please visit me soon.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Monday, January 16, 2012
Ki, I can't even express to you that no matter how long its been since you've passed away that the impact of losing you is incredible. You're remembered so well,and loved beyond anything I've ever seen. You were such a wonderful person. So joyous and full of life always smiling. You were an amazing brother to me and Mad, a wonderful son to Nana and Mom, the best friend anyone could have to all of your friends,and the most amazing person anyone was blessed to even meet. You used to tell me that you always had my back and you'd kick anyones ass If I needed it, and I still feel you watch over me. I miss your kisses and hugs and playing gladiators and star wars on grandma and grandpas trampoline. You always encouraged me to take risks and live life to the fullest. You have influenced my life in the greatest of ways. I will always be so thankful that even though my time with you was a short 10 years I was so lucky to have you for even that long. You're life has left the biggest impact I've seen. I love you and miss you so much Ki.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, January 9, 2012
Hi Mr. Man. Merry Christmas. Happy New Year and all that jazz. I miss you so much. I miss your sweet face. I wish I could just have one more kiss and hug. I hate that you aren't here. I love you Mr. Man. Life has been so different since you left. I'm so glad you were here for 14 years. I cherish every moment we ever had together. I love you so much. xoxoxoxoxo
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Jessie posted a condolence
Monday, December 12, 2011
Ki, I dont really know where to start here except with the ususal I miss you. It scares me that theres things about you that i cant seem to remeber, like how you used to walk or how your hugs felt. But I do remember how you smelled, and your voice and your laugh and your bright smile. On saturday Mad turned 15, she growing up so much and shes become such a beautiful person inside and out, be proud of your sister and send her and Traci some extra love and remind Tuck that you're there. In fact if you could just give everyone a little reminder that you're still with them it'd be well needed. Being that its the holidays missing you is even tougher. Mom, Gma and Nana could really use a warm embrace of yours, and so could I. I talk to you a lot, I dont know if you ever hear me but you're always in my thoughts. I pray to you. I wish I knew your opinion of me and who I've become, if you're proud of me despite some mistakes. I wish you were here to talk me through the tough times and help me with school. I remember when I was probably 8 or 9 you used to tell me that when you got your license you'd get me after school every day and we'd go get ice cream or whatever food we wanted. Sometimes I still think you'll just show up someday. I know that'll never happen, but sometimes I can just tell you're with me, without any signs I just know. I just wish I could hear your voice and see your smile and hug you and just have my big brother back. I don't know if you ever realized how loved you were well are, but jeez Ki. You have impacted so many people so deeply. I only hope to some of what you were. Please just give everyone a big hug and let them know you love them. I miss you Ki, more than anything. I love you.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Hey Mr. Man--I'm missing you always . . .Nikki is coming to see you soon. Please take care of her for Gramma, you know how much she loves her dogs! I love you and miss everything about your wonderful self. THanks for watching over us and most especially Jess. Please wrap your arms around us and help us get through the holidays. Say hi to the peeps and give them all of our love. You and loved and missed every single waking moment, well sleeping moments too. I love you Mr. Man. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. xoxoxoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, October 17, 2011
Hey Mr. Man-just stopping by to say hi and I love you so much! Kisses on the bridge of your nose. You are never far. xoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Hey Mr. Man--It has been so wonderful the last couple of weeks. The signs you are sending are coming to me full blast! Audrey has given me your message, thank you so much! I love you! I know you are okay! Thank you for being with Courtney and making sure that I found out. I get to see pictures of you that I've NEVER seen before! I am so blessed to have been your Aunt. I love you beyond words. I'm so thankful for the memories...I'm so thankful for every moment with you. There will never be another human on this planet like you. I miss you every day but am so thankful for all the gifts you continue to give. Thank you for watching over me and Jess and Rayce. Also your Mamma, Brian, G-ma, G-pa, Ryan and everyone else. I know you are doing your work up there. I know it wasn't fair that we lost you but I DO KNOW that you have a bigger job to do. You are amazing Malachi. You really are. I love you so much Mr. Man. Endless kisses to you and some tiny ones on the bridge of your nose....xoxoxoxox
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Jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Still having you gone is like having a part of me ripped off and I never get you back. I feel like i should be at least at semi-peace with the fact that you are never coming back but that ache is still there and so strong. When everything was going wrong you were the person who uncomplicated the situation, you reminded me that yeah things happen and it sucks but I'm not alone. And i will be forever thankful for the times i had with you it just kills me that i havent and wont have any more. i know its been 5 years but the pain is still so fresh sometimes that i forget that its been so long. i can still remember the exact way you laughed and the attitude in your voice and how you would give the tightest hugs to me and madison letting us know that you had us and always would. Losing you has effected every single aspect of my life. i could never look up to anyone as much i did and still do to you. You lived a life of happiness and excitement, you wouldnt let a day go by without having a story to tell. Malachi you are the most amazing person I am so blessed to have had in my life and losing is a pain I will never heal from. Your name is forever embeded in my heart and you will never be forgotten by me. i love you so much and I miss you beyond belief.
-Jess
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Auntie posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
You sure are missed sweetie. Please be there for those who need you and wrap your arms around all that are in need with your huge hugs. Please hug Moma, Daddy, Aarron and Dan for me you are all missed so much. I think about you all daily. Take special care of those in the most need...your mama, doodah and Jessie, don't forget Gma too remind them to live and love what they have today for it could be gone tomorrow. I love you so much!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Friday, August 5, 2011
Jeez, I feel like the only name I see on here lately is my own. I've realized lately that the pain of your death had become easier and less intense but I haven't fully let you go, and I think it'll be a long while before I can. I sometimes still believe that your pm vacation and your gonna walk through grandmas door and say hi. It's been 5 years and I feel like I haven't moved on at all. Not everyone but alot of people can tall about you with such ease and I still fight back tears. Then there's some people that haven't even begun to deal with it. I really miss you but I'm thankful for the time I had with you. I love you and you have affected my life more than anyone or even myself will ever know. You were an extraordinary person and your impact is still lingering and always will. No ones life will ever be the same without you. I love you ki, please watch over everyone who needs it. Love and miss you bro.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Ki, it's been a little while since I wrote on here. It's one of those days where I'm definitely missing you. I look at pictures and here songs and sometimes I still just can't comprehend that your gone. You made a bigger impact on everyones life than I think anyone will ever be able to understand. Just give me a reminder that your still here, I'm really needing it. Loving and missing you always brother.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Monday, June 20, 2011
hey brother, i just miss you more than i can ever say and the pain never lessens. I love you Ki.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Happy Birthday Mr. Man! 20 Years old! I love and miss you endlessly! We will be out at ORV celebrating and riding in your honor! I know you will be with us. Please help Brian get well so he and your mamma can be there too! I love and miss you every day along with so many others. You will never be forgotten Mr. Man!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Oh Baby...please wrap your sweet arms around Taylor and Jackson and keep them safe, help them to find peace they need you now more than ever! I love you so much and miss you to crazy and back.Kisses my sweet sweet boy:+)
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Hey Mr. Man, Sad days for your mama. Keep a watchful eye out for her and help Wendi through to her friends and family. I love you and miss you so much. Kisses on the bridge of your nose....another summer without you. Seems impossible.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Mr. Man, I love you and miss you so much. Thank you for helping Branden find his way. I knew you would be there for him. I am so proud of you. You are the sweetest gift that has ever been given.
To Branden's Aunt, I wish you peace and love. I am so thankful for your post and I'm glad that your lives were touched by our sweet angel. I send my love and prayers to you and yours.
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Branden's Heinselman's Aunt posted a condolence
Monday, May 2, 2011
I wanted to say THANK YOU to Doodah. Over a year ago you posted "Please help him get through quickly and be with them soon so that they know he is still here and is okay. Teach him how to send signs so they know that he is ever present and can hear what they say. I love you so much Ki and miss you endlessly. Go do your work now and enjoy the gift of sharing your spirit with those you know will need it most."
I am Branden's aunt and reading this precious thought touched my heart to the core! I just want you to know that he did exactly as you wished. Branden let's us know that he is still here among us and we are eternally grateful for your precious gift.
I did not know Malachi but he has given our family the most amazing gift - he helped Branden when Branden needed him.
I pray for peace within your family and friends!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
5 years today. That sounds like such a long time to me and it doenst feel that long at all. Every year is hard, god every second is hard, but it seems to be hitting me pretty hard this year as im sure it is to everyone else to. i miss you more than i could ever say. please look over my mom today, im scared for her to leave. and give everyone a reminder that your here today. i love you and am missing you always! XOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Hey Mr. Man-You came to me so clearly last night in my dream. You were taller than Uncle Russ. Camping and riding your motorcyle. You gave me the biggest hug. I'm so thankful for having been lucky enough to know you and have you be so much a part of my life. I will always hold every moment with you in my heart. I miss you and love you as much today as I did the day you left this world. I know you are still here in spirit an I love you for showing yourself when you do. You are a sweet young man. Kisses Malachi, on the bridge of your nose. 5 years' worth now. XOXOXOXOXO. Be with us all tomorrow, K?
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 26, 2011
oh brother am i miss you like crazy latley! i do every single day, but its been worse lately! it'll be five years soon, and that seems like such a long time, and i dont feel like it has been at all! plus my mom wont be here this year, shes going out of town for her job, please make sure that her plane ride goes fine and shes fine! and keep an eye on gma and nana, they need it, as does everyone! i love you and miss you every second!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
hey ki i just wanted to tell you that i miss youand love you very much, please make this rain go away!
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Mammason posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Hey Baby...so today is my last day of freedom lol! Off to school tomorrow morning, and by golly you better be there with me:+) I have been missing you terribly and it's been making me cranky so feel free to step in at anytime! Give Jess a big squeeze and wrap us all in your big warm blanket...I love you the mostest sweet boy:+) MUAH!!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Friday, February 18, 2011
hey ki ive been missing you lately like always keep around when summertime comes cause thats the hardest part without you. Watch over my mom and help her get some luck with this new career thing shes doing, and give G-ma and extra reminding that your there. i love you so much!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Little man...can you believe it, I start school on the 23rd!!!! Thank you sooooo much! Brian is coming up on his 1 year anniversary of his surgery, i am so glad he is healthy and mine...thank you sooo much for that too! You're the best baby....miss you to the moon and back! Love Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Hey Mr. Man-Missing you as always! Little Rayce Malachi is two on the 16th. Can you believe it? Thanks for watching over him and Jess. We all feel you with us, Ki. We all do. I love you. Kisses on the bridge of your nose! XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
please keep this beautiful sunshine around, i love you.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Thanks for you Mr. Man. I love you so so much.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Kisses my sweet little man...I love you the mostest:+)
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, January 3, 2011
Hey Mr. Man. Happy New Year! I miss you tons. Imagining what you would be doing now makes me smile and breaks my heart all at once. I just love you and wish you didn't go away. Say hi soon. Kisses on the bridge of your nose mr. man. XOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, December 31, 2010
happy new year ki! this year went by way to fast. So in one day its 2011! Thats pretty crazy i'll be fifteen in may! Everyones getting old. i hope next summer its like the summers when you were here and grandmas house was the greatest place ever and the pool went to good use, im hoping to REALLY actually finally start new. i love you ki and miss you every second of ever day! love you.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-missing and loving you endlessly. Wish you were here and laughing. Spent time with your racing buddy at Mudslingers. His tatoo for you is spectacular. You are so loved and missed young man. I love you. XOXOXOXOX
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Mamason posted a condolence
Monday, November 22, 2010
Oh child...lift me up, dust me off, and put a smile back on this face...as you know it is an irritating day fore me, please help me to see clearly, think clearly and speak clearly to be thoughtful and respectful even during the difficult times. Help me not to lose sight of the long term and remind me that these are momentary feelings that shall pass...I love and miss you my sweet boy and I need you every day of my life, thank you for having my back! Kisses from head to toe, back to front, forever and ever!! Love Mamma
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Jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I've been missing you alot latley i mena i always do buts your especially on my mind these past few weeks i think it might be cause the holidays are coming up. I really do wish you were here, somedays i feel like your just on vacation for a few years and your just gonna show up somewhere, i almost forget that your gone, cause i still dont want to fully accept it, i mean its been close to 5 years, so you think itd be a bit less fresh in my mind, but i remember you so clearly. I miss having you make me do crazy crap, like jump off bridges. And no one will ever play star wars and gladiator with me haha. im just missing you alot latley i really wish you were here, i cant do anything to change it but i do miss you. love you!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
hey ki i was watching soem home videos the other day mad eme miss you more than i already do. i just felt like saying that i love you!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
hey ki ive been missing you like always i love you!
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Jessie posted a condolence
Monday, October 11, 2010
ki, thanky ou for the good luck that you have blessed me with latley, things have been really good and i got to get alot closer with my mom, closer than ive ever been before. im thankful for every breath i get to take. and watch over me this saturday, its my homecoming, nana will be my mommy for the day, i hope i have fun, and hope i dont fall in my dress:) i love you brother
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mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Oh my baby boy, my sweet, sweet boy...You have been taking good care of me and I love you so much for that. I know you have sent me this ray of sunshine, a thread of you is in this angel you have blessed me with. Everyday is filled with you, wonderful memories, beautiful faces and smells that take me there....I love you every litlle bit from head to toe, side to side and back to front...it's magic baby...butterflies:+)
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Friday, October 1, 2010
I miss you so much and I'll never understand why you had to leave. I have been advised by many to look for the positives when "bad" things happen, but you've been gone for 4 years and I haven't found any good in you not being here! I have many wonderful memories of you but they aren't enough! My heart aches so bad sometimes!You took a part of me with you that day! I would do anything to bring you back! I love you Malachi
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Jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, September 23, 2010
hi ki right now im digital communications the worst class known to man the teacher hates me to. but i just havnt written in a few weeks so i miss you ki. love you
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Hi Mr. Man-I know you must be there with open arms for those angels that come home too soon. Please keep a special eye on Luke and Jess. He will need her and she is such a strong and wonderful support person. Because of you, she has learned so much. I miss you so much every single day. It never stops. I love you Ki. XOXOXOXOXOX
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, August 2, 2010
Love you Mr. Man. Miss you EVERY DAY!! XOXOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, July 31, 2010
say happy birthday to your momma i think hse needs to feel you here ki. well im at nanas house and im chillin in her bedroom listenin to music yeah im such the partier at 14 right? well madison just got sick and threw up so she left so now im all alone im having a SUPER great time with that as you can imagine. but i got my music so im alright. i just wanted to say hi and im missing you especially since its summer. im gonna be a freshman you always told me you were scared for high school then you loved it so im tripin balls but i think ill be okay once i get there. well i love you bro miss you everyday.
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, June 27, 2010
back from ORV. your memorial ride was awesome. i crashed screwed up my arms and my knee and my hip bone, just rode rash hurts pretty bad though ha. well i miss you brother love you.
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
hi ki. well i was at wild waves today. i thought of you all day, i remember when you were at wild waves with me and mad and you did the little kid slides with us. but i finally upgraded to the "big kid" water rides haha. i went off this canon thing a million times it was a blast. i swam like crazy and got dried out skin from chlorine like always. i also tripped on this metal thing on the ground it was hilarious. anyways i love you so much tomorrows my last day(: of 8th grade byeee.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Hey Mr. Man! Five years ago today you graduated from the eighth grade! I can still see your smiling face! You had a huge grin, your hair was long, you were so happy hangin with all your friends! Now Jessie is about to graduate from the 8th grade, can you believe it? You little sister! I know you are watching out for her and keeping her safe. Thanks for the visit! It was so great to see you and love on you even if it's only in my dreams! I miss you endlessly . . . XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, June 4, 2010
Happy birthday brother. i miss you alot. you wouldve been 19 today wow. i miss you more than i can describe. im playing photograph trying not to cry right now. im at my friend cassidys house you would like her. my birthday was bout a month ago 14 now. scares the crap out of me every breath i take. well i hope your watching over me and everyone today its another hard day without you. i love you and miss you every day
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, June 4, 2010
Happy Birthday Malachi Daniel Chace! I hope you are having a party with the peeps today! We found out it's also National Doughnut Day! You Mom said, of course-I always said my boy was YUMMY!! She was so right! We're gonna start celebrating your birthday with doughnuts! I miss you more than ever and wish I could give you a big hug and kiss. Come see me soon, okay? Always know you are thought of and loved EVERY day. XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Your 19th birthday is just around the corner Mr. Man. We're all gonna have a tough time. Memorial Day was muddy and raining. We missed you tons. I love you so very much. Take care of your mum would ya? XOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Mr. Man-You are such a ray of sunshine in this dreary world. How is it that you can still brighten so many people's lives? You have such a presence in our lives, you are so well loved and missed. Your memorial ride is coming up soon. Ryan has Russ' old bike that was dedicated to you. Somehow I know you are there. Watch over you mamason and Jessie please. Also your close friend. You know who I'm talking about. He is making some choices that are not good. Please show him life is worth living. Guide him and show him you are with him. I love you so much my sweet boy. Thank you for being in my life. Kisses on the bridge of your pencil lead nose. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
im now 14, that scares the crap outa me you dont even know. cuz for you to die at this age i feel so mad because i know i havnt experienced so much in life and i dont know all that you really got to do? i hope i get the chance to live long enough to experience all of lifes thrills,-i love you so much;jess
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beth posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
i know its been awhile since i lasted talked to you i miss you so much! he really needs you right now, hes so lost and so am i. i just hope you can help in some way of getting him back on the right path. i love and miss you so much.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-Thank you for watching over all of us, your crazy family!! You are loved and missed every day. Rayce waves at your picture on the wall and says "Hi Ki!". It's cute. Tell G-ma I said thank you for the visit. I bet you and her are having some good times together. Give everyone my love. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-I love you with all my heart. Thanks for watching over us. Say hi to the peeps. Take care and see you soon. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. XOXOXOXOXOX
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-Four years ago today you changed our world forever. I know you have special work to do wherever you go, but just remember to stop by once in awhil and visit those on earth that you left behind. We all love you so much. It's so hard for me to celebrate my birthday today, the day you were taken from us. You will never be forgotten Malachi, not in a million years. I can never tell you how much you are loved and missed. You are such a special young man and you played such an important part of my life. I cannot tell you how I felt loving you those short almost 15 years. I will cherish them always. Come see me today. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Cyndi Dean posted a condolence
Monday, April 5, 2010
Malachi, Hey sweetie we sure miss you here on earth, however we know you have important work to do as our gaurdian angel. Your absence in our family is felt everyday. I close my eyes sometimes and can see you standing on the beach all grown up. You would be driving and graduated from high school by now. I can feel your presence everyday. Some days more than others. Please send some love and spend some time with Jessie, she really needs to feel your presence lately. Jessie misses you more and more. The older she gets the more she misses you. Nommie is staying strong for Jessie, but the longer your away from us, the harder it is and the more you are missed by us all. Jillian sends her love, she misses you also. April is just a very hard time of the year for us all. Happy Easter KI! We love you as deep as the ocean, as high as the sky forever and a day! xoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, April 4, 2010
happy easter i love you so much i missed you today. this was accidental but im listening to a song you introduced me to..... the suffering-coheed and cambria. just thought id tell you that i love you
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Hey Mr. Man, some guidance please. I love you more today than yesterday. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I love you endlessly. Thanks for saying hi. I miss you so much. Watch over your Mom please. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, March 22, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-I hope you are enjoying family time with all the peeps. Another year is just around the corner. I think we are all beginning to feel the icky stuff coming up. April is just a month that is very hard to get through. Ya know, your sister jess is a lot like you. Very emotional. She's a very smart girl though and I know you will take care of her. She will be just fine. And just like you, she makes me incredibly proud. I will always know that you had a part in creating who she is today. I love you for giving her so much in the time you spent together. Even the scary stuff!! She always talks about how you protected her and made her feel so safe, but at the same time you could scare the crap out of her. Alright well thank you for shining this beautiful sunshine upon us! I miss you and love you so very much. Kisses on the bridge of your nose Mr. Man. XOXOXOOXOXOXO PS-Rayce loves to say hi to you!
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, March 8, 2010
:....( for the last couple hours ive been crying my eyes out. just today seems to be on a roller coaster. first it was fine and great during school. then i left school and i was on the phone with mom, i feel like im such a big dissapointment to her. my grades are getting bad, cuz well honestly i just havn't cared latley, i know thats bad but ive been lazy and slacking in classes. i just cant seem to focus on whats important, im to busy thinking about meaningless crap. i gotta get my act together. but again back to mom, i feel like i dont live up to some unspoken expectation of what im supposed to be. i feel like that little girl i was who used to be some mini adult, has gone backwards, im finally getting to be a kid now that im almost 14, and thats the wrong time, but i didnt have the advantage of a real "childhood", when i was younger. i feel like a piece of crap because im not exactly like my mom, it looks like things come so easily to her and im just a big screw up. i wish i had that ability she does to care about every little aspect of her life. i feel like if i dont shape up now i'll never amount to anything, and it isnt like someones handing out peptalks to make me feel better. right now i need you here more than ever, i need your support to tell me that everything will be okay, and im not as useless as i feel, as many people that can tell me that id like to hear it from you the most. ugh i just cant seem to stop these stupid tears. i know this'll be better soon, but for today it feels like the end of the world, i know im making this into a bigger deal than it really is, but when all these feelings are surrounding my thoughts its hard not to write it out. ki please help just everyone, help me to focus on whats important, help mom into understanding a little easier, help madison shes missing you, help nana with anything she needs help with, help grandma with anything and everything, help everyone just to ease life a bit! i love you and miss you endlessly
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
I know you were there too. Thank you, Mr. Man. I love you so much. xoxoxoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-What can I say. Some days are so easy and some are so hard. Just when I think I'm okay, I break down and can barely get through the day. Tucker was in a car accident that totalled his car. A semi sideswiped him. He was not injured. When I heard the news I just broke down into tears. I couldn't bear the thought of losing him and it made me think of you. I know you must have been there watching over him or else how could he have survived something like that. I see your signs every day. I'm trying to understand why you would be taken so early. I know you were meant for such greater things than what you could do here on earth, but sometimes I still feel selfish. I want you back Malachi. I want you to be with us. We miss you so much. That's just all I can say, Ki. We ALL miss YOU SO MUCH. I love you with all my heart. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
hello brother im in school in 6th period todays a half day yayyy!!! anyways i love you!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Hi Baby Boy! I haven't written in forever...just been out in left field somewhere. Was hoping you could send big warm hugs to Jackson and Wendy this morning, I know there life has been turned upside down. Also, say good bye to Dave for me since I didn't get a chance...he was a sweet, funny man who was always so good to you and for that I love him!! Big hugs sweetness! Love you oodles and miss you even more...Mamma!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-
Loving you and missing you as always! Me and your mom were telling funny stories over lunch! Kisses on the bridge of your nose. Rayce Malachi is one year old, wow!! Love you Mr. Man. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
dear brother im missing you always. im in school and my bestfriend logan was here! alright love you ki miss you bye!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
its rayces first birthday today! dang. that went by fast. anyways watch over Rayce and everyone else! :)
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melissah posted a condolence
Saturday, February 13, 2010
you people are all crazy down below
show some respect! can you not see this is a tribiute to someone dear to me!
rest in peace! my love <3 <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxx
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, February 5, 2010
Thank you for inspiring me Mr. Man. I love you and miss you endlessly. XOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, February 1, 2010
Hey Mr. Man,
A 17 year old boy from Tenino was killed in a car accident on Sunday. I don't know if you know him, his name is Branden Heinselman. I know you will be there to help guide him Ki. It's so sad and I know his family must be feeling such emptiness and sadness right now. Please help him get through quickly and be with them soon so that they know he is still here and is okay. Teach him how to send signs so they know that he is ever present and can hear what they say. I love you so much Ki and miss you endlessly. Go do your work now and enjoy the gift of sharing your spirit with those you know will need it most. I love you! XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
hey ki well id just like to tell you i was listening to the alternative station and i heard a song called the suffering by coheed and cambria and i remembered hearing it on your mp3. also im starting to go to youth group i wannna know jesus better, i mean in a joking but serious way:) anyways i love you oh so very much!
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Got your message loud and clear. Thanks for always being by my side and in my heart. I love you more than ever - who or where is ever???
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hey Mr. Man-Wrap your loving arms around your mammason. Give her some warm memories and love to fill her soul. We all love and miss you so very very much. The sun has come out the last couple of days and we are all aching to be with you again. I wondered the other day how tall you would be today? Hugs and kisses on the bridge of your nose sweetness. Keep in touch. I love you so so much. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, January 8, 2010
hey ki im in school right now fun i know but its 6th period so im almost out. well just thought id say hi and happy new year hope this years good love you and miss you always!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, January 4, 2010
Happy New Year Mr. Man!! Remember all the fun parties we had? You always wanted to get painted up or something crazy! I loved that about you. I hope you got to do some fireworks up there where you kick it. I can't wait to see you again and kiss the bridge of your nose. XOXOXOXO I love you endlessly!
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, January 2, 2010
so life is finally close to perfect. me and mom are closer than ever and were laughing like crazy. im so thankful that i have a mom like mine she is truly the best. nommie is clean and she is a blast, im more like her than i want to admit. grandma is the same haha i love her to death. grandpa is always the best, we sang christmas carols in the car cuz the stereo was broken. school is coming up soon:(. but im kinda happy to go back. well i got to go to bed i love you and miss you always.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
We made it. I miss you. I love you. Come see me. XOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas Mr. Man! It will never be the same without you. I will always wonder what you would be like on Christmas morning as a young man. I can only imagine how beautiful you would be. I love you Malachi Daniel Chace. Kisses on the bridge of your nose and drink some egg nog okay? It would make G-pa happy! Give your mamma and G-ma and Jessie some extra, extra lovin through this holiday season. It's another tough one without you. You are such a sweet, sweet angel. I love you. XOXOXOXOX
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Jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, December 20, 2009
hi, im missing you as always.just wanted to say hi and i love you very much and miss you. ohhh yah and we had this short story we had to write for english and i wrote about you i wish my story could come true because in it i got to talk to you for a second in heaven !
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, December 7, 2009
Hey Mr. Man - I love you oh so much! I miss you oh so much!! Kisses on the bridge of your nose. Stop by and say hi soon. XOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, November 30, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-Hope you had a good Turkey day with the fam. We all love and miss you so much. Keep a close eye on your mommy and give everyone up there a big hug and kiss from me. Love you endlessly! XOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, November 26, 2009
happy thanksgiving hope your having a feast and a half love you
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
hey ki im at nommies. well i just felt like writing you. im missin you like crazy. me and mom were going through old pictures yesterday i came across alot of pictures of you and it made me miss you even more and in almost every picture you were smiling that reminded me how happy you were all the time. your smile was the best. love you and miss you always and forever happy thanksgiving bud(tomorrow):)
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Stranger/Friend in Passing (Corona, CA.) posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I came across Malachi's story on the internet today. I am a frequent visitor to Lake Havasu. My heart sank when I read about the short but influential life he lived. To his family and friends.....this is a prime example of "God needing GOOD people in Heaven too!"
Happy Thanksgiving to you bud!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
hey ki! well i miss you as always. wow today i cried. it was our veterans day assembly and the music they played to the slide show made tears stain my face. music really is making me cry latley. i love you very much ki and miss you like crazy.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-just wanted to tell you I LOVE YOU!!!! Two songs just came on the radio, I know you must be trying to say hi!! I miss you so much. Thank you for always being there. I love you and miss you endlessly! Kisses on the bridge of your nose Mr. Man!! XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie and cody posted a condolence
Saturday, November 7, 2009
hey ki me and cody just wanted to say hi and we love and miss you always!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-Help guide me. Watch over those you love. Thank you for being such a wonderful little man. I will forever miss you. Remember on Halloween when you were a mummy and me and your mom were trying to wrap you up and you were distracted by the big bowl of candy? I wonder how many kids in the neighborhood got slobbery candy that year!! LOL! You were so cute! You could have cared less what we were doing to you as long as you had that candy in your mouth, wrapper and all! I love you so much Mr. Man. Play some Halloween pranks on the peeps up there for me. Especially Aarron. 242 Kisses on the bridge of your nose! XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-well as always I'm just loving you. I miss you endlessly. Some days are good, some days it feels like everything is falling apart. Please watch over Jessie. Help guide her during this time in her life. Help her to make good choices. Also keep a close eye on your Mom. Help her to stay strong. I keep dreaming about you. The other night you kept saying "Do you remember me? It's me, Malachi!" I said, "Of course I do, of course I know who you are! I will never forget you!" I remember feeling sad because you looked so young and everyone else was older. I wish we had the chance to watch you grow into a man. You would have been such a beautiful man to look at. I can't imagine all the girls that would have been swooning over you! Your Mom and G-ma (and me) probly would have hated it!! Kisses on the bridges of your nose Mr. Man. Say hi to all the peeps and drop by soon. I love you endlessly. Miss you so. XOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
hey ki im at nommies were just hanging listenin to music i love you bro:)
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
im at school probably shouldnt be writing this oh well! im sick it sucks i love you brother bye
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, October 11, 2009
so it gets to be a depressed day. i feel like i keep messing things up and being dumb i need to think before my actions i know that for sure. anyways i love you night
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-I need your help. Give me some of your strength. Be with us please. Stand by me Mr. Thanks for always being there. You are so loved Malachi! Kisses on the bridge of your nose! XOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, October 2, 2009
hey ki just saying hi i love you and miss you always i think you would be proud of me if you saw me now:)
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, September 25, 2009
I love you Mr. Man. I miss you so much. Watch over your mom. Keep her wrapped in your arms. XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, September 21, 2009
wow life is good. im really trying to get aboard this whole optimistic thing. im still gonna have my moments but not let everything wreck me. im learning that what seems like the end of the world now ends up just being another pebble on the path of life( i made that up myself:) i really am learing that life is a beautiful thing and i appreciate every moment. im so proud of my mom i often think she doesnt give herself enough credit. i love you ki
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-Oh the ups and downs of this life!! I love and miss you endlessly! Watch over your sister! She is so strong and brave. It is absolutely amazing watching the young woman she is becoming. I am so proud of her as I know you are! She is an incredible person. She is smart and unbelievably intelligent. She is so much better than me! I am learning to become a better person because of her though and I guess that is important. As always, I wish you were here. I love you so much and thank you for watching over all of us. Kisses on the bridge of your nose and everywhere else. XOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
hey ki im having my usual hour of depression. i feel like everyones so sick of me. i keep wondering what i did wrong. my "best friend" barley talks to me anymore and she became distant. i feel alone. i really dont mean half of this im just depressed for a dumb reason. today was my first day of 8th grade. i love you ki.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Kisses on the bridge of your nose Boo...I am leaving to go fishing tomorrow so help me catch the biggest one so I can win the derby:+) Muah!!!
And PS. I am on my way to G'ma's to book my trip to Mexico...whoo hoo!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, August 20, 2009
I love you Baby! Kisses on the bridge of your nose! Muah!! PS. going charter fishing this weekend so help me get the biggest one so I can win the derby!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Ki, summer of 2009. what a summer it has been. ive been thinking alot latley and i just keep getting that gut feeling that somethings gonna happen to me it kinda scares me. summer has been so crazy. as always its hard without you i look at the pool and the murky water under the bridge and i see your face. i still remember the first time i ever pushed myslef off that bridge. i was 8 years old you said you would wait at the bottom for me and you waited for an 1hour and a half and you said that you were getting a foot cramp so i jumped.im am now proud to say i can jump by myself but i feel safe to jump because i know i wont get hurt because your still there somewhere in that foggy water! ive been in deep thought more and more as i get older. everything has a meaning to me. music has been cureing my hard times. writing is the new passion i cant seem to stop writing weither it be how i feel or a 5 minute story! i really feel that in these 3 years since youve passed ive become a stronger person. i have become more independent and i stand up for myself. i never always know the right words to say but i think im writing some decent sentences right now:). There has been so many days where you enter my mind and i just smile because i think that if you were still here right now you would be proud of me. ive accomplished alot, im hoping to make a difference in this world there is so much to live for and i shouldnt sweat the small stuff i know you never told me that but i feel like i actually have conversations with you that keep me here. ive been going through alot latley and even though your not here i always feel a hug and kiss from you telling me that your proud and you love me! i love you ki
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-I'm loving you and missing you. Summer is so hard. I can barely look at the water this year. I just see you everywhere. I love you so much. Rayce has you in him. He shines like you. I love you so much and can't stand being without you. Gotta do it tho. I know. Love you, kisses on the bridge of your nose. Be with us Mr. Man and watch your sister! Thank you for sending your friends to your mom, what a gift! You always knew how to give! XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Love you brother going to the bridge today i finally can jump by myself:)
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Been awhile since I've been here. Just wanted to say you are still in my thoughts every day - that will never go away! I love you so much & miss you more than anything - that will never go away either. Life isn't the same without you.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Hi brother! well life is mmm how i can put this???a little hazzardous at the time im struggling with alot right now and i shouldnt its summer. but nothing is ever to easy there always has to be a catch right? i miss you beyond words right now i hate that your not here to talk me through things like you always did. im hopefull that whats happening is for the best. please stay with me right now i need you to be here to help guide me on the right path. i love you to pieces and miss you like crazy!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Hi Baby Boy! So I met Mark & his wife tonight, wow they are so yummy! I completely get why you were so enamored...they are darling. The love that they have for you , the impact you made in the few short days that they had with you swept me off my feet. I have more on my plate than i can sort through right now so my writing may be scattered...I am so madly in love with you! Probably more info than i needed but the timing must be right so I will take it with stride. Be with me now my sweet baby, I need you now more than ever. I can't help but kick myself for not going with my gut feeling...damn it!!!! Know that I will welcome them into my life with open arms and thank you for sending me to them, they will fill a void that only you knew how to fill. I miss you so much and my heart is shattered beyond repair...kisses to you my love, let's just go swimming tomorrow, play in the sun, and pick up the pieces...you & me...kisses from head to toe...Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, July 24, 2009
Hey Monkey...just thinking of you and wishin' we could go swimmin'...Muah!
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, July 20, 2009
im having a bit of a rough day thinking about you very much. i was at the bridge and i just kept thinking and thinking about you. im having just one of those moments where im missing the old days. life is hazzardous but im making it through like always. life gets hard and its never gonna be easy, but then when you have those really bad days, you appreciate the really great days even more! i love you malachi:) and i miss you terribly
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, July 20, 2009
im having a bit of a rough day thinking about you very much. i was at the bridge and i just kept thinking and thinking about you. im having just one of those moments where im missing the old days. life is hazzardous but im making it through like always. life gets hard and its never gonna be easy, but then when you have those really bad days, you appreciate the really great days even more! i love you malachi:) and i miss you terribly
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, July 20, 2009
Kisses on the bridge of your nose Mr. Man. I can't tell you how much you are loved and missed. Be there with your Mom and Joe for the next few. They need some company. I love you and miss you endlessly. xoxoxoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, July 17, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-
Have I told you lately how much I love you? Please come back! Life is so different without you. It's just not fair! We need you! All my love to you and give the peeps a kick in the pants for me. XOXOXOXO
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Ma posted a condolence
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Not up for writing today but missing the hell out of you...i'll be back soon, I love you monkey!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, July 6, 2009
Hey Mr. Man,
Happy 4th of July! We missed you, but I know you were there! Had lots of fun at Long Beach. Were in the new house. Things are crazy. Jessie is wonderful, Rayce is beautiful!! I love and miss you endlessly . . . Kisses to you. I love you.
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, June 25, 2009
hey malachi im at my moms work its a going great shes actually making me work what the heck? wow i really have alot of time on my hands haha i keep writing you!anyways just wanted to write you real quick like i love you bye
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
wow ki i miss you so much right would be the time that i would be complaining bout my guys troubles and you would tell me good advice. im just confused and not really understanding alot in life right now. i dont know why but was there ever a song that just made you feel really alive?because im having alot of those songs especially boys of summer it makes me wanna scream i like that song. im so focused on music its crazy i re-play past moments in life and suddenly i add soundtrack music like in a movie. i dont know what id do without music it helps me through the hard times and makes the happy even happier! i feel like music is sometimes you talking to me telling me its gonna be okay! i wanted to thank you for always talking to me and not telling me to just get over it i miss that about you! i hope heavens good i miss you forever and always-jess
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
hi ki im at school so not much time to write but i wanted to say good morning brother and i love you and miss you terribly:)
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, June 5, 2009
got back from your gradutation ki, wow one of the speeches was talking bout you i started tearing up. they put a pic on where your seat wouldve been. it was crazy i have your hard rock cafe t-shirt on and the pic they put on your seat was one where you were wearing the hard rock cafe t-shirt. that wasnt even planned either. im missing you man. i just wish you were here to mess with me and make me do something completely dangerous:). haha you always knew the words to convince me of something dumb. i love you ki and miss you hella bad bye brotherin:)
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, June 4, 2009
okay im out of school i can write more now. wow man 18 wut the heck? that just seems unreal to me. your graduating tomorrow bud. dang thats insane im missing you ALOT ALOT ALOT google times infinity that much today. i just feel like its only a day after you died the pain is still so evident i miss you like hella bad. i wish you were here but i cant change that. im listening to a song called "where'd you go" its by fortminor its so good it reminds me of you. im about to cry but i wont i love you man:)
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, June 4, 2009
happy birthday brother miss you im at school so bye
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Happy 18th Mr. Man! I love you and miss you more than words can say. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. xoxoxoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, June 1, 2009
god music music music. it gives you the oddest feeling depending on the song. so many songs are making me think of you either making me smile or cry or just wonder a bit. im quite the insightful one arnt i haha. wow you would be graduating this friday did you know that?dang ki and you wouldve been 18 this thursday. jesus man ive been you like hella bad. can you believe that im gonna be an 8th grader next year?dang that came fast! life is just a rollercoaster of emotions for me right now. please guide me on my way to have everything improve dont let me lose my way i have before and that was a risky situation. please just watch over everyone you know the specific people. anyways i love you bro stay fly in the sky man love you ki ki:)
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Ma posted a condolence
Saturday, May 30, 2009
My oh my...so what the heck! Where do I start...in your room of course! I love you baby bear, it will be so nice to be on the water and feel like you are right there with me. Can't wait to have the girs out for our first swim!! Wish me luck and give me a hand when ya can! Big hugs from me to you!
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jess posted a condolence
Friday, May 22, 2009
were going camping will miss you even though i already do:)
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jess posted a condolence
Friday, May 15, 2009
hey ki thanks for everything and well you know what i mean! i miss you more than ever and ur gonna miss my 13th birthday sucky i know. well im at school at the moment weeee im in 5th period science. well just felt like saying hi like always im missing you and loving you brother♥
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Hey Babe, thank you for your devine intervention. Give Jess all that she needs to make it through this rough spot in her life and help her to know just how much she is loved & cherished. I missed you on Mother's Day even though we were'nt much for celebrating...I'm nervous, excited & a bit quesy about going to your graduation...can you believe it...18 & graduating! What would you have done next I wonder? Hmmm...Well, I love you baby bear...big hugs & kisses from me to you! Muah!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, May 11, 2009
god i write you alot oh well i think you can deal with it. well anyway i have no subject in particualre just to talk about i just wanna fill you in. so im living quite the life my birthday is in a week holy bejesus i am going to be 13 wowwwww im scared myself. school is well uhhhhhh decent? just dont wanna elaborate on the stress and pressure of the 7th grade. i miss you very much. god i have some great people in my life that i do. i have (no order)my mom who is just extraordinary and never astounds to amaze me, i have nommie her humor always can put a smile on my often grim face, alyssa parrish she is just amazing i fully trust her with my heart, theres maddy who well we havnt been getting along the best latley but i will always have that piece of my heart that loves her so, i have gma who is constantly smiling, i have rayce who is cute as can be he puts a quick break on my bad moods, i have dakota who just understands my often phsycotic brain, and so many more people. i hope all the mothers of our family had a nice mommas day i know nana must have struggled a bit but i told her happy mommas day and i hope gma and my mom did to. those 3 women right there are some of the most influential amazing people i have been blessed to call a part of my family. i cant quite explain the process of 400 different emotions im dealing with right now but writing this out and talking to you always make me feel releived. well i love you brother :)
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
morning brother please let everyone have a good day!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
hello big brother of mine! im missing you sooooo much another summer without you wow thats gonna be hard! i miss you! you should see me i am jumping off the bridge all by myself but i still remember the first time you made me jump and u waited in the river for two hours for me to jump and when i did you got the biggest smile on your face. life is goign good for me im a bit confused but ya know whats life without a little confusion every now and then! thank you for letting rayce be born i love that little boy so much he looks like me so of course hes cute:)i love you with all my heart malachi:)buh bye
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Hey Mr. Man! Oh I'm just loving you like crazy! Another summer is coming up without you. I think that's when I miss you the most. You just always kept us all so entertained. But I know you will be there with us and will keep a close eye on all the kids. I love you so much little man, thank you for giving me Rayce. He knows all about his namesake Malachi Daniel Chace. He will always know how special you are to me! Can't wait to attend your graduation. Can't believe you would be walking down the aisle. I love you endlessly. Kisses on the bridge of your nose! xoxoxoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, April 25, 2009
hey ki im missing you much and love you very much
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Hi Babe...these last few days I think you have found a way to wiggle into every thought I have! Please forgive me for snooping around in all your stuff but it makes me feel closer to you. I am looking forward to Easter...you & Me time:) I can not believe it has been three years, then again so much of the time it feels like you've been gone a life time....crazy huh? I sure enjoyed our trip to the airport...I don't know if i ever told you that but it was fun. Listening to you sing "The Ghetto" in your own special way...crack me up! And I had to stop at the gas station to go to the bathroom because I had been taking "Ally" pills and had eaten junk food the night before! We even tried to argue for a minute there when we left the house...thank god neither one of us wanted to pursue it...that my baby, would have sucked! Prints says "Hi" BTW he is right here beside me...I'm so glad to have him he is definitely my little buddy even though he gets me in trouble all the time! I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I love you, I can smell you and I can feel your presence to day and it's wonderful! Thank you so much for loving me baby...you Rawk!! Muah!!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, April 6, 2009
Hi Mr. Man. It's been a rough day, but we made it through, didn't we? I Know you left on my birthday for a reason, cuz you loved me soooooo much, right?? LOL!!!! I love you, Malachi. I miss you more than words can say. We had a nice visit today. Me, Rayce, Tucker, Shane, Donnie, Jess and Madison all came to say hi. I know you were there. Peace to you my Mr. Man and another year's worth of love, hugs and kisses from me to you.
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Alexis posted a condolence
Monday, April 6, 2009
so a couple years ago today was one of the worse days of my life, also tylers. we think about you everyday, every time i glance at the clock and see 2:42 i think of you. and remember to live everyday like its my last, and to treat everyone as if its there's too. i wonder what you would be like if you were still here today, who you would be friends with and what not. all i know is, that your still here in spirit, i see you everywhere and miss you everyday. ill see you around bud. i love you.
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jess posted a condolence
Sunday, March 29, 2009
oh big brother you are on my mind 24/7 and im not exactly sure why but i just feel like im missing you even more. i realized that im getting closer to 14 that scares me. th thought of how that long of time could pass without noticing. i started realizing little things that would never have crossed my mind before. everything that this life has to do with is put into some musical or poetic context for me. i keep comparing my life to songs. i miss you so much i cant even put it in the right words. obviously i dont talk like i did when i was 9. i wish you were here to see me grow up. i feel like i have the wisdom of an 80 year trapped into a 12 year olds body. behavior wise i might as well be a 10 year old little boy. but if you go more in depth with talking to me i am so beyond my years it isnt even real. i keep talking about myself but i gotta inform you somehow. i am missing and loving you so much. please watch over rayce i worry about him. also watch over nommie my mom and nana and gma they need it. i wish you were here its crazy every time i write on here i start to cry because i think of how much fun we had and how much we shouldve had now. well you heard all my thoughts i love you brother and miss you terribly i'll be writing again.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-Life is never going to be the same without you. Each time I visit this site, I'm reminded of just how much you are loved not just by me but by others. We all miss you so much and we all feel so blessed to have shared in your life. Well, little Rayce Malachi is here! Thank you for the safe delivery. I had your picture posted right over my bed and at one point Rayce's heart rate went really low. I looked up and sayed a prayer to you. Of course you were there and of course you made it all okay! I know you also lead your mom right back into that room to be with me. I really needed her there. Rayce is so cute, he's got his mamma's temper though!! Oh no! Nothing like your sister, Jessie. Remember how mellow she was?? He looks like her and you and Cody and Caleb. So obviously he's a mixture of us all. G-ma is in love as am I. But as the song goes, Nothing Compares 2 U!!! He will be loved as you are and will be safe with you watching over him as you do Jessie. I love you Mr. Man. I'm sorry to take so long to write, as you know, I'm spending lots of time feeding the little bb. I love you and miss you ENDLESSLY!!!! Our day is coming up, it's never gonna be easy is it??? It's your fault you know, you made us love you OH SO MUCH!!! Come see me soon. I love you! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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jessie☺ posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
hello my amazing big brother that im missing more and more each day. it seems not so long ago that i was 9 years old and you were fourteen and i remember at that age i just admired you i wanted to be just like you. and now i am 12 and you have permanantly stayed fourteen and i still have that admiration for you that i always have. i am wishing you were here every day so that you could see me grow up and see rayce. i will be 13 in about 2 months ahhh thats crazy i know. im missing you like crazy. i am now brave enough to jump off the bridge i can do it on my own but i still remember when you gave me the strength and courage to jump off that bridge i remember you keeping urself up in the water waiting for me to jump and i felt safe to know my big brother would be there when i hit the water. i am wrestling cody and caleb every chance i get and from your help i have never lost. :) this is quite a selfish thing to say but i think you would be proud of your little sister. and if you only saw madison wow that girl is just well wow is my best description. she is as goregous and dorky as ever i love her to pieces. i am doing good in school for the most part. writing seems to be my main fortay in 7th grade haha i get good grades in that department. though it has been quite awhile since i was 9 i really havnt changed that much. im still crazy clumsy not as childish or needing of my mom but i do have my moments. and apparently i have quite the vocabulary according to others haha. it was funny last weekend me and cody were riding down a hill on scooters and i almost crashed into him so i pulled over real quick and crashed cuz i flipped over the handlebars. quite the graceful one i am..not. i really wish i could have changed some of my time with you and make it so i wasnt being such a brat. music has become one of my bestfriends haha. i listen to music when im sad mad or whatever and im always better. theres a song called wonderful by everclear it has inspired me very muchh because it refelcts on what im feeling sometimes. plus scars by papa roach is just about the most truthful song i have ever heard. i still sing as much as i can. i like life for the most part i just miss you like crazy. each and ever day it gets a little easier but not as easy as i would like. i have writtten alot in this thing more than i intended haha but i do miss you and love you soooooooo much. i love you malachi bye:)
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Ma posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Hey Bubb, just wondering if you could stay by my side today...perhaps for the next couple of days??? I didn't want to share until I knew for sure and I'm glad I waited even though you probably know more than I do:)Ready for some alone time...I love you muffin, you are the best!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Still thinking of you...
Hi Bubbilicious, I just wanted to tell you one more time how madly in love I am with you, I would give everything I have for one more chance to smell you and run my fingers through your hair or just to see your beautiful smile and lay with my head on your chest and watch TV or talk. I have you memorized...the tan line between your fingers, the tiny white scar on your chest, the little piece of pencil lead on the side of your nose from when you accidently stabbed youself...you little retard:) Also honey, your friend are wonderful, they still come to visit with me , we share stories about you and some times we just sit quietly. They are good kids, you were a magnet for good people. I needed to say thank you for inspiring me each and every day with your inquisitive questions that had me searching for answers, you pushed me to question how I could be a better parent, a more poductive and giving person but most of all you you inspired me to let my guard down and love. And in your passing you still inspire me...even if it's just to get up and face another day. I love you. You were my best friend, because you listened, you shared your opinions even when I hadn't asked for them, you gossiped with me and always kept me in the loop and you accepted me just the way I was. I am soooo thankful that I was given fourteen years with you, I feel blessed that God saw fit for me to be the one to love and nurture such an exquisite child...that part I still don't quite understand but I am grateful none the less. I love you baby, please stay close to me each day and guide me through these dark spots and take care of all the folks that love and treasure you and your memory...they have been so good to me. I love you Malachi Daniel Chace, there is always something there to remind me....Love Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Hey Muffin...you're the best, I love you oodles and miss you even more! Hugs from me to you! Muah
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Auntie posted a condolence
Monday, March 9, 2009
Hold mama tight honey she really needs you right now. Kiss gramma greene for us. love you tons
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 7, 2009
hey ki i miss you alot well im at this hotel and im having a blast you should be here you wouldve thrown me in the pool well i love you brother
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
MyKi, things are tough right now, I miss you more than ever...Grandma Greene will be with you soon hopefully she'll have some candy with her:) Help me to be patient, kind and a little more understanding. I am feeling conflicted about the last few moments...will she know? Will you already be there? I writwe morw soon...gotta go for now...kisses to you my baby...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, March 2, 2009
Hey button....wow, you have been on my mind like crazy lately. I will be going to the wrestling banquet this week. I can't believe you would have been graduating!! Boo is getting ready to have her first baby, Rayce is here and just as darling as ever, GG is doing much better...that was scary. I think Joe is gonna have a rough go of things as time slips by, give him hugs!
God, I miss you so much Bubbie, life just seems so different. The thoughts & feeling never seem to subside but that's probably a good thing as it reminds me I'm alive and that the little things are so important!
Wish me a good & productive day and wrap your loving arms around me for the day! Muah!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, February 21, 2009
hey ki its late im home alone so i thot id write you im missing you like crazy. i heard this song its one of my favorties and it makes me think of you its called angels on the moon by thriving ivory. it says some stuff that just makes me tear up and miss you.ive bin thinking about alot lateley. i miss you malachi ♥-jess i love u ki
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Ma posted a condolence
Friday, February 20, 2009
Hey Poo...watch over us tonight! I love you bug, hus from Mamma
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, February 16, 2009
hey ki so lil rayce should be on his way today or tomorrow sometime like soon im so excited and thnx for giving nana the heads up bout rayce she packed stuff that she normally doesnt haha i love you brother watch over rayce and my mom make sure the deliverys okay and hes okay i love you brother byeee
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Mamason posted a condolence
Friday, February 13, 2009
Your little sister will be out on a date tonight...watch over her handsome man! I love you baby boy, Muah!
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Beth <3 posted a condolence
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Hey, when i woke up today it was exactly 2:42 weird huh? yeah i know i shouldnt of been sleeping in that late but hey im a teenager. =] As we are getting closer to graduation im really starting to miss you but i guess everything happens for a reason, i guess i just wanted to let u that im still thinking of you even though years have past us by. I love and miss you!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Hey Mr. Man-Only a couple weeks left till little Rayce Malachi Reischman is due to arrive! Thank you for giving me a boy. I know you did that for me and everyone! I love you and miss you so much, I can't wait to see you again some day. Please come visit me in a dream, I love to see your smiling face. Thank you as always for watching over us all. I love you Mr. Man. XOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
k so ive writen u about 3 messages in a row well get ready for number 4 its gonna be longer. i miss you so much and im sick of you not being here. im excited that we get little rayce malachi soon but sad because you wont be here. im now in 7th grade and its fun. but so hectic. its the beginning of third quarter and im not doing the best that i know i am capable of. i would so appreciate it if you watched over nana mom and gma and madison and nommie. for some reason i just want them to be looked after! i am 12 years young now coming on 13 years young on may 18th. i am only 12 but i feel like ive gone through the depression over you like im 70. im still as clumsy as ever. today i word codys carhart shirt and camping jeans haha i was pretty proud of myself! i feel like everyone is growing up to fast including me i want to be 7 again because you were here and i had such a blast. madison wow madison she is growing up crazy fast she looks so much older than 12 she wears makeup she got her cut and has died her hair twice. god shes growing up and getting more beautiful she looks like you much! she has ur eyes and ur facial structure haha. but nana says i have ur hair color ur skin tone and ur lips!!!you would not believe the crazinesss that has been going on oh danget i only have 1 minute left in class! i miss you ki and am loving u much!
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
i miss you ki im having a hard time believing its almost been 3 years since you passed. im missing you more than ever. im so excited for our liitle brother rayce to be born i think hes gonna look like you i lov you ki!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
i miss you ki im having a hard time believing its almost been 3 years since you passed. im missing you more than ever. im so excited for our liitle brother rayce to be born i think hes gonna look like you i lov you ki!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
hello just wanted to say hi im at school so i cant right long but i just wanted to say hi an di love you much!!!!!
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Lots of changes sweet thing - but only one constant - how much I miss you!!!! It get easier, but it never gets better. Oh, how much I miss you! It's hard to explain. My love for you is....I don't even know the words. I don't have to say them. You know how much I loved you and I know how much you loved me. I'm still counting on you taking care of me when I get old - oh, wait, I already am. LOL I'll be looking for you when I get OLDER! My heart, your heart - one!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Hello my little Cutie Pot Pie! I am loving so freakin' much today...I feel so good and on track! Thank you for listening to all my hu~bub.We are having Doodahs' baby shower on Sunday...Yay! I can hardly wait for little Rayce Malachi to get here...I hope he is as yummy as you! Boo is doing wonderful we will have a little Lipsey girl soon and then...Baby Girl Greene will be having Haleigh soon too! Wow, when it rains it pours:) I feel good about our decision on the casino...I think it would plain wore me out! Now it looks like we may try to get our Respid(sp?) foster care liscense so that I can babysit Sam's kids sometimes...Geez...something new around every corner! Oh yeah aaaaannnnddd...in case you didn't already know...I wrote Andrew's wife, haven't heard back yet and don't know if I will. if you could watch over them and hug them for me that would be fabulous! I love you Baby Bear and would give anything to have you again...kisses from head to toe! Keep a little eye on Jess for me too, she loves and misses you so. Oh yeah...and Kendahl is loving and missing you too! She wrote me this a.m. she's a sweet girl! Muah!!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Hey Mr. Man, I'm getting so excited. Please put your blessings on your brother and your sister. Jess is so excited and she's going to make such a wonderful big sister. I only wish you were here to continue guiding her. I know you will in your way tho. I love you and miss you endlessly. Kisses on the bridge of your nose. XOXOXOX
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jessie☺ posted a condolence
Saturday, January 10, 2009
god ki im missing you so much i cant believe its almost been 3 years since youve been gone. that just seemes unreal to me. because i feel all th epain and missing you as much as i did when i first found out you died. i didnt want 2009 to come. bcuz i dont want neone else to die im missing you more than ever right now and i keep thinking about you at the most random times and start crying. like last night i was at a dance and this 1 saong came on and i ran to the bathroom crying i still didnt tell ne1 y i was crying. i miss you so much so much. i dont know y you had to go out of all people thats mean to think but i want back and now. pleaseeee watch over my mom and my soon to be born brother i hope he is as wonderful as you and please let his delivery be ok bcuz i am so worried that somethings gonna go wrong and i just cant bere the thought of losing another brother. im missing you with all my heart and more please watch over everyone i love and am missing you always love ur sister jess♥
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Hey Mr. Man. Happy New Year! I'm with your mamma, glad the holidays are over. It's just not the same. It's been a tough few years for this family. 2009 Hasn't begun all that great either as you know. But, at least it wasn't a death, just a wake-up call! Thank you for being there for Auntie, she said she knew it was you and Dan and Aarron nudging her to get to the hospital. I always knew you were in the right place at the right time. I love you so much! Photograph is playing on the radio, sometimes I can hear it without crying, but mostly it's hard to hear. I refuse to turn it off tho. K, well 6 more weeks to go. Please be with me for the birth of this young man. I need your strength! Kisses on the bridge of your nose Mr. Man. XOXOXOXOXO
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Hey Boo, Hmmmm...I'm glad the holidays are over. I sure wished you were her to enjoy the snow we had...I actually made it down Sam's hill on the snowboard and only fell three times! All I could think of is hostoked you would've been that I had done soooo much better than when you were first teaching me:) Well, Aunt Denice had a heart attack yesterday...that'll be enough of that:)! I miss you muffin although the holidays were a little less emotional form me this year...it was a lot easier for me to detach this year...all except for midnight on New Years...ugh, that was poopy just cause it's a blatent reminder of another year that has passed without you!!!Well, that's all I really have for now...I sure miss you baby bear...hugs forever...Muah! Love Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Hey Mr. Man. I hope you are doing well out there in . . . wherever you are!! I'm getting bigger every day and more anxious for Rayce to get here. We've had a huge winter storm that you would have loved. You'd probably be snow-boarding off someone's roof and dragging the kids around on the quad! I miss you so much and love you deeply. I'm so very thankful to have been a part of you and your life. Merry Christmas and give my love to Uncle and Aarron. You are all loved and missed more than you can imagine. Give us all the strength to make it through this season. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Hi Mr. Man. I can't stand the holidays without you. I want you back, I want you here and I want it NOW!!! I don't want anyone to be sad anymore but you are such a huge part of our world and we just aren't the same without you. Watch over Jess please, she just had a classmate pass away and he was 14. I think it's extra tough for her because she knows what that pain feels like. I know you were needed up there, but we don't think it's fair that you had to leave. Not you. Not you Malachi. I just love you so much.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, December 12, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
Missing you as always! I've gotten your messages and am so very thankful for them. I love you so much and miss you. Especially at the holidays. But I know you are well and watching over us all. Say hi to the fam and know that you are so, so loved!!!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Hi baby bear...I am trying to settle down a bit, this morning was aweful! I don't know that I have been so mad at the world as I was this a.m.! I read what jess wrote last and had to laugh to myself it seems that we grieve for you so similiarly. Take care of her Bubbie please...I will be fine, i know deep down that i can ride this rollercoaster to the end...just keep her safe for me! I love you bug...Mamma kisses all over your body...MUAH!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Hey Mr. Man-I love you so much and miss you every day! Watch over Jessie and your Mom please. They are both in need of a little of your guidance. Say hi to the peeps, I hope the riding is good up there! Kisses on the bridge of your nose. . . .XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, November 16, 2008
GOD!!!i was beyond angry that you are not here before. But now i am just furious. Im missing you alot today beyond belief. It seems as if sometimes in life you just cant win. Im having some issues(no not menatl ones) just with a certain parent that isnt my mom so you should know. i just well i dont know. Other than that my life is pretty ok. But once theres something wrong in your life it seem to shadow over all the good even when you dont want it to it just stays in your mind all the time. My mom graduated from massage school YAYA im very proud of her. She is complainin bout the baby kickin haha but she only has hmm 3 more months i believe his due date is February 20th. Im VERY excited. Im missing you terribly you wouldnt even know. At times i feel like i can't talk about you without tearing up or laughing. a bunch of people are telling me that im just like you i look like you i act like you so on and so on. You should see what your graduationg class did in the rail road trussel in Tenino it say class of 09' CHACE your dream and under that it says in loving memory of malachi. your still so loved ki you dont even know. gosh the other day nana was saying its almost been 3 years since youve been gone. All im thinkin is "What the heck 3 years already you must be confused with 3 months or something" because you can thave possibly been gone that long. YOud think that i fyou were gone that long id be less sad about you but its not true i am still. I cant help it yuve been like a big brother to me for 9 years except now im 12 and even though technically im your cousin I will always think of you as my brother. You should see the new house me my mom and ryan got. Its amazing you would love it. it has stair a creepy yet cool garage a basement and there are like 3 really tall shelves that i climb on. its fun here. i dont really know what else to say except that i love you and i am missing you always-talk to you later ki love ya
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, November 1, 2008
hey ki its like 1:12 in the morning and i jsut cant seem to sleep happy halloween(yesterday). I never have been one to sleep very early haha you should know that when we went on vacation in oregon me and you were always the last ones up haha. ive been missing you im having a bit of a rough patch right now with some people but that isnt something that i feel lik etalking about. well i guess i should try and sleep but i really dont want to. im missing you more than you know right now-i love you ki-jess
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wow, you are really something special you know that Mr. Man? So loved and so very missed. Bless this baby boy and feel free to communicate through him to all those that you love and miss. We love you. Seems like I can never find the right words. Just that I love you . . .
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, October 27, 2008
hey ki i bin thinkin bout u it was funny a few days a go i was with my bestest friend hailea(ud like her shes funny) we were at wal-mart and we passed by this gas station where the alternative fuel the "green gas" was 2.42 cents it was crazy insane and then a song at that moment called i miss you so came on it was weird but cool it gave me the sense that you are still with me and hailea said that she has bin seeing the numba 242 everywhere i think you kinow her haha just telling her to trell me that your here !!! i miss yoyu sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much you dont even know its crazy without you your missin out on my whole life and seriously you said that when you had your drivers license you would take me where ever da heck i wanted to go haha i miss you ki. you are also missingout on my lil bro being born in february or january i think haha his name will be rayce malachi reischman cute huh??? i love you ki more than you wil ever know your missing out on soo much and i hate it you should be here not up there you get what i mean i miss you more than words i love you ki <<Jess
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laurieloo<3 posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
hi ki, i was just looking at your myspace and it made me realize that i was missing you. i still wish we could have been better friends even though i was the new girl in school. i hope god is treating you ok or i will have to come up there and beat him up. i may not have known you like your other friends did but when i talk to you on here i feel like you are that little thing that is out there that can guide me where i need to go sometimes. and sometimes when i get that little voice inside of me telling me not to do something i instantly think of you and i do what ever it is that the voice is telling me because you tought me that life can be ended at any minute of any day. some of my best friends from tenino still cry when they think about you. i cant imagine how the friends you had your whole life feel and i can never EVER imaging how your mom and dad and family feel. im really down right now and there is no one else out there that i can talk to right now that wont judge me or think im a bad person or what ever it is. you are the only thing out there that can guide me to the right places. my dad has been really really mean to me lately and its hurting. i dont know what im doing wrong and i dont know how to make him feel better. he is sick ki. he is really sick and i am scared he might die. i dont know if you can help him but please, if you can help him stop smoking and start eating healthier. please im begging you from the depth of my heart he needs help and he wont listen to anyone. i think that is making him irritable but i dont know.
it has been over 2 years now. im in shock that it really happened. and since im here i was wondering if you could give some people up there lots of love from me and everyone here who is missing them. my junior year i lost a friend named angie. she and i used to be really good friends and that year we had turned in to aquantiences and we just had 1 class together and we did our projects together. and in spril she was hit by a train, just like my friend dan was in 2006. in the same spot. i miss them and i miss you must as much so make sure they know they are loved and missed too....gosh i cant belive you would be 17 right now. i cant believe you would be 18 in a few months! everything is just hitting me right in the face right now. all the things i dont think about everyday and all the small things are just comming and hitting me. im having a baby :) im due june 17th and i think thats why everything is comming to reality. i know im only 18 but it wasnt planned and i know you probably remember what happened to me when i was in tenino and i am still hurting from that, and from my junior year cuz i know you were watching from above so if my babies are up there please please let them know i loved them and i didn't want to do it but i was forced to by my parents. but i am so happy to have my baby back ki. i wish you were here to celebrate the joy with me and my friends. i dont even know if we would be friends right now cuz i moved back to university place after that school year was over. you know whats really funny? my boyfriend, the daddy, his name is kai. just like you :) we have been together for almost 2.5 years. and i love him and i would die if anything happened to him so please keep him and my baby safe.
omg ki a cant stop talking im so lost in life right now, with a baby on the way, and just starting college, just buying a home with my boyfriend, my dad being so sick. i dont know what to do. you are my only hope to get threw all this. im only 18 and i have alot on my plate right now. please help me threw this. i really need it :(
i hope you love it in heaven. ive herd it's beautiful :)
<3laurieloo
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Hey Bubbie, Oh, Boy where do I start...I miss you madly, I'm worried about finances, and I feel like I'm floundering a bit! That's the bones of it all basicly. I am in touch with Rae again after all these years...crazy! It was nice to talk to her and I am looking forward to rekindling our friendship. It sounds like Kayla could use a helping hand...so if ya have some extra umph, send it her way. I can't hardly believe we are going to have a little Rayce Malachi soon, I find myself wondering and hoping he will be like you...do you have to be here spending time with him for that to happen? Hmmmm....Well, help me shake off this nervous feeling and help me focus on the important stuff. I love you so much baby bear...with every breath I take! Muah!! Love Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Hi sweets! I love you so much! I just wanted to tell you how much you are loved and missed EVERY SINGLE MOMENT!!! I'm so happy we got 14 wonderful years together! You are my sunshine!! Kisses on the bridge of your nose, Mr. Man. XOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, well as you already know, this wonderful being growing inside me is a boy! He would be your first cousin (besides Cody and Caleb) that is a boy. He will look up to you and be named after you Malachi. I can't believe it! I'm just so very thankful. Please watch over him and give him the best of your spirit. I know you will, and I know that he will be happy to know that he is named after the most incredible young man I've ever known. I miss you so much and it will be really hard to watch Rayce grow up in your shadow, but I promise, I will give him all the tools he needs to become a loving young man, just as you are. I love you so much and I know that you will be here with us every day. You were the first boy I EVER loved and always will be. I love you Mr. Man. XOXOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, September 22, 2008
hey ki i miss you sooo much and you know what my life has been drastically better yeah skool is harder and all but lifes good and i still miss you with all my heart i just wanted to say give you alil update im loving you always and missing you bunches love you byeee. PEACE AND LOVE HOMIE
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, September 22, 2008
Hey Mr. Man-
Just so much love to give to you . . . I hope you still feel it. XOXOXOX
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Auntie posted a condolence
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hi honey,
i've been worried as hell about Dean, i'm sure you've been here and seen how beautiful he is, please wrap your arms around him and protect him. i know we have no control over when our time is up but give me some time with him ok, i really need that. help keep him safe and warm if you can at all. kisses to you and everyone else i love and miss so very much!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
ehy dude havnt talked to u in lik e4evs haha i miss u sooo much so im in middle skool no wan dim lovinit its so awesome im on the eagle side and my home room teacher ms chevalier is so awesome gosh i wish u were her haha misses and kisses and butt load of hugs love u boy byeeee
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, September 8, 2008
Love you Sunshine! Things are good today, we got sooooo much done this weekend & picked up 2 listings...Kisses to you baby!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Hey Poo...I'm off to work but I wanted to stop by and just say I love you! Baby Dean is here, happy, healthy and sweet as ever! I miss you so much baby doll! Hugs from Mamma
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Ma posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Hey There handsome man, I will keep this rather short...I am miserable and I can't seem to crawl out of the yuk for more than a day before I fall right back into it. I feel like I am trying to project a positive attitude into the universe and not hold on to the negative crap...so if you have any great wisdom, send it my way and in the meanwhile help me to keep my head at least above water! Hopefully this is all related to not smoking and it will miraculously pass with time...if that's the case then just kiss me on the forehead and I'll know to just hang in there! Kisses from Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, well several people have told me I'm gonna have a boy. Guess we'll find out soon. Sometimes I think that might not be good because he probably won't be as perfect and wonderful as you! But we'll see, right? I love you and miss you endlessly. Some days I wake up and see your face in my mind and I'm still in shock. There's so much I miss about you, I just wish you were here. I know Aarron made it safely. I am so very glad he had people to welcome him home, even though we miss you all so much. Kisses to you Mr. Man and please give big hugs to all up there. XOXOXOX
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Monday, August 18, 2008
Love & Miss you too much to say. Aarron's ashes were spread yesterday & love & miss him too much too. My new best saying - Life isn't always fair, but it's always good. You know now that I write it that's not true, so I guess I will have to find another new best saying! Heart U! Miss U! Want U!
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Auntie posted a condolence
Thursday, August 14, 2008
hi honey...Missin you like crazy! Kisses to you and everyone that has decided to visit you!
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, August 9, 2008
hey ki i bin thinking bout u lots latley i wuz listening to music and started crying cuz it reminded me of u tell uncle aarron that i love him lots and giv him a hug uncle dan and gramps 2 play with my doggy joey 2 i have bin missing u 4ever i wish i wuz up there with you or u were down her wutevs oh yeah me and cody jumped off the other side of the bridge it wuz kind ascary but i had fun and i wnet first haha neway love u lotsand mis u to death byee
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
I love you so much. Please watch over Mat as he begins this new chapter in his life. Hawaii! I just know you would have loved it there. Hopefully you can visit there often now! Thank you for being there for Aarron. I'm jealous you guys get to hang out together. But, some day, I know we will be together again. I miss you and love you tons. XOXOXOXOXO
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Hey Bubbie,
So crazy couple of weeks...Wow! I'm guessing it was boys hunting weekend in heaven last week?? Aaron is sorely missed by all of his peeps here. The celebration was great...so many people, honoring him & the love he gave so freely. It was fun to go through old pics, I can recall soooooo many great memories from Capital Club. I am so glad we had those years with him:) As for you...I miss you desperately...I won't go there tonight, enough said:) My ankle seems to be healing fairly well...it so hard not to baby it...a first for me! The Diess family is grieving the loss of Don, what a precious man...again...Wow! It amazes me to think about how different my life would be if even one moment was changed..anyhoo! Mostly I just miss you and would love the chance to relive our life together even if it's only in my dreams! Kisses to you my sweet, sweet boy...Ma
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jessie,madison,cody posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
HIIIII ki we miss u to death and im (jessie) really upset that ur not here b-cuz im finally jumping off the bridge all by my self and i like u know want u 2 c oh yeah cody did a front flip off the bridge craz boy and maddy still won't jump love u to death boy!$!$!$
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I love you Mr. Man. You're a part of my every day. XOXOXOX
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, July 20, 2008
hey ki i know i havn't written u in like 4EVER i miss u so much pleez tell uncle aaron tha ti love him so much and pleez watch over corrine and aunt denise and the rest of the family i feel lik esometimes u being gone is a dream and some day im gonna wake up and u'll b ther i mean u died when i was in 4th grade and now im going to be in 7th grade i mean time just goes by to quickly and you know wut its just not fair i wuz crying on vacation with g-ma and g-pa and i sat outside the hotel crying because i missed u so much its stunns me sometimes that ur not here im just like come on ki where are you and you know i miss u so much i love u sooooo much and i misss u a butt load i love you so much byeeee
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Doodah posted a condolence
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Mr. Man, please spread your angel wings and protect us at this time. Welcome Aarron home and make sure he's not lonely. I love you.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hi Mr. Man. I'm just loving you! And guess what, you were so right! You knew it all along. Wow, you are just the most incredible, insightful young man. I can't name all of wonderful moments with you that I am so very thankful for, but mostly just being your aunt Doodah is the best! XOXOXOXOX
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Hey Mr. Man-Please visit Jessie while she is on vacation with G-ma and G-pa. They are going to some of the places that they went to when you were here and it's been tough on her. She just wants you back so much, as do we all! Give her a sign, let her know you can still see her and here her. She loves you so much! I love you little man. Hope your summer is better than ever as you join us on our adventures! We miss you! XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Hey Mr. Man! Well, tomorrow is the big 4th of July! Everyone is going to Long Beach as usual, I'm sure you will be there with them. We always had so much fun there didn't we! I remember hanging out in town and you doing the wall climb. Jessie was determined to try after she saw her big brother up there! I used to hate/love watching you light the fireworks! It was so much easier when you were little and on me or g-ma or Mom's lap! Then you got older and insisted on being right in the midst of all of the explosions! You never did anything "just a little"! (Okay, maybe your chores, but other than that, you really did always live your life to the fullest!) I miss you so much Little Man, I just wish I could have a little more time to remind you what a wonderful gift you were to me. You are my first love! Please watch over Jessie and Madison this 4th and let them know you are there. I love you! XOXOXO
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Jessie posted a condolence
Friday, June 27, 2008
HEy ki i havn't written u in 4ever ily lots i miss u with all my heart and desperatley wish u were here ily bunches love u lots love jessie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Good Morning Baby, How's my sweet boy? I was thinking of you this A.M. and wishing you could've gone campin' with me last weekend, we had a lot of fun! It was a little weird camping at the beach but never going to the beach...it was a bit chilly so just as well. So, Boo graduated from high school and jessie graduated from elementary as you know. her first year of Middle School...OMG, you better keep an eye on her:) Kassi will be thwere too so it should be just fine! DooDah's little bun is in the oven i am pushing for Rhansom or Rayce...we'll see what they pick, I think they like Reece (i hope he looks like you:) I need to call G'ma today, I've been missing her...it seems like there is never quite enough time but then i look at how much time I waste...hmmmmmmmm! Well, Joni just got here so I better go, I love you muffin...have a fabulous day...kisses to you:) Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, June 23, 2008
Thinking of you always my Mr. Man. Come see me soon. I love you more than you know! XOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, June 16, 2008
hey man I have not written u in like 4ever b-cuz i write u on myspace all the time on ur comment board. On saturday Uncle Russ had his annual race 4 u I rode aunt amy's 125 and crashed twice weeeeeee that was fun it hurt my leg and stuff but its all good im kinda sore to but whatevs im all good . Anyway 2morrow im graduating from the 6th grade yay I get to lead the pledge of allegance ( don't know how to spell big words) so yeah that is pretty awesome and then on wednesday skool is over this is wierd but I kinda don't want skool to end well yeah I want it to end so i can start camping and sleeping in and swimming but I will miss all my frends so much like i'll miss big time Taylor, Kayla, Karissa, Hailea, Whitney, Anna, these people are like my really good frends some are my best but im gonna miss my guy frends Korye, Jerad, Jacob, colton cooper, Dayton all these dudes are hilarious but mostly Jacob, Jerad, and Dayton. Oh crud my teacher is about to catch me on the computer so love u lots bi
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Hey Bubbie...today is your day, YAY! I want you to know how very proud I am to be your mother. I hope that you are watching from above smiling down on me, I am trying so hard (some days harder than others) to live a life that you would have loved to be a part of. I am learning new things, changing old ways and hopefully am become a little better each and every day. I want you here with me and I still have such a hard time accepting that your not. I stuff my feelings, hold deep resentments and feel sorry for myself...pathetic huh? I have been living in fast forward pushing through everyday just to hurry up and get to the next one...and this is where I need your help if possible. Ki, i do not enjoy my days this has been the big hurdle I can't seem to get passed. I am getting further away from living to enjoy the moment and I honestly believe it is because I want my life to be over so I can be with you...I recognize that this is not God's plan for me. I can feel myself going against the grain and i guess I just needed to put it in writing and ask for help...i really don't want live in FF. Help me live in real time today and enjoy every moment of everyone loving you...you are an angel! PS. Little Miss Compulsive ripped me a new one for tampering with your Myspace (of course she didn't realize it was me till after the fact) wholly crap...she's a keeper, i love it!! Watch over her...I like her a lot and I love that she still loves you soooooo much! Kisses to you my baby! Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, June 13, 2008
Mr. Man-I'm loving you so much! Tomorrow is your Memorial Race. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone ride and play in the sunshine all in your name. Thank you for being with me and watching over us all. XOXOXO Love you!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Bubbie I love you soooooooooooooo much, I am bursting at the seams with the joy you bring into my life! I am so thankful I had you and that you gave me such a wonderful family. Kisses to you my baby:) Love Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Hey Baby, we are planning the 3rd Annual Malachi Chace Memorial Race Day...Woot woot!! Bring us a good weather day next Sat.:) I miss you muffin...wish we were going on a bike ride or a hike with Silas today, it's a perfect day for it...Kisses to you angel, love you...Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, I'm lovin you. That's all. I'm just lovin you as always. XOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, June 6, 2008
hola brotha my bff is spending the night whitney and i just wante to say hi love u lots bi
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, June 6, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, I hope you had a good day enjoying watching all of us be silly! I love you so much. 17 and forever young. I love you so much. Can't wait for the memorial ride. I love you! Happy Birthday one more time. I'm so very thankful to your Mom and Dad for the gift of you! Love- Doodah
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Mama Kathy posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
So I just noticed that I sent you my message twice I messed uo the first time & tried to fix it....duhh! As you can see I'm still just as blonde as I was when you met me. Anyhow, I hope you had a happy birthday! We sure do miss you down here!! Love you lots!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, I hope you had a good day enjoying watching all of us be silly! I love you so much. 17 and forever young. I love you so much. Can't wait for the memorial ride. I love you! Happy Birthday one more time. I'm so very thankful to your Mom and Dad for the gift of you! Love- Doodah
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Happy b-day malachi I don't know if u remember but u said that when u got ur drivers license u would drive me and maddy a ride to anywhere we want so u still owe me a ride i love and miss u lots happy birthday brotha love jessie
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MAMA KATHY posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
HI KI! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & WISH TO HIGH HEAVENS THAT I COULD HAVE HAD LOTS MORE TIME TO GET TO KNOW YOU & SEE YOU GROW. YOU SURE DID MAKE A BIG IMPRESSION IN THE TIME THAT I DID KNOW YOU THOUGH. AND TODAY & ALWAYS I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU & WISH YOU A HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I WISH YOU WERE HERE, BUT I KNOW THAT YOUR NOT, ONLY BECAUSE GOD NEEDED YOU FOR SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL. I LOVE YOU KI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Funny! I sent off two balloons for you for your birthday - guess where they are? Caught in a tree! They'll get to you...it was just that 2:42 thing you know. Maybe there were too many to get thru. The wind will bring them to you. It's a wet day, inside & out. Love U
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
I wanna wish you a happy birthday, the best you've ever had....sorry, thats all the words I know to that song, but you get the idea. I love you soooo much, I miss you soooo much. You are in my heart, you are in my soul, never to be lost. I think of you every day and miss you every day. I learn more every day about life and about you. A balloon with a birthday message for you will be on it's way soon. Enjoy it and know that you are always loved and will always be with me in my heart and mind. 17 - a good age! Hope you are happy, now I'm crying. They are tears of joy for what we had when you were here, and tears of sadness for what we could still be having....I dream about what might have been - sometimes they are happy, sometimes they are sad. But always filled with love. I was talking to Aunt Doodah Monday about you and when I left here house and got into the car, there you were with a song that I had requested to let me know that you really are ALWAYS with me! I love you! I Miss You!
I was just going to do an XXOOXXOOXXOO thing and then I saw that Aunt Doodah just did that, and I don't want to seem like a copy cat so I won't do it here but it's in my heart for you!
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Mammason posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Hey Bubbie, I can't hardly see, feel or think. I just love you ...Happy Birthday button, I'll write again when I am better. Kisses to you my angel...Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Happy Birthday Mr. Man! 17 today! There are never enough words to tell you how much I miss and love you. Be with your Mom today. Be with us all. I love you. XOXOXOXO
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Hey button, I am sick so I am not gonna write much now but needed to say I love you and I am not looking forward to tomorrow that's all...I guess the good part is that we will have switched companies on your BDay, can I take that as a sign that everything is gonna be fine?:) I love you...hopefully I'm dying of pneumonia and I'll be there soon :) What a whiner eh? Kisses to you Bug... Happy day before your Birthday...MUAH!!!!
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Auntie Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, June 2, 2008
Oh Mr. Man, I just can't seem to stop crying today. I guess it's because your birthday is coming and I know that you will be on everyone's mind more than usual. Life is not the same without you. I don't want it to be the way it is. I want you back. That's just all there is to it. Now I expect you to listen to me. Do you understand? I am your aunt Doodah and you will listen to me!!!! Ok, ok, so you never really did listen to me all that much, why would you now. I just miss your cheesy grin, we were talking about it the other day. I miss your humor, I miss your sweetness, I miss the way you used to harrass the girls and make them cry and then play with them and make them laugh the very next minute. I miss the way you were a fixture on g-ma's couch every other weekend. I could almost always expect to see you there munching on Top Ramen, asking gramma and grampa what we were gonna do that day. I can still see you so vividly giving me that last kiss goodbye. I cherish that memory and will always assume that you are right by my side. That's the only way I can make it through the day sometimes. I know your spirit and energy still exists, so I know that you do take care of us one way or the other. I love you so much little man. Happy early Birthday and we're gonna have a wild ride on June 14th, all for you Mr. Man. We all try to do so much in your name, I hope you know, you are NEVER FORGOTTEN!! I love you! I miss you endlessly!
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, June 2, 2008
good morning brotha im in skool can't talk long so love u lots bye!!!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, May 30, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
Your little sister is gettin so big! She just got her hair cut with your Mom. Turned out beautiful. She's spending the night with her and Joe. They love her so much and she can never be you, but she has so much of you in her, it's impossible NOT to see it and embrace it!! Thank you for sending her and shane your Mom's way today. It was a rough morning for her. I just listened to her message and it was a tough one to hear. I'm sad when I don't get to the phone on those calls. But she's doing good now. Out in the park taking pics with Joe for the biz. Making Jess crack up as usual. Thank you for guiding my life Mr. Man. I love you so much. Your energy is very much here and surrounds those that you love and those that love you the most. We know you are here. Take care Mr. and say hi to the peeps in the sky! PS-thanks for guiding Jessie these first few rides on the 125. The kid has your blood ya know!
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Mammason posted a condolence
Friday, May 30, 2008
Good Morning Baby,
I am missing you so much, i am dreaming about you a lot except you are dead in my dreams...I get real frustrated because no one will give me answers...dreams suck sometimes! We are doing your Memorial Day on Sat. the 14th, we just started planning it, I would like to be able to raise some moneyto put in your scholarship fund. Shane is getting his first tattoo today, I'm calling DooDah right now to see if I can pick up Jessie and go down there (I promised him I would) seemings how I was already picking up Jess, it would be an hour earlier than planned but hey...watching Shane will be way cooler than a school BBQ:) Riiiight?? So when I called Doodie (ended up leaving a message) I couldn't stop crying...I am soo friggin' retarded! I am glad to be spending the afternoon with jess, hopefully it's just what the doctor ordered either that or it will stir me up even more...hmmm I just realize will be spending time with your BBF too, Geez I guess you knew this morning was gonna be rough on me, you are callin' in the troops:) Thank you Poo for surrounding me with people who loved you as much as I do~! My life is good all in all. Alright I think I'm done crying for now...Great big hugs & Kisses to you all over your sweet little body. please forgive me for my shotcomings, then and now...I love you muffin, Muah!! Mamma
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Jessie posted a condolence
Monday, May 26, 2008
Hey ki its Jessie just gonna tell u that its memorial day and from friday 2 today we were all at ORV, OMG it was a blast and guess what I can ride Aunt Amy's dirt bike its a 125 ttr yay, I crashed twice on it and fell over a few times but other wise i was pretty good jumpin' jumps flyin really fast god I wish u were there to see it Madison on the quad came back covered in mud and so did i but it was still fun I wish u were there but anyway we had a lot of fun I REALLY wish that u were here but I love u lots and miss u with all my heart love u lots bi love jessie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, May 23, 2008
Hey Bubbie, I realized I haven't written you in almost 2 weeks! Things are so crazy with work, I am so distracted with the Company issues it is hard for me to stay focus on my business...Joni has started working for us and she is a dream, I definitely forsee this move really getting us off the ground and rollin'. Your Bday is coming up and as usual I am having bad dreams, so i'm walking around a bit sleepy. Jessie & I are going to get our haircut on Friday (that was her BDay present from me) I'll be excited to see what she decides on this time! I haven't seen Maddi lately :(...I think she' pretty busy with her peeps. It's so fun to see them growing up, simply amazing...sometimes I just want to freeze time s I can savor the moment. G'ma & Doodah and the whole clan seem to be doing very well...it's nice, you would be tickled! Well, I need to get back to work...just wanted to send some loves your way. I love you & miss you sooooo much muffin...kisses to you my baby...Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, May 16, 2008
Hi My Mr. Man-
I'm missing you so much. Mother's Day was hard but we spent it together, laughing. That's the only medicine that helps soothe the loss of something so deep. To be without you is still so unreal. It just doesn't seem possible. I know we all look at your picture and think about the day you will walk through the door. It just can't be true. You just can't leave us like that. You are the one that held us together and Mr. Man--you still do. Jessie's birthday party is tomorrow. I know you will be with us celebrating and swimming in the pool! You are on our minds constantly. You are always present and forever keeping us going. I love you so much. I just love you so much. Talk to you soon. Kisses on the bridge of your sweet, sweet nose Mr. Man. XOXOXOXOX Love-Doodah
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, May 16, 2008
Hey ki im sayin good nigh t2 u right now 2morrow is my b-day party even though my real b-day is on sunday the 18th but anyway G-ma and G-pa go tme a new motocross helmet g-pa took me 2 power sports 2 get it it is so awesome its black with like a red fox symbol on each side and gray and red and black kinda stipe flame thing goin on so yea its pretty awesome I love it also on sunday I will be 12 ahhhh gosh I am getting so old i mean im gion into middle skool next year cra-z I know oh yea ps. on my helmet i put on one of the stickers that tyson made love u lots bi luv ur sis jessie love u lots good night ( u know i probly won't sleep) LOL
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, May 16, 2008
Hey ki im in skool rite now and I have no missin' assignments so I got free time YAY I was readin some of the messages that maddy wrote u she is such a dork I love her and also oh yea g-ma and g-pa opened the pool I was the 1st one to go in but it took madison like 30 min to get in but it was fun love u lots bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, May 12, 2008
hey ki im in skool rite now and im havin' a weird mornin' like 2 of my frendz no names are actin' weird and im tired and won't be fully awake 4 like another 2 hours i know havn't written u 4ever so i wanted to say hi and i love u lots bi!!!!!!!!!
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Ma posted a condolence
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Oh my little prince...it is mother's day and i miss you somethin' feirce! I was so thankful to be meeting Doodah & G'ma today though...it made everything okay:) Thank you so much for loving me so much, your love is truly the wind in my sails. You are magic even still...kisses to you my baby from way down here! Muah!!!!! Mamma
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Ma posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Hello my little Sunshine! So Wynter is on his way to see you but he's not quite ready yet:) I was able to speak to him for a moment and I am sending a little message with him. You have weighed heavy on my heart and now I know why. Give him kisses for me and wrap your beautiful stong arms around him, now you will have someone to look over:) you have always been good at that! Sprinkle Autumn & Lathen with love from me and keep them safe and peaceful through all of this, I wish she was her so I could be with her...I miss you Buttercup more than I could have ever known, Prints says "Hi" he is hanging his head over the keyboard:) We all love you and you truly are the wind beneath my wings...I'm gonna go talk to Autumn now...Kisses to you Poo! Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Hey Bubbie, I am missing you terribly and thought I better come here. I don't even have anything to say, I just feel so damned broken! I love all my peeps and I am thankful for all that I have and I know I shouldn't be complaining but here I am sobbing like afool and feeling sorry for my self...remember this note you wrote me?
Ma,
Today was a half day and we had a conversation over the phone concerning what happened in Ms. Miller’s classroom. I wanted to let you know my side of the story even though you probably won’t believe it, but I understand why. On Wednesday, March 16th, we were assigned to finish a literature log entry on a chapter we read. The day before I had finished what she told you I didn’t do in my lit. log. Then, Wednesday, she didn’t have the directions on the board any more so I tried to ask her for help but she wouldn’t answer me (you can ask the three people that sit closest to me, they had to listen to it). Then, today she said I could not participate in the group discussion giving me a “0” on the assignment saying I did it wrong! I disagreed because she wouldn’t answer for direction on whether I was doing it right or not, so I did the work but I did the last part wrong because she wouldn’t listen to me. I swear she picks two kids every day and just works with them. So if you’re reading this letter I’m probably in my room re-doing the assignment or reading trembling in fear preparing for a verbal and hopefully not physical pounding from my mother. Even if you don’t believe me, I will know the truth, and hopefully Joe will believe me.
Sincerely,
Your Son,
Malachi Chace
PS-I’m sorry for the trouble, and no I’m not sucking up to you. And I DIDN’T HAVE HOMEWORK!!!
I'll bet you never knew when you were writing it that I was gonna be on your side huh? Secretly, I always was on your side poo. I tried to do the motherly thing and reprimand you but inside I always understood and the times that I wasn't understanding were the times when I was upset with nyself and just took it out on you and for that I will always be sorry muffin. I think I spent more time apologizing to you for my behavior than most parents do in a life time...I just didn't know what I was doin' poo...still don't:) Well, I don't know what else to say...I could ramble forever and it still wouldn't change anything! Kisses to you my baby, watch over all that I love...Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, May 5, 2008
hey ki im in skoolright now im behind ms.nelsons library desk cuz im the liberry helper she doznt know that im writin u so itll be quick so that i don't get in trouble but she doesn't notice I love u lots love ur sis jessie love u lots bi!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, May 2, 2008
hey ki im just sayin hi real quick i had a good day at skool and im oin to a TYP(tumwater youth program) and i will have lots 'o' fun love u lots bi love ur sis jessie ps my b-day is coming on may 18 I will be 12 yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, May 2, 2008
morning ki its jess just sayin hi love lots bi ps im about 2 fall asleep love u bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, May 1, 2008
hey ki I miss u lots some things are just going cra-z right now I can't exactly tell u right now why its crazy but u know what im thinking my stomak is turnin' a bit right now cuz of the news that i just heard but any way my day at skool was really good I took some hilarious pics. of my friends Jacob and Dayton and i got some cute pics. with my friends Taylor, Kayla, Karissa, Whitney and some pics. of Korye. Ive bin thinkin bout u lots lateley I miss u and wish u were here I mean im in 6th grade its crazy time haz passed so quick oh yeah b4 I 4get I MIGHT not 4 sure do wrestling next year and also I made g-ma cry when I remembered may day and brought her these pretty flowers I love g-ma a whole lot and I love u and my mom and nommie and nana and madison and everybody else in our family and my friends i really wish that u were here I miss u so much love u lots bi love ur sis jessie
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
Just thinking about you and wanted to say g'night. I love you so much an miss you more every day. Can't wait to see you again some day but for now I will settle for our conversations and seeing you in my dreams. I get your signs and will always cherish them. I'm loving you Mr. Talk to you soon. Take care of the peeps. Kisses to you, say hi to all up there. XOXOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
hey ki i miss u lots i was just on ur myspace I read what tucker said he is such an idiot but I love him any way I have bin thinkin bout u lots lateley wondering when is he gonna be back and then I remember oh yea jessie ur an idiot hes not coming back any way I love u so much and I miss u so much I hope u havnt 4gotten me love u lots bi oh yea im goin to middle skool next year yikes any way love u lots love ur sis jessie
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jess posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
hey madison is a dork but I love her any way just sayin hi love u lots bi
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MADISON posted a condolence
Saturday, April 26, 2008
OK SO KI MY MOM IS GETTING DRUNK AND THIS IS THE TEXT SHE SENT ME: NIGHT YOU. BE A GOOD GIRL, LOVE YOU. UNCLE BILL AND UNCLE AARRON SAY GOODNIGHT :) WAT A SILLY GOOSE
MADISON LUV'S YOU CHOW
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MADISON AND JESSIE CHACHY posted a condolence
Saturday, April 26, 2008
HI KI P.S JESSIE IS SLIDING ON HER KNEES AND SAID DO YOU LIKE MY NEW LEVEL OF TRANSPORTATION???? ANYWAY WE LOVE YOU CHOW
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MADISON posted a condolence
Saturday, April 26, 2008
HI KI, I'M AT NANA'S HOUSE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY JUST WRITING YOU A GOOD NIGHT LETTER! WELL GOODNIGHT AND I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU THIS MUCH FROM HERE:>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>TO HERE! LOVE YOU: CHOW BIG BOTHER P.S JESSIE SAYS HI FRANNY
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, April 26, 2008
hey ki im at nanas right now with madison she is crackin me up by singin bad on purpose and really loud im about to pee my pants laughing wow she is funny anyway i wanted u to know some things bout my life I got a boyfriend named Jerad he's kool he gets really good grades and is hilarious and really nice cute too oh crud he better not read this any way love u lots bi and good night love ur sis jessie
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madison and Rhyan posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Rhyan: hi ki i probobly don't remember you i'm sorry that you are gone now any way i still like you and would've wanted you to be my friend
Madison: wuz up bro??? lub you lots bi(P.S. lily says love as lub:))
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madison posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Hey ki it's me. well i went onto google images at school and nobody believed me that i had a brother so i went onto funeralalternatives.org and our librarian stinky mrs. price caught me on and said this wasn't a place to be so i didnt' have time to show kyle and derick (derick is a t-bird) (i'd rather be a beaver) one of my letters to you so i didn't get to write you:( oh well though anyway i send all of my love to you! well check ya later! bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, April 14, 2008
hey ki I havn't written u in a while sorry but i need ur help I need u to help me and nommie find a place we were lookin at this one place but im not sure if nommies credit will pass pleez help us I miss u so much. Anyway this is a total different subject, 2 day I had a lot of fun I got a picture with all 3 of my very best friends Taylor, Kayla, and Karissa and I made fun of friend hailea that was hilarious I was teezin her about this dude who I think she likes but any way I think this guy at skool likes my friend Kayla but he won't tell its frustrating me 2 tell the truth im not very good at getting secrets out this dude jacob who im pretty sure likes 2 of my best friends kayla and taylor, why am I talking bout this its not that important, anyway we had our WASL arwards assembly from last year it was funny cuz me and one of my friends bianca were sitting next to each other and these 3 dudes dayton, colton c, and danny were crackin' me up I was trying so hard not 2 laugh but I couldn't help it. But at the beginning of the assembly I got 2 lead the falg sullute cuz im the president of the skool that was pretty kool any way last year in 5th grade I only passed the reading WASL but thats ok I think i'll do better this year any way love u lots with all my heart love ur sis jessie
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, April 14, 2008
I can't even get the right words out Ki. You know what they are though. We had our day didn't we! It's a different world because of you and without you. Life changed the moment you entered this world and hasn't been the same since you left. I feel your strength every day. I know you are helping those that need it most and I am so proud of you for always knowing who at the right time. You are so incredible, so sensitive, you always know how to make things right. I miss your smile Mr. Man, and so much more. Kisses on the bridge of your nose! I'll be talking to you . . . xoxoxoxoxoxo
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Hey Boo...quick request, can you help me find who I am looking for? Please! If any one can...you can! Love your Ma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Hey Bubbie, so I'm not exactly sure what happened but the dark cloud has lifted (at least for today). I am ready to work, be social, and be present! I don't know if it was just that I am missing you so much or what but my attitude has been kicking my _ss!!! So, as of today I will not give up, quit my job, run away, or leave Joe so he doesn't have to deal with me! Ugh, it's embarrassing to admit that I was even thinking these things...I love you, thank you for touching base with me at the perfect time...I love you to peices, Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Hey Muffin, just thinking of you...Hugs from Mamma
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madison posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
hey ki, i need your help to get over this flippen cold!!! it's driving me crazy i have to sleep with my fan on and i get really cold then i am so warm i get a feaver! it sucks and here is the worst part, i have to sleep with a whole bunch of air freshners with strong smells so it will help my nose clear up. any way i still really love you to the planets and all around a google hundred times and bak. P.S. i still don't know how to squat in the woods:)
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madison posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
hi ki its madison it's 2:42 and i thought that was a quwinkidink that i was writing you this letter. just wanted to say hi and that i miss you to death!!!! i miss having you around so much!anyway i miss and love you so much! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo talk to u tomorow bi
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jillian posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
hi malachi its jillian i miss you so much I am 8 years old now and so im almost 9 im in 2nd grade xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox almost in 3rd grade xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
talk to you torrmoro
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maryjane jared and xzavion (-sp) and madi posted a condolence
Monday, April 7, 2008
hi ki! it's a bummer we never go to meet you! We were really looking forward to it! (hahahehe) anyway we would've loved u if we got to meet you! Madi: i miss u so much ki! i had a hard day yesterday:(
well, i am really sick right now i am taking like 3or 4 types of medication it stinks!!! anyway i really miss u and i getting a's and b's my math grade went up too! Miss u lots luv u LOVE: ALL OF US KIDS THAT THIS LETTER WAS FROM
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Monday, April 7, 2008
One more year, my sweet thing, one more day. Yesterday was a hard day for us all. I thought I would be better but I'm not. You are on my mind every day of my life - it is like that song, Just like a tattoo, I will always have you....in my heart, in my soul. I wish I were as strong as your MaMa. She is doing good. I'm so proud of her. I'm still writing in my new "diary/Journal" but I couldn't stay away from here...the journal is for me...this is for you. Yesterday I wept, I slept, I mourned. I mourned because it was DooDah's birthday and it was sad for all of us instead of fun - we tried - , mourned because you weren't there, because there were too many people around, mourned because there wasn't enough people around. On the other foot, it was a happy day because there were so many people around, it was Aunt DooDah's birthday, I have beautiful grandchildren, I have wonderful kids (all of them), and yes, I even appreciate my wonderful/funny/dorky husband. But most of all I have all of my memories of "us", you will always be in my heart. I love you my sweet thing, always and forever!G-Ma
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Beth posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
hey so i cant believe its been 2 years.....its crazy! ive felt weird all day. i miss u buddy. i still think about you from time time. believe or not ur always in my thoughts and prayers. I Love you! you'll never be forgotten #242 we love you always and forever.
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
wuz up im just sayin hi im a less depressed now i went o ur headstone at the cemetary i miss u lots love u lots love jessie bi
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
it hardly seems like two years but it is, I hate this day! I will try to be a good aunt and celebrate you, ki, but you and i both know what I'm feeling inside and it aint good! I love you son! Please give me strength!
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Well its 2day the day that 1million inches of tears fall down each eye, I miss u so much I miss u making me do crazy funny things, when u gave me rides on the quad, when u kept teachin me wrestling moves and alltogether u. I wish this was all a dream and that u were still here I don't know if I can except that ur gone 4ever and not coming back. It doesn't seem like 2 years it seems like 2 weeks since ur death is still fresh in my mind I was lookin at some pics and I started 2 cry seeing ur face in those pics bringing back memories made me miss u more. Malachi I know that people say nobodys perfect but in my eyes u were I mean ur my big brother I look and still look up 2 u. I miss u so much I wish u were here. Life is not the same without u. U made everything more fun u always had a smile and u made me laugh ALL the time. I love u so much and I wish u were here. U will always remain in my heart and misss u so much. I love u lots and I miss u love jessie
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Wendy posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Hi Ki, just wanted to stop and say good morning to you mister. We all love you and miss you sooooo much. I think of you every single day and am so thankful for your love, guidance and friendship you showed to Kaden. He lives his life with the same compassion and caring, and EVERY DAY TO THE FULLEST. We are all blessed to have you in our hearts Ki - Talk to you soon - XXXOOO Wendy
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Good Morning Button...I'm not sure what exactly I am going to be able to write but I wanted to be here with you. Prints is here with me chattering up a storm. Joey is sleeping on the couch...I checked this morning to see if it was you automatically, I guess we both know it wasn't. I am empty this morning, lonely and sad...this is the part where I feel sorry for myself. Well, it's an hour later now...and as usual I feel much better after a good cry. Bubbie I miss you so much. I still can't beleive that life has gone on without you.I miss your laughter, your jokes, your wisdom and most of all your love. It has been the hardest lesson I have had to learn...appreciate what you have while you have it because it may be taken away at any moment. You were the best thing that ever happened to me, the best I've ever done. You are my most valuable accomplishment and most wonderful blessing. I am so thankful for the time I was given with you. I hope you can forgive me for the things I still do that I shouldn't, I am a work in progress. It's funny because I look back at what I have written in the past even just 2 days ago and I feel like it is someone else that has written. I don't even recognize my own words...The many faces of Eve...that's what it makes me think of. So, I was thinking that maybe we could ride bikes up to the cemetery when the weather gets better, we'll go today but we're driven since it's cold & rainy. Everyone is coming over for spaghetti & chili a little later.This is the first year I feel okay about being around all of those who loved you so much. I wonder if you realized at the time how much you meant to us? Did you know that grandma would be so broken without you? That Jessie rested on every breath you took? That DooDah cherished every eyelash on your beautiful little face? That Joe would learn from you how to love and connect with his own boys? That you were Richies sole inspiration? So many people my sweet boy...did you every really know? I could just keep going and going. I say good bye to you at the airport over and over...I'm gonna go now Poo...I love you and hope to see you again soon, I will hold you in my arms and never let go next time. Bye for now...Mamma
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, April 5, 2008
hey ki its jessie I am just sayin hi and that 2morrow is the aniversery boy am I gonna be cryin I miss u lots and I wish u were here gosh I can't beleive I was 9 when u died and Im turning 12 on May 18th its crazy on June 4rth u would have been 17 ahhhh I miss u so much and I can't beleive that Im goin into 7th grade next year. I mean I was in 4th grade when u died but b4 I forget to say this I had a blast at cispus we got to go on this hike and play a bunch of games and I fell alot but that was the fun of it I wish u were here still I love u lots and miss u bi XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO love ur sis/cuz jessie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, April 4, 2008
At this moment I knew that it was the right time to share with you what I am feeling. Up until now I have just been taking in everything around me, listen, watching and processing. Before I go on know that now I don't talk about these in hopes that they will help you to understand the things you may experience in your life. I share them in hopes that some how you might know how your life and death has changed me, that your spirit still grows me, and that I am still driven to live a fruitful life that you would want to share in if you were still here. With that said...When I am in pain, I am the most creative. I love the deepest, laugh the hardest and become most humble. My senses are peaked and I feel fully aware, but only of the most important things. I need organization when my heart is aching, I think it's my way of having control over all these intrusive tidal waves of emotion, it feel as if they are slowly washing away the fortress that it has taken so many years to erect. So, with no plan of attack I have tackled the flower beds, prepared a huge herb garden in the backyard, sorted through all of Joe's clothes and re-organized them and even swept and cleaned the shed in preperation for spring! I am sure I haven't even touched the tip of the iceberg yet. I find that I not only think of you but, I also think of all the people who loved you and that you loved. The amazing things that people did raising money, drying flowers, making meals, mowing our lawn, staying with me around the clock. Often I feel guilt...how can you ever repay such perfection. I kept all of the cards so I can read them, I kiss each card and pray that they know how filled with gratitude my heart is. Some of them I will never see again, some I've never met but I am thankful for them. On the flip side...I can also be very mean when I am hurting. Sometimes I can feel myself choosing to inflict emotional pain on another person (always someone I deeply love) without the normal regard. The difference is I know now that instead of following through I can choose to divert my attention to something more productive. Case in hand, cleaning the closets...the task get's done, I feel a sense of accomplishment for completeing something I've enevitably put off forever and the real clencher is no one get's hurt! Not to say I don't "fall off the wagon" plenty which generally requires me tucking my long Leo tail between my legs and begging for forgiveness, but I'm getting a little better. I also find myself hashing and rehashing our relationship. Which usually leads to at least a few bouts of guilt over my less than selfless parenting tactics especially in those earlier years. I couldn't imagine what I would be like now if we had not dealt with that stuff then. What this all boils down to is I love you more than I knew I was capable of. I will always want to be better in everything I do, you will continue to inspire my life until I take my last breath and when that comes I will be so very excited to come be with you. We all love you and miss you so deeply. We are sailing in uncharted waters so please forgive us Bubbie if we get off course. You are the most magnifecent part of my life...peace to you my baby, Love Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Our day is just around the corner Mr. Man. Help us get through it okay? Oh boy are you the most loved person ever. I love and miss you so much. So much I can't hardly stand it. See you in my dreams. I'll be talkin to ya as always. Love you Mr. man. xoxoxox
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
nommie accidently posted her message twice she still don't know squat about how 2 work a computer love u lots bi
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Wow, it's been 2 years now, and I still have a huge hole right thru my heart. How can that be that it still hurts so bad that you are gone. I don't think I will ever get over your death, mainly because I don't want to. It'll never be okay with me that you are gone!! This world is a worse place without you in it, and I feel sorry for those people that never got a chance to meet you, get to know you, and love you! I still have the text message u sent me on my cell phone from years ago. The text that says "Hi, Jill, I love you, from your son Ki!" Sometimes, I cant even bear to read that, it just hurts so bad. Well enuf of my whining, I love you, son! You and Jess are my whole heart, you know that.
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Wow, it's been 2 years now, and I still have a huge hole right thru my heart. How can that be that it still hurts so bad that you are gone. I don't think I will ever get over your death, mainly because I don't want to. It'll never be okay with me that you are gone!! This world is a worse place without you in it, and I feel sorry for those people that never got a chance to meet you, get to know you, and love you! I still have the text message u sent me on my cell phone from years ago. The text that says "Hi, Jill, I love you, from your son Ki!" Sometimes, I cant even bear to read that, it just hurts so bad. Well enuf of my whining, I love you, son! You and Jess are my whole heart, you know that.
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Hey malachi its me im goin to cispus 2morrowand I'll be gone until friday so I wanted 2 say bi 2 u I miss u so much and ur anniversery is comin up sooner and sooner I just can't beleive it. Man its also crazy that cody is so much like u he races awesome just like u he got 1st place on all his races at mud slingers. OMG I wish u were here some times I just can't stand it and I just cry I miss u lots and if u could let us have good wether at cispus that would be great I love u so much love u lots with all my heart XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO ur sis/cuz jessie
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Sunday, March 30, 2008
How can I lie like that....some things never change. Besides that though I was thinking today how much you have changed my life. When you were born, you opened a door in my heart that I didn't even know existed. People tell about that kind of stuff, but you don't really get it until it happens to you. The love, the fear, the worries, the new experiences - soooooo many. I loved you soo much, and still do - how about this one - heard it on a song today, Just like a tattoo, you're always in my heart...you do know that I got my first and only tattoo just for you. And it is so true, you are like a tattoo, nothing can ever take you away from us...the anniversary is comeing closer and every day I am getting worse. I'm crying, not sleeping, fighting with everyone - sheesh, I'm even yelling at Jessie and Madison - not just yelling, but being really sh...y! How do you stop that kind of stuff. I'm here now because my back hurts so much I can't sleep, I even took a sleeping pill and that didn't work. So, what the heck, I thought I would bother you for awhile. I was remembering so much...you're the one who started calling me G-Ma, great, now I'm crying and can't stop. I think that I will go back to bed now. You know as I said the last time I was here, I can't seem to quite talking....you know it is because you and I talked alot. You know, you really were my best friend. Is that dumb to have your 14 year old grandson as your best friend? I told you stuff that I never told anyone else. The last best friend I had was my mother and she left me too. I hope that you and her are best friends now. See that is one of my new goals - to find a new best friend. Everybody I know now has their own best friend and if I try to talk to them they promptly tell their best friend all of my secrets....you never did....so I really have no one to talk to any more. I need to start my own page...I have so much more to say to you but this isn't very private. I can't write it down you know because I shake so bad, but man I can type like a whip! Yeah, I like that idea...it doesn't matter where I type it down, I know that you will listen to me. Say Hi to Mommy & Daddy & Brother for me...there are others, but I miss you guys the most...oh, yeah, always Grandma Dorothy too, and Grandma Alma & Grandpa Joe - do you love them? aren't they the greatest? My sweet thing, what else can I say? I miss you, I love you, I am not doing well without you, I'm trying, but OMG this is the hardest thing I have ever had to go thru in my whole life and I am not doing a very good job....I'm going to start a new page now and will tell you more about what has been going on, OK? Luv U
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G-Stupid posted a condolence
Friday, March 28, 2008
Sorry, I forgot to proof - not too many mistakes but a few. Please forgive and know that I am always thinking of you Heart, Heart, Heart XXOOXXOOXXOOXXOOXXOO - this is kind of fun, you know.P.S. Did you hear Tucker's story's last night about Shane and Donna? - crack me up. Love & Kisses to you my angel.....
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Friday, March 28, 2008
So much to tell you....so little time. And the fact is you already know, don't you. I saw your deer that you sent me as a sign....I always know when it is from you because they are where they normally are not and this time there were deer twice. You are the best.
I'm working on your angel - need to figure out what words to put on it and think that I have come up something - actually, Aunt Amy came up with it when you passed - I'm just so slow, it takes me awhile to realize that nothing could beat what she said about you.
As I am sure you know, you will have a new friend soon...he is a bit older than you and you never met him but he is family. His name is Billy Knutz. Be kind as you always are and help him to pass on...
I just ordered a book about getting in touch with my spirit guide...I had to go back to my order to see what they are called. This should be interesting. I'm also going to learn speedwriting with shorthand combined.
Oh, blah, blah, blah....I love you and could actually write here forever but I'm thinking that I would get a notice from this site telling me I used up all there space. Ha Ha.....
Oh, I do need to say that I am off all my meds and am doing much better except for (this is the funny part, because even with all this I am still happier) - dizzy spells, claustrophobia, mood swings (gosh, I'm back to crying all the time - if I'm not crying, I'm yelling), by back is killing me, my neck and shoulders are killing me, my feet are killing me, everyting makes me throw up (can't even blow up a balloon for Lily, I'm not sleeping very well at night....ok, that's enough..Gotta Go...MY LOVE TO YOU MY SWEET THING!!!!! OMG I miss you, especially now (you know, time of the year and everything, anniversary of my little bro comeing to see you & the anniversary of your passing). OMG - really - I just can't seem to shut up!!! Heart You
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Malachi I miss u so much im crying right now cuz im mad that ur gone its not fair I know I sound greedy but I want u here I wish u were here so I could actually have u talk to me back I hate this so much I just want u here I hate it that ur not here please just come back I know I sound like a big baby but I wish u were here it sucks not having u here I love u so much bi
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Hey Monkey, I just popped in to say "Hi" even though I've been chatting to you all day, but I gotta' stay on task so I'll check ya' later...missin' you baby:( Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Ok I wrote u earlier but im out of skool now and this summer I am taking a class on "organization" for 7th grade. I can not believe that im goin to middle skool next year im probly gonna get lost im excited but nervous. Any way next wednesday Im going to Cispus its this 6th grade camp Im really excited also on mondayits class pics yay any way love u lots bi!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
hey ki i wrote u earlyer 2day but I had 2 get back 2 class so the message ran short but what I was going 2 say was that " Im so EXCITED 2 go 2 mud slingers 2 c ryan and cody race". Also I wanted 2 say happy easter ( 2 days ago)any way love u lots bi love ur sis/cuz jessie
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
yola malachi im in skool rite now its half days all week yay!!! Im sittin next 2 kayla and chevelle kayla is playin a funny game and she keeps laughin. Im so tired im goin 2 mud slingers on sunday 2 see Got to go bi love u
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, March 24, 2008
Hey Mr. Man, Another holiday come and gone. I love you and miss you everyday. Thank you for all of the gifts you've given us. Especially to g-ma. Thanks for watching over the girls, they learned so much from you! See you in my dreams little man. Kisses to you.
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 22, 2008
hey ki ki its Jess I just want 2 thank u 4 bein there 4 me and my nommie and my mom and ryan. Last weekend at the lodge was sooooooooo much fun but I wish u were there u would probaly make me do somethin kra-z I go tto meet cassie shes cool. And I convinced g-ma to go on this body water slide it was awesome I wuz proud of g-ma she went on the howlin' tornado that ride is so much fun. THe howlin tornado is a ride where u have to walk up like a 1 mile stair case wait in line and then u get on a 4 person innertube go down a curvy dark tunnel then u have this huge drop like whooosh and the u r in a yellow and red checkered cone thing and u spin around and then it s another dark tunnel then it s done but it was a blast I totally wish that u were there I love u lots with all my heart love ur sis/cuz jessie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Hey Babe, I know it's been forever since I have written...sorry. So Aunt Sam got married March 8th @ 2:42 (that was for you:) It was also the anniversary of Aaron's lung transplant so we doubled the celebration! I was sick for almost 2 weeks...nock your dick in the dirt sick, UGH!! Now Joe is sick with the same thing, Oops:) Grandma is taking me, Doodah, Jessie, Madi amd Cass to The Great Wolf Lodge today...yah!! Wish you were gonna be there with us, it will be sooooooooooo much fun! G'ma & G'pa Shell are doing well. G'ma Nikki has hurt her back again:( she has been laid up for a week! I met our cousin Kristi a couple of weeks ago...OMG she's a doll! Joe & I want to get quads this summer, maybe we can have a family shin-dig up at the peak. I saw Shane at Sam's wedding...he is all grown up, I can't beleive you would be 16 turning 17 this year. You would have been a wonderfully stunning and sweet grown man:) Adelle still calls herself your Forever Babe...I love that! John Swydecki got the Malachi Chace Scholarship this year, we were so excited to her that he got it because he was so good to you:) Follow him through life baby, he's a good boy! Prints has been wonderful to care for we love having him back in the family, he reminds me of when you were here with me. I see your working your magic for DooDah and I am tickled, as you know I have always loved Ryan and I think they have what it takes...let's just hope they can be humble enough to see it too! Well, I know this has been a choppy note but I know you get the drift. I love you Baby Bear and look forward to being with again when the time is right...Joe and I were laughing in bed this morning at the thought that there will be no "time" in heaven so when I get there to see you and I am balling because I've waited so long, you are going to step back and say "MOTHER, what is your problem...I just saw you yesterday!" See you soon my little poo! Kisses from Mamma!!
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Doodah and Ryan posted a condolence
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Okay, so all below is true, just take out the Reno and re-marrying part!! Love you so much Mr. Man!!!!
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Doodah and Ryan posted a condolence
Friday, March 14, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
You always said we would be together! We love you so much! We are going to go to Reno now and get re-married. Mr. Man, you are the reason for so many things, you don't even know. Love you so much! Kisses to you and on the bridge of your nose! You are the reason!
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, March 14, 2008
wuz up malachi I no I sed hi earlier 2day but I just wanted 2 say hi again I love u lots Im headin out 2 dq in a gew well I love u lots and sayin good night early and I wil take a ride at great wolf 4 u love u lots love ur sis/cuz jessie love u lots bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, March 14, 2008
Hey ki its jessie Im in skool rite now its recess but I can't go out because um well when I was playing football at recess I kinda fell in some mud and my pants and my shoes were sopping wet but luckily I had slippers and sweats in my back pack so im good and I just wanted to say hi and I love u lots bi
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Mr. man, thank you so much! Everything is going to be okay. I love you so much. I miss your smile, I miss your whining, I miss your trail of top ramen noodles. XOXOXOXO PS-Auntie's wedding was wonderful as I'm sure you know! Kisses on the bridge of your nose.
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, March 10, 2008
hi ki on saturday it was auntie's wedding it was awesome. but ki i am so stressed i need to get this really hard assignment in but any way I love u lots and im gettin somethin to eat i love u lots bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, March 7, 2008
Hey ki ki 2morrow is Aunt Sams wedding I am so excited but I wish u were here 2 I love u so much any way love u lots bi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, March 7, 2008
Hey Mr. Man-Well Auntie is getting married tomorrow! I know you will be there with us for her big day. Stay by your mamma's side!! I love you so much and miss you more than ever!! XOXOXOXO
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Hey ki its jess just sayin hi and tellin u a bit bout my day. well I was playin football all three receses with my friends Taylor, Karissa,Colton c., Jacob, and Josh and 1 time Korye played. But any way when all the boys were out of the game me tay and karissa were on a team agaisnt caitlin, chevelle and sydni. But i went to dive for the football and flippin jumped on my back but if it was tackle that would be ok but it was touch and she got my leg all scratched up and also after she did that me tay and karissa quit the game and caitlin got mad and said about taylor" oh get me a string so I can tie it around taylors neck until her head pops off" well Taylor is one of my best friends so me and my 2 other friends hailea and Kayla told Mr.Mckown any way love u lots bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, February 29, 2008
hey malachi ki i just wanted to say hilo jullysa and madi are spendin the night and also I have my cispus cabin group the group is : me,kayla,taylor,and Karissa any way just sayin hi love u lots till the end of earth and back and 500000000000000 times more anyway love u bi
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Hey Mr. Man! Thank you so much! Jessie is doing so much better! Your hellos mean so much to her. She loves you so much! I don't think I could love anybody more than I love you three. My heart aches to see you again and to kiss the lovely bridge of your nose. I love you all!! xoxoxoxo
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
What am I gonna do now? Help me out Mr. Man!!!! I love you so much! Miss you, always on my mind!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Hey ki ki its jess Im just sayin hi and tellin u how my day went. well it was funny at the end of the day cuz me and my friend Jerad were jokin around he was sayin " you wanna go i will beat you in a fight"( just kidding) And I said "psssh yu could not beat me in a fight my bro taught me some wrestling moves and uh you are not gonna beat me" and then we just startin laughin. I bin thinkin bout u lots i miss u so much I talk 2 all the time on here and anywhere and I just want to thank you for making everything ok I love u with all my heart and more love u lots love ur sis jessie
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, February 25, 2008
Hey ki i have had such a great day 2day 1st i found out that i only have 2 missing math asignments but its only like one assignment since it the same problem but on 2 different peices of paper and i have one missing assingment in reading but i just have 2 turn that in and also me and nommie were talkin bout u last night i have made a" Malachi Memory book" and what I do is write down memories as I hear them it really helped me 2 talk about u I have missed u so much and also i just want to thank u 4 giving me and everyone else signs that u really r still here i mean I know not physically but spirit wise I know that ur here I miss u lots but i know that ur still here I miss u SOOOOOOOO much and love u lots xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ur sis jessie
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Doodah posted a condolence
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Hey Mr. Man,
We are heading out today to celebrate Auntie's upcoming wedding to Justin. It's going to be a fun time! Truthfully, I'm most excited about getting to hang out with your Mom all day! Sometimes I think we should just give up and move in together like the old days. I don't know though, that might just be too much laughing and crying in one house! Well I know you've been looking out for me and Jessie especially. She is so much like you Ki, it's crazy. I know she's going to do well in life. As you know, I have met someone new. It's very strange to have someone say nice things to me and be sweet to me. Last time a boy was sweet to me I think it was you!! JK, that's not true! Okay, so I'm just so overwhelmed with love for you. You seem to be in everything I do, everything I see. The other day Photograph played at exactly 2:42. The day before Photograph and Always Something. . . played back 2 back. I had to call your mom on that one. It just makes me happy!! I love you so much, I miss you! Always on my mind Mr. Man--Love Doodah
ps-the sun is incredible-keep it coming!!
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Am posted a condolence
Friday, February 22, 2008
Well as you know Hunter has Left us to Come Play Fetch with you!! We put him to rest with his favorite Toys and STICKS!!! Were gonna miss him but i know you'll take care of him ;)
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Hey ki i just felt like sayin hi, me and jilly just made a strawberry smoothie mmm SO GOOD and well i will write u later i love u lots bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Hey ki me madi and mom went to mud slingers to watch uncle russ he was awesome the first round he got 1st place the 2nd round he got 4th b-cuz he crashed and the third round he got 3rd i was suprised at how many people i knew were there like conner,garrett,lindsay,ethan,dustin yeah i think thats it but anyway. but anyway the #24 has been following and when i was on my way home i saw a licsense plate with the # 242 it kind of freaked me out how many things symbolyzed you i really missu especially 2day being around dirtbikes i also listned to ur messages to richie it was nice to hear ur voice and i was watching a tape of u but my mom turned it off anyway also on my way home i was listening to 1 of ur mix cds i have been tryin to hold back tears all day but i love u with all my heart and miss u so much bi.
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, February 15, 2008
ok i no i wrte u like 2minutes ago but i wanted to write nana back cuz she was right i did read what she said to me i took it to heart and it is the truth u r wise nana and i love and ki very very much thank u for typin that i love u nana u 2 ki
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, February 15, 2008
hey ki its jess just sayin hi and sorry i didn't write u on v-day yesterday but happy v-day 2day, yesterday it was weird i had like a teddy bear and note on my desk it kind of creeped me out but anyway what i got for valentines day is these really good chocolates from and a cool keychain from nommie a movie chocolate and coffee cup from mom and a picture of me in like 4 different colors from g-ma a stuffed dog from G-pa and yeah thats it anyway love u lots bi
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Hey honey, Happy Valentines Day! Grandpa left chocolates on the front porch, I love that he is so mysterious about it...Anyhoo, I love you button and miss you to the moon and back. Hugs, loves and kisses, Mamma
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Mammason posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Hey Baby Bear, well I got your room & things straightened up I have been postponing it forever! It seems to be the catch all and I tend to pull things out like your dirty laundry or your letters and then I don't put them back right away and before I know it I am getting frustrated because I can't find something specific of yours that I want to see at that moment...and it's my own damned fault! I crack myself up with my madness:) Joe wants to know why I am so happy this morning I think it's throwing him off a tad:) Ya gotta keep'em on their feet! Everything is going so well over all Bubbie I wish you could be here with me to enjoy it cuz I'm selfish like that:) I saw Jessie last night, she had a mountain of missing assignments...you know like you used to do...it made me laugh. Then g-ma shows up with Maddie to go shopping but of course Jess couldn't go due to homework. I'm tellin' ya it was like the good ol' days. By the way Jess, I know you will read this inevitably so here are my words to you on the subject...meet your teachers half way, do your assignments (they don't have to be perfect)! Take responsibility for yourself and do not depend on others to make your choices or allow them to steer you away from your focus. You know what you are supposed to do and when...so make it happen. And remember that your grades are not a measure of what you know, but more so a measure of how well you play "the game". You will need to play "the game" throughout your life, so I suggest that you hone(SP?) your skills early. One other thing...remember that all the adults around you, coaches, teachers, preachers, family all of them are human beings, they make mistakes, have poor judgment days, get angry, and sometimes are down right lame so...you decide who you are, what your expectations are of yourself, what kind of friend you will be to others, how you are going to manage what life brings you and what force drives you. Know that I love you and I am proud to be your Nana. I am always here for you if you need me and even if you don't! I beleive in you and I also believe you will far exceed your own expectations. Harness your power sunshine and make sure YOU are holding the reigns. PS. don't forget that I am an adult too and I will probably let you down from time to time...confront me on it! I have found that the only time I grow is when I am uncomfortable so speak up! I love you little muffin! Kisses!! And I love you Bubbie...we'll talk soon...Mammason
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, February 11, 2008
wuz up i just felt like writin ya and tellin u some stuff like that i changed my puppys name and then i didn't like that name so right now she has no name any way i had jr programs today i just about broke my ankle in a pair of my moms heels but i managed and after jr programs i changed into sweats and some dc's any way love u lots always on my mind love jess
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, February 7, 2008
wud up ki hey i don't know if u no but there was some chick or dude who wrote u on this and sounded a little coocoo bananas if u kno wwhat i mean but any wya guess what i came up with aname for my puppy and her name is cabella. But i have other news Dakota got pendicidus (don't know how to spell that) and he had to get his apendex removed i called him to see how he was doing all he could say was" im sore" I fealt so bad it would suck to have ur apendex removed anyway i dont have skool tommorrow yay and im fellin alot better i just wanted to write u cuz i miss u oh before i forget i wrote a song about u it helped me to write down how much i hate that ur gone and that sometimes i still think its a dream any way i love u with all my heart love ur sis/cuz jessie
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Hey ki i got picked up from skool bi g-ma 2day im not feelin good i feel like there is an elephant on my chest or like when we would wreslte and u would lay on me to pin me down i am just havin a hard time breathing. + yesterday well u know how i get sick all the time with ear infections and sinus infections well my mom took me to one of her teachers to do this thing where he adjusts the toobs in my ears and nose it was kinda weird but enuf about my sickness i'll tellu some happy things like that i have apair of ur older wrestling shorts on they are a bit baggy but i dont care any way love u lots and lots love jessie XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Everybody needs somebody, don't they? Where is my somebody? It's you...where are you? I need more from everybody and am not getting it, you were the only one, now you are gone. Oh, wonderful, now I am using you too.
Love you lots, what is that LYL or what? and Miss You Lots Too, MYLT! But you already know that don't you. I don't come here often but when I do I can't seem to say the right things and I can't seem to stop once I get going. I guess that I don't really need to come here because you are in my mind and heart all the time anyway...nuf said.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Hi Babe,
So I am downloading music for the first time ALL BY MY SELF!!! OMG it's fun...I get it now:) Anyhoo, I am compiling music for Sam's wedding and bachelorette party.It's cracking me up all the music I am finding...who knew. I just found our song, gotta' have that one:) Okay, I can't seem to keep track of my downloads and write at the same time so I'm gonna go!
I love you button...miss you to peices (Annie's Song is playing now)Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, February 4, 2008
Mr. Man-Thank you for the strength you have given me with Jessie. I know you are with her even if SHE doesn't know it. The picture with me and Tucker and you is just unbelievable. I'm not sure why it had to be you that left us, but I do know that you leave such a huge empty space in so many of our lives. It's clear to me that you are beyond what this world could hold on to and that what you are doing from where you are now is far more important than we ever could know. I love you and your spirit with all my heart Mr. Man! I just wish I could kiss you and hug you sometimes. It's almost been 2 years but sometimes it seems like forever. Give me strength please on my birthday, let me know that it's gonna be okay. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Hey Boo! It's Andrew birthday today...I wonder what he is doing to celebrate??? I wonder if he has a girlfriend that he will spend it with or if it will be a big family affair...will he go have drinks in the evening? Will he call today? Does he know anything about me and does he know he has a half brother? 5 Million questions I have and not a darn one of them is any of my business! UGH!! I can't beleive it has been almost a year since Uncle Dan passed...time sure is flying by. Give Autumn's baby a kiss from me, i hope everything goes okay for her! I love you button, kisses from Mamma...
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, February 2, 2008
hey ki i know its only been like a few days or a week i don't no and i don't feel like doin math on a weekend it but it feels like i havn't written u in 4ever i miss u alot and spring is comin up soon and i am cry really hard on april 6th. I don't know why but latley i feel like im not being true to who i really am like im a phoney type girl the kind that i try not 2 be i don't know at this point my life is like math and geography and our family: CONFUSING i hate not having u here to talk to me u always would have an answer 2 my problems to make me feel better i miss that. I just thought of avideo that i found of u wen u first started wrestling it was hard to watch cuz on that video u wernt that good but like u were awesome after that i really really really miss u take that really to endless numbers of how much i miss u love u lots wish u were here love jess
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hey Baby!!Well, it looks like the kids are back to school...I had KC yesterday and just enjoyed every minute of it!! He is such a character. I had so many moments watching him that reminded me of the fun we used to have together...he would watch to make sure that I was watching him and then he would laugh when he realized he had my full attention. He played with the dogs for hours on end...scout was his little buddy. I went to the grief group reunion on Sunday, it was sure nice to see everyone again. i would love to take DooDah and Mom with me next time and Joe too, it's such a great oppurtunity to share expierences, thoughts and what not! I found my dress for the wedding and am getting so excited for Sam...stay close to me through this please in case I hit a rough spot! I miss you muffin it seems like you have been gone forever...kisses to you Poo! Love Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Oh my Mr. Man-I love you so much. I have these moments that are almost unbearable. Please guide me through them so that the people I love don't leave me. I miss you immensly and think of you each day. Spring is just around the corner, time for new beginnings. I know you are with me, hugs and kisses on the bridge of your nose little man. xoxoxoxoxoxo
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Good morning Baby Bear, I had dreams about you al nigh but joe said I cried all night in my sleep so they must not have been the good ones:( Dang it! So, wholly crap it's cold...Brrrrrrrrrrr! We had dinner at El Sarape's with the Greene clan, it was a lot of fun. I suggested we do it once a month and all agreed. Yay! We should do the same for the Chace's...we'll see. I am very ready to go sledding again OMG that was so much fun. I am missin' the girls i think we are way over due for a slumber party! let's make it happen! well, I must get going, writing you unfortunately does not pay the bills:) I love you Pip Squeak...Kisses from Mamma!
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, January 19, 2008
hey ki i have a few things to tell u, one thing is i wanna thank u 4 helping aunt cheryls dog elli and i know u wer there and helped also thank u for lettin doodle have those pretty puppys and my puppie is the runt and she is jet black and so adorable. I really mis u ki i keep finding things that remind me of u like a tape of u when u first started wrestling or your 2001 football shirt with our last name spelled wrong on the back. i have been lost a bit without u ive bin makin some really stupid mistakes hope u 4give me. But also i just remembered there is a picture of my mom and tucker and @ this time u wer not alive but in this picture there is a kind of like a brown smoke by my mom and u can see ur face and im crying while im writing this bcuz i think its amazing that spirits are real and u r still here i miss u so much good night. ( but u know im gonna be stayin up late cuz im a night owl)
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, January 18, 2008
Hey Button-
Just bathed the dogs in your bathroom (UGH!!!!) and while I was cleaning up the horrendous mess I for some reason took special notice of the little matchbox truck you had sitting on the edge of the tub (the one you used to play with @ bath time). It of course brought a flood of tears when I held it in my hand knowing that you had held it too not so long ago...I know I probably say it a little too much, but...I love you and miss you endlessly! I know I need to put my Big Girl Panties on and deal with it but sometimes it's just harder than others! I love you muffin...Good Night, Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hola coma esta malachi i reall have no idea how to spell the spanish thing but u know what i mean anyway i was just writin ya to say hi well 2day my skool is 2hours late but ya know what i still can't beleive, i am in 6th grade im goin 2 middle skool next year im gonna get lost jk any way i have been takin a lot of pics on g-mas camera i have no idea why either but guess what this years cispis (don't know how to spell that) trip will be earlier this year i am SUPER excited i can not wait even though its in a few months i still can not wait 3 days of fun itll be like camping except its more fun camping with u and g-ma and madi and the dodges and the arsanalts (don't know how to spell that) who ever in the family anyway i miss u lots bi !!!!
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mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Wow, what a sight to wake up to. The sun is rising up over the snow...it's beautiful, like little diamonds everywhere! I wrote you a note on the back of my car...I love you button! Ma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, January 14, 2008
Hey Boo, Just sayin "Hi" this AM. Joni called said that Brittni lost all her roomates in that car accident in Pullman all but one ...Brooke. My heart is so sad for those girls and the loss they are enduring so early in life...and the parents of the girls that died. I still stuggle to understand how that works and why. I didn't really have any advice for Britt other than with great pain comes amazing life lessons that you never forget and to welcome the pain because it is truly just a blanket of love quilted out of many wonderful memories that we can pull out of the closet and wrap up in anytime we need to.
I cuddle with you all the time Malachi, you are the most wonderful thing I have in my life and I hope that you knew that in your life. Through all my bad choices, temper tantrums, relationships and trials I hope you still knew you were number one in my book! Actually, I know you knew how much you were loved by all of us...that is why you were so loving to us and thus why our hearts are so broken and longing to be with you once again.
Well muffin, I better go before I am too much of a mess to work...now that would not be productive! Love you so much Ki, Mamma
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, January 11, 2008
wuz up i mis ya dude every time me and my friends joke around about gettin in fights i think of all the times i wrestled u or when we would play gladiators with boogy boards. i don't know why but 2day a lot of memories of u popped in my head like when u took me for a ride on the quad at the peek and the track was really muddy and we stopped in the middle u turned around and said "ha ha ur face looks like crap" all i said wuz "so duz urs" or the time when u accidently gargled rum in california or when u made me jump off the swing on 2 the trampoline and jump off the trampoline in the pool or when u first made me jump off the bridge which i did all of those things i mis u makin me do crazy things and talkin 2 me about stuff tha ti couldn't talk about with any one else u know if u could send a message to g-ma that everythings gonna be ok i really mis u always thinking of you love jessie ps love u lots
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, January 10, 2008
malachi this i know is the 2nd time i wrote u 2day but i ask 4 me and nommie to get that social security we could really use the money and i want u 2 watch over every one and let everything be ok i love u so much and i miss u with all my heart if u havn't noticed ive bin writin u ALOT latley but its bcuz i miss and love u so much and i know that you will watch over me and all of us good night ki love u bi
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Mammason posted a condolence
Thursday, January 10, 2008
So Aunt Sam got her boobs today, there was a rainbow over the office so we said "Hi" to ya'. Sledding was awesome this weekend, we had a blast, took lots of pictures, talked about you (of course) and just had an all around good time...I'm sure you were there though huh? Work is booming and we are in the right space to handle it, we just need to stay focused! PrintsyPoo says "Hi" he is right here with me of course. He is doing GREAT by the way, I think he will have a nice long happy life now. Bella is growing like crazy, I love that dog sooooo much, she fills a little peice of that void. I am still muddling through the saddness that has been looming and trying to talk about it with people at least a little bit...although I still think the best medicine is writing you:) I love you so much muffin and if I had to do it all over again I would in a second and hopefully I would even be a little better at it! Gotta go for now...we'll talk soon, kisses my baby! Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, January 10, 2008
hey malachi today was so scary we had a lock down at skool apparently there was a suspicios figure outside of the skool i was sittin in klass on the ground klangin to ur pic cuz i wuz so scared but u pulled threw so everything was ok but pleez make sure that lil'rock elementary (my school) stays safe and so duz every thing else i love u with all mi heart love your sis/cuz jessie
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jessie and lily posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
me and lily just wanted to say hi and we love u SO SO SO MUCH bi
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, January 7, 2008
Hey Mr. Man--Loving you so much! Watch over me and especially my friend Matt. He needs watching, but you knew that. Love you so much--Always on my mind and in my heart. xoxoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, January 6, 2008
omg ki the peek wuz so AWESOME it cut my breath span but still fun nana wuz takin pics of everyone and i wish u wer there it wuz amazing i crashed alot on the sled but hey that iz the best part i love u ki ki bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Sunday, January 6, 2008
wuz up ki im just sayin hi and tellin you that me and mad and nana and auntie and justin and my mom r goin sledin 2day i wish u wer here 2 go sledin 2 any way love u bi!!!!!!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, January 5, 2008
hey ki its jess me and mad get 2 go 2 capitol peek tommorrow i really mis u and im upset today but i don't want to rite about that problem rite now i really wish u were here to talk to me not just in spirit but in person i feel like im about 2 cri but i won't i got in trouble today 4 talking back any way i wish i wuz up there with u rite now i love u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bi
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jessie and madison posted a condolence
Saturday, January 5, 2008
jessie: hey ki its play offs today let wash. win any way i just wanted to say hi and i love u bi, madison: wuz up my brotha? i just wanted to say that i miss u a whole lot!!! and i hope you get front row seats for the play offs:) save me some popcorn! bie i luv you.
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, January 4, 2008
hey ki its jess just sayin hi im in school right now surrounded by a few idiots love u bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
hi hi its jess i don't know why but at the end of school today i started to miss u a lot i mis u talkin to me and tellin me that you went through som of the same things i did i threw my back pack and screamed at how much i missed u i really mis u and i love u with all my heart and i will never forget you it doesn't seem rite to be 2008 and u not here i love you so much malachi and i hope u don't forget any of us up there i love u through my googds and bads through my tears and smiles bi ki ki also i want you to know that everyone here loves and misses u especially me i love malachi goodbye
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
mornin ki winter break is over and i have to go back to school today i do not want to go back but on the other hand i do any way i love u bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
hey ki its jess just wanted to tell u happy new year and i love u bi
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, December 31, 2007
Happy New Year Mr. Man! Always on my mind . . . I love you so much. xoxoxoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, December 31, 2007
wuz up ki its jess i cant bleave that its the last day of 2007 i mean at 12:00 its gonna be 2008 isnt that crazy well i just wanted to tell u that and i love u
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, December 31, 2007
Well Baby...It's the last day of 2007, I still don't get why New Years is so hard for me it's not like we did a big celebration for it or anything. It just seems like it's a mark of time that signifies a little more seperation between you and all of us who love and miss you so much! I definitely like going away for Christmas though and I hope I can do that every year, especially to somewhere sunny where you literally forget it's a holiday!
OMG...my legs are still seizing up alittle from our many miles of walking the other day, I almost did a face plant yesterday hiking down the steps of Diamond Head! I think we may check out the botanical gardens today, we'll see...we were also invited to go out on a catamaran (10 flippin' miles) tonight to watch the first sunrise of 2008 and to a New Years BBQ tomorrow, again...we'll see! The natives and locals have been very kind to us even the ones who don't speak much english have been absolute dolls! Joe and I have realized that we definitely want to move to a warmer climate with a slower pace, then everyone can just come stay with us on their vacations! Next year we are going to check out Mexico I think unless I can convince Pops that we should go to Brazil:)
Bubbie, I know you know all of this but...I miss the hell out of you and I would gladly trade the rest of my life and everything in it to spend one more day with you! I honestly do not understand my purpose here and why I must take this journey without you. You were and still are my very best friend, my heart and my breath. I think of you most every hour of everyday. Sometimes I can't believe it has been a year and half since you left my side but for the most part it seems like forever. I look at these beautiful native boys playing in the ocean as the sun warms their beautiful brown skin and I just want to scoop them up and hold them in my arms, I want them to be you...I want to stay here where it feels like you are all around me, where it is summertime everyday. I can look out into the ocean and pretend for a moment that it is you surfing the waves...my hansome boy, my beautiful child, my laughter, my love...you are so missed my son and never forgotten even for a moment...kisses to you forever, Mamma
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, December 29, 2007
hey mAlAcHi its jessie i just wanted to say hi i don't have a lot to sya but nommie said to say hi and she loves you and shes gonna write u soon well i just wanted to say hi so i love you bi
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, December 28, 2007
wuz up MaLaChI its jessie just sayin hi and i wanted to tell u some awesome news not really i might have to get braces weeeeee but if i do have to end up gettin braces i don't know what colors im gonna get i might get green + yellow or pink + green i have no idea but still im now sure if im gonna get them. but also i don't know if you know much about who beat friends are well they are taylor,kayla, and whitney,and karissa also i am on honor roll whoop whoop i wuz pretty happy bout that. any way i was readin some of the messages people wrote you i started cryin everyone really loves you also there was a girl who came across your picture and said you were cute and sorry that you died i also realized i make a lot of errors when i write you on this (sorry). any way ive been misin u alot and for krismas me and madi got $100bucks from g-ma and g-pa cha ching pretty sweet huh anyway madi spent hers on new riding gear i havn't spent mine yet. but there was somthin else i wanted to tell u, have you ever heard of the sidekick (i knw i spelled sidekick wrong) apparently he predicted abunch of amazing things in his sleep i just thought he was preety cool his name was edgar cayce. any way i could just write u 4ever love u love your cuz/sis jessie
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-We made it through another holiday! I think Jessie had a pretty good time, she really wanted you there as we all did. Santa sent out a special hello to you, I know you heard. Your Mom and Joe are having a great time in Hawaii and may never come back I fear!! I have taken the whole week off to study and rest. School is going good, I have a lot of hard work ahead of me, but I know I can do it. I love you so much Mr. Man! I miss you every day-in my last dream with you, you were about 5 or 6. That was such a fun time for us! You were such a goofball. The dream was so warm and cozy and real. I felt so happy when I woke up! Come visit again soon. I love you so much! PS-I know you just about passed out when you realized this is coming from my home computer-smarty pants. Always on my mind, Loving you!!!!xoxoxoxoxo
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, December 27, 2007
hey ki its jess i just wanted to say hi and i got a totally awesome mp3 player for krismas and a bunch of of awesome stuff. today hasn't been the best so far im not gonna name names. any way i write to much to complain about myself i really should be telling you the good things in my life more and tell you that i miss you alot and i love you so much i don't know if you know this but know i am 11 and i'll be 12 in may any way ney years is comin up in a few days i have no idea what the heck we r doing you know something i thought about was that you are missing awesome music like "black parade" by my chemical romance and let me think um i don't know if you ever heard the song "hold on" by good charlotte that one is kinda old there is also "crank dat" by soulja boy any way i hust wanted to say hi and i miss and love you love your cousin/sister jessie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Good Morning Baby, I can't wait to spend the day with you:) Love Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, December 24, 2007
jessie:yola big bro wuz up i tottally miss u its krismas eve and i am missing bunches love you lots merry krismas tommorrrow love u love jessie.PS
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Ma posted a condolence
Monday, December 24, 2007
Just wanted to say Good Morning! I have my first surfing rash on my belly...OMG it stung last night:) We have noticed a lot of guys in drag here in Ewa Beach, the only difference from home is that they actually look like women it's crazy! The water is like a huge swimming pool so of course I stay in it all day like a little kid...still haven't gotten burnt just a nice golden tan. Joe got pretty burnt yesterday but you know him it'll be tan in another day. Joey seems to be having fun but said he wished you were here with him...he tried surfing and ended up way down the beach...Brandon kept telling him to paddle up current and was actually getting mad at him, it turns out that Joey had exhausted himself in the initial paddle out but didn't tell Brandon...he's such a dingleling:) Jenna is awesome, she takes great care of Brandon...honestly I think he'd be lost without her! I am sooooo bummed that she is leaving for Cali. who the heck is going to be on my side now???? Well, I should wrap this up it was great chattin' with ya Poo!! Kisses to you my boy...Mamma
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Laurie posted a condolence
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Hey ki, it has been a LONG time since i talked to you, so i thought i'd say hi. we miss you
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Mammason posted a condolence
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Malachi, it has been so awesome to hear everyone talk about you and even to you...You are still such a huge part of all of our daily lives and I feel so blessed to be surrounded with people who absolutely adore you. I love you my so much baby and it feels as if you are right here with me. My only wish would've been to see you take a wave here in Hawaii, as I am sure you noticed I was completely mesmerized watching you in the water in Cali., here you would've been simply breath taking. Once again I love you my prince, watch over your sisters and smother them with your love...Mamma
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madison posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Sup big bro? How's the view? well i was just on g-ma's new computer and i thought that i'd write you, well i don't have much anything to say but i miss you and you'll always be in my heart! Grandma now babysits 3 other kids added onto Lily, but one is Zabion, and he's 2 and there's Jared and he's also 2 but my favorite one (besides lily:)) and her name is Maryjane and she's 1 but probobly the cutest thing you could ever see. But i still have a crush on cooper and my best friends are Katie, Paige, and Lexi. I also just had a sleepover party last Sat. and it was super dee duper fun! just wish you could have been there to tell the scary stories like we did that one night under the bunkbed at uncle Ryan's house. Anyway miss you soooooo much and you'll always be in my heart! i love you so much!
Love your sister,
Maddy/M-dawg/lil twirp/poopy fart/your lil sis:)
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Hey Poo, we are on our way to Hawaii...see you there:) Between you and I I think we are the only ones that are even excited but oh well thier loss! Never mind, Joey just came in and said "I'm sooo excited!!" So given that, joe is probably excited too...on the inside:) I wish you were here so you could sit in his lap and give him noogies til he smiled:) Well, I love you hooshangi...see ya on the beaches!! Moms
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
hey ki wuz up I just wanted to tell you that its my last day of school b4 winter break I started My G-ma bag today I miss u so much i just wanted to tell you love jessie ps. I love you
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Doodee posted a condolence
Friday, December 14, 2007
Mr. Man-This world is such a wonderful place. I feel the healing taking place every day. School has brought such peace to my heart. Thank you for leading me to the path you knew I should be on. I'm already beginning to help others and in turn let go of some of the pain I've held onto for so long. I feel like a whole person for the first time in my life. I'm finally the mother I've wanted to be-believe me, I still fall down and imagine I will still fall often, but I'm trying to get up gracefully. 14 years with you taught me so much and yet, I realize I did such a lousy job caring for you sometimes!!! But I loved you with all my heart and never stopped hugging and kissing you and for that I'm thankful. You are the first man I ever loved that wasn't my Dad. You are my Mr. Man. Always in my heart, always on my mind. You are the man I will always love the most. I feel sorry for any future husband I might have . . . :-)See you in my dreams! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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auntie posted a condolence
Thursday, December 13, 2007
hey sweetie, so glad we have a way beyond thoughts to pass our words to you it helps it so many ways. jess told you i'm gettn married, so excited! tell everyone thanks for sending such a great man my way and please pass love and happiness to sister. she really needs you help her heart be big and share her love with everyone especially right now. tell everyone with you to help take all her anger away and replace it would ya and if there is something i can or should be doing share it in a dream you know i'm always lookin! i love you, give everyone a love for me! missing you all glad i have you in my dreams.... see you
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Ma posted a condolence
Monday, December 10, 2007
Hey Bubbie, Well I can do what I can do and there ya have it! I love you to little tiny peices. I am so excited to be in Hawaii for Christmas, I am considering it my escape clause:) We are having a blast with Health Mastery, I am dumbfounded at how much I am learning...mind boggling! Jess, if you read this just know...it hasn't always been like this and I don't believe it will stay like this. Just be patient sweetness and know that I love you like a Rockstar:) Almost as much as Malachi did( but not quite:) So anyhoo Bubbie...so what's next for us, what great adventure is right around the corner? Are you going to teach me how to master my emotions next, that could be very useful ya know. Actually, I was just getting irritated a few minutes ago emailing with Doodie and G-ma and now I am realizing I have done a Triad without even meaning to and am much better already...Maybe I will be able to master my emotions...spooky:) Well, I am a blank slate when it comes to you so write on me as needed fill me in on everything you know now and I will try to stay open and understand! I am sure I will write again before I leave but if not I love you the mostest, thank you for this day! Love mammason
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, December 10, 2007
Hi Mr. Man! I love you so much! Thank you for watching over us all. I feel you with me every day. I know you hear me and Jessie when we talk to you. Thank you for the strength you give us. I know this family must frustrate you some times! You lucky boy you!! Merry Christmas~ See you in my dreams. Love you much! Auntie
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jessie posted a condolence
Saturday, December 8, 2007
malachi please make my mom g-ma and g-pa just stop fighting every time we go to a party they just fight and fight and fight i am so sick of g-ma and my mom and g-pa not getting along they get ticked off at each other for a small reason but that small reason is hidden in front of a big problem. i wish they would just stop it drives everyone crazy it puts me in an odd position because i love them all and it feels like i have to pick a side please make it stop love u !!!!!!!!!
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J-unit posted a condolence
Saturday, December 8, 2007
hey ki dude i totally miss u rite now its mat and joshes b-day but im the only kid here it sucks i wish you were here also aunt smas gettin married her dress is totally awesome again still wish you were here even though i no that u cant literally talk to me but i talk to u alot and i hate it that your not here its hard not 2 cry when you here photograph in a magazine i found a perfume called malachite it just made my eyes water im really gonna hate myself when its krismas and your not there to hang out with i totally miss u love jessie!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
yola ki ki waz up today it was hilarious i was chasin this dude who poked me and I slipped in a slippery patch of grass i just wanted to tell ya that love ya by!!!!!!!!!1
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Hey Baby- Thanks for all the good juju coming our way and for steering us down this healthier path it has been so life changing baby, the only thing I wish is that you were her to share it with us...loving you with every breath I take...Ma
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jessie and lily posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
lily: hi ki i love you! jessie: hey ki its jessie I really miss you and christmas is gonna suck without you there. Any way I just wanted to say hi and i love you love jessie!!!!!!!!!!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, November 23, 2007
yesterday was thanks giving so happy thanksgiving and todays G-mas B-day anyway love you by
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, November 23, 2007
Hey Button, Thanksgiving was great...it was nice to spend the whole day with the family this year. We played Pictionary and Dirty Minds, ate a lot, played with the dogs. it was an all aroung good day! Don't forget it is both of your Grandma's birthdays today so give 'em kisses! I love and miss you Baby Bear...Ma
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Jess posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Hey ki just sayin hi and I love you thank you for lettin me win prez love you bye
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, November 19, 2007
Hey Chicken Butt, just droppin' in to say Hi. The conference was amazing...or shall I say life changing. Stacey got a hold of me, she had been visiting your myspace and decided to email me. Soooooo glad to hear from her it's been so many years, thanks for sending her my way! So can you believe we are vegetarians now...I would have never guessed in a million years! Me maybe, Joe...no way! We feel five hundred percent better though, I have lost so much weight, all of our aches and pains are gone, Joe's night sweats and ALL of his Hepatitis and Gall Bladder symptoms are gone and since I quit smoking I can breathe...Sorry it took me so long, but I did it and that's the important thing! It sounds like Joe is home so I'm gonna go start dinner. I love you Muffin and I am no fool so keep guiding us in the right direction and we will follow. Kisses to you Baby Bear!! Mamma
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You Know Who - right posted a condolence
Sunday, November 11, 2007
It seems all everyone does is ask for your help....isn't that funny. I get lots of pennies and severel signs but nothing changes, have you noticed that? I really don't know what my point is here except everyone wants me to "change", why is that do you think? I guess that I really don't have a whole lot to say except that I love and miss you verrrrry much. I wish I could change things and bring you back to me. Life isn't the same without you. My life is going downhill and I don't really know what to do about it. As I said before everyone wants me to "change"....why? I haven't changed so much since you passed except for missing you the whole wide world - so does everyone else, why am I so different? I am leaving now, it is way early in the morning and I really can't write down all of my feeling here for the whole world to read, but I do feel better after putting some things down in print. I guess that I need to do that more often, not necessary here but somewhere. Jessie is growing up way too fast, how do you slow that kind of thing down? Madison is just about the cutest and funniest kid around - she is growing up too fast too. Maybe it's just me and not them. I haven't seen Ritchie in awhile and hope that he is doing ok. I understand that certain people are causing him problems. I hope he comes out of this ok. I won't ask you to help him or me, because I know that you are always there when we need you without us having to ask....Ki, please know how much I miss and love you!!!!!! There will never be another Malachi- you are the one and only. Please always take care of me like you said you would. My love, my heart, my life......my tears are always for you even though I know that you don't need them, but I guess that I do. Everyone that I love and care about have turned their back on me and I am lost. Sorry, I didn't mean to whine, just making a statement. Gotta go now before I get too carried away. I am trying to see the world through your eyes.
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Jessie posted a condolence
Friday, November 9, 2007
Hey ki im in class right now and there is a bunch of freaks in here really im not kidding anyway today is perfect rain weather for the quad of course the track will be muddy as heck (good thing) and I have a half day today thats pretty sweet and i have been finding some awesome music latley any way love u bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Hey Bubbie-We are heading up to Seattle for our Conference/Life Coaching, a little nervous and very excited although I REALLY do not want to be away from home! Prints is doing fabulous, he has healed beautifully. Bella is a doll and brings much joy to the household (well, Scout's not real tickled but...)As you know Jessie was elected school president which makes me First Nana...SA..WEET!! I need to go pack but i just wanted to check in, I am missing you a lot and have been weepy at the drop of a hat and rageful even quicker...thought this might help the weekend go a little smoother...Peace to you my sweet little bear , I love you so much! Mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, November 5, 2007
I cashed out for a bit but I am back and full of vinegar, remind me to call Jess tomorrow I will die if I forget!! Love you to pieces poo, I never stop learning...Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Monday, November 5, 2007
hey big bro how u doin well wish me good luck tomorrow I run 4 prez love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Thursday, November 1, 2007
I miss you so much! I finally got internet so I can write to you now. I've written to you on this page at least 4 times but for some reason it didnt take. I talked to your mom yesterday, watch over and keep her safe! Jessie misses you so much! It breaks my heart all over again to watch her cry when she speaks of you. we try to remember all of the fun times but its hard. The world is a worse place without you in it, Malachi, I love you and miss you every day.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-
Join us for trick-or-treating tonight. I miss you so much I can't hardly stand it some times. I love you, Malachi Daniel Chace. Hugs and kisses to you little man. Thanks for watching over us.
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Jess posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Hey big bro happy halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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jessie posted a condolence
Friday, October 12, 2007
whats up big bro i miss u 6th grade sucks but i just found out that littlerock is one of the best schools in washington, but enough about school something totally hilarious happened yesterday madi fell off the trampoline i tried so hard not to laugh but i couldn't help myself. i wish me and g-ma were not the only ones laughing at her. I also got stichtes and then get em pulled out when I got em the olnly thing i could think is your voice saying thats gonna be a knarly scar dude or you laughing of the way my teeth went through my lip 2 days ago i had a breakdown i couldn't stop crying and yeaterday the bad past caught up with me and remineded me how much i miss you saying you went through the same stuff everyday me madi nommie mom g-ma g-pa well the whole family is trying not to cry dude do you remember when you first taught me to wrestle well its paid off i miss plaing star wars with noodles and it was hard through summers and vacations i even miss getting dunked in the pool by my big bro well anyway i love u
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Mr. Man-
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXXOXOXOXOXOXO. Miss you, love you. Always on my mind. Give mom some strength K?
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, October 4, 2007
OMG!!! I have been rotten these last couple of days...I am missing you so much! I am ultra sensitive to everything, I could use a hand pulling it together Bubbie. Please help me to remember everything and everyone I love and to treat them with the kindness and respect they deserve...I love you muffin you are my heart...Love Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Thank you Mr. Man. Loving you much. You always take care of me, even when I think you aren't listening. Prints made it! Kisses on the bridge of your nose!!
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mamma posted a condolence
Friday, September 28, 2007
Good Morning Muffin- Well, we are in the priming part of the house painting process..it's moving right along! Kimmie is here helping, Thnk Goodness, it sure has been nice having her here. It looks like prints is getting sick again, guide me in the right direction! I better get to work...missing you bunches, love you baby! Ma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Hey Bubbie,
I'm feeling very lost and empty...where do I go from here? Missin' you...Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, September 14, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-Boy we ask for a lot don't we!! I love you, we all love you so much and miss you so much! You know we never could do this life thing without you! We all just loved it so much better when you were here to make us smile! We're trying though! I love you so much! Kisses on your nose!
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lily anna kohansby posted a condolence
Thursday, September 13, 2007
hi ki !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yor lil' sis ( madison) posted a condolence
Thursday, September 13, 2007
hi ki i miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm taking care of your snake for you. the stuffed snake from christmas!!!!!! i love you so much
bye-bye!!!!!!!!!!!!! love, madison
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jessie posted a condolence
Thursday, September 13, 2007
what up big bro i miss u alot now i am in the 6th grade and im running for school president please ask god if he will bless me to bless the school I love you big bro
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Auntie posted a condolence
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Hi Honey,
Been having a rough one of it and thought I would hit you up for some guidance. Please send some guardian angels down to help your grandma though her rough times. I love her so and she is missing you so much it is just taking all the love out of her. Can you please send everyone her way and wrap your arms around her and remind her that we all love her and she doesn't need to be angry anymore. If she can give all the love she had for you to everyone else i think she would find all the happiness she deserves.
Tell Mom, Dad and Dan i miss them greatly and wish i could see them but know they are by my side helping my though my toughest times.
I love you Ki, thanks so much for being a part of my life. I learned a lot from you just in the short time we were together, amazing isn't? Well i gotta get to work and earn a livin'.
lovin you,
Auntie Sam
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, September 3, 2007
Hey Baby!! Top of the morning to you on this...your second favorite Monday of the year=) We have two more houses under contract...Thank You! We will be flying G-Kimmie up in 3 more weeks to help us paint the house...Can I get an AMEN!! Hmmm, let's see what else is going on...The girls are supposed to spend the night tonight, school starts on Wed.I am borrowing your knee braces, Thank You again. So, I wish you could tell me how Andrew is doing...Will you send him kisses from me and take extra care of him and his parents. Victoria too, she doesn't need anything but send her kisses none the less and Uncle Jack while you are at it=) Okay, I am done hounding you now it's my turn to go do what I'm supposed to do today!! I love and miss you muffin...Mamma
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Oh my, all this love, and all that love, and no where for it to go......my love, my heart to you!
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Hi sweetness, Loving you so much Mr. Man. XXXXXXXX
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Ma posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
hey Poo can ya give a little shout out to Joni=) love you Muffin!!
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Mamason posted a condolence
Monday, August 27, 2007
Hey babe, just stoppin' in to say Good Morning. Joe thinks it's funny that I pop in to see you everyday...he giggles every morning when I sit down and start talking to my screen saver. Prints seems to be getting better but it has definitely been a slow road. Niki had Blayklyn, what a beautiful little treasure she is! That was a long 24 hours and I wasn't even the one pushing=) Rhonda had her hysterectomy and is having a really hard time with recovery...please take care of her poo, send her a little reprieve if you can or just blow her kisses!:) Well, I better get back to work, thanks for all the business by the way. I love you button, I can feel you with every breathe I take!! Ma
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jessie posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
hey big bro I am in colorado sorry i havn't wrote you that much. Thank you for not letting nommie freak out on the plane and that the plane didn't crash we're having fun but missing you well with all the love inour hearts I luv u and miss u
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Hi Mr. Man-I'm loving you so much! U are so amazing! Please stay with Jessie on her flight to CO. You are my sweet boy! Kisses and hugs to you, right on the bridge of your nose!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, August 6, 2007
Hey Bubbie! I had my surgery and dang if my toochie doesn't hurt, lordy it better be worth it that's all I got to say=) Jessie and Lydia are spending the night with me, yahhhhhh! I'm gonna make them do my hair and makeup and perhaps even my nails, it'll help take my mind of the fact that it feels like there is a watermelon falling out of my bum! Well, I've got nothing...wish you were here or I was there, kisses my love.
PS. True love is a friendship...set on fire! OMG, how much do you love that! That's all, peace to you...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, August 5, 2007
KC was over last night and he informed me that you were in Olympia=) Cracked me up after I got over the shock that he remembered you!! Bless his heart he was only 1 1/2 when you passed and you still made an amazing impact! I miss you baby, my life just isn't the same without you in it...kisses sweetness
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Hello baby, I just wanted to pop in and tell you I love you! Joe said yesterday that he is so amazed how much a part of our lives you are and how alive you are to us. Joey was here this week it was so nice to have him but some things never change, I still ride him about being messy=) We gave him and Aaron their birthday presents last night. It was fun, it probably would have been a little more enjoyable if I could've stayed awake but ya' know! Well, Joe and I have training today so I had better get going. Know that you are in everything I do more so than ever and I miss you more than I could ever have imagine...kisses to you poo! Love Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Hi Mr. Man--Loving you! Boy could I use your humor about now. We all could. Come say hi soon. Take care and say Happy Birthday to Gramps please! hugs to you.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, July 20, 2007
Ummm...So Prints is still at the vet, please tell me you are planning to send a pot of gold to pay for this little vacation of his=) The nurses love him, it looks like everything will be fine. He had bladder stones so he had been unable to pass urine for close to a week, the swelling on his sides was his kidneys!! Well, like I said he is getting better they are supposed to remove his catheter today and hopefully we can pick him up tomorrow. Well, time for me to get to work...I'll be keepin an eye out for that pot=) Kisses baby...
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Hi Mr. Man--Missing and loving you so much! Jessie had a tough time on the 4th, thanks for sending her the song. Thank you for watching over us and guiding me down a better path. I feel your presense every day. I wish I could give you just one more squeeze and kiss on those fabulous lips, sure do miss those. See you in my dreams Mr., XOXOXOXOXOX.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, July 16, 2007
Prints is at the vet for 2 days. His bladder is block...Take care of him poo! I love you...Peace my baby.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Okay Ki, who is Mistifica?? Say it...=) I talked to G-Pa Shell yesterday, we talked a lot about you (imagine that)! I sure love my pops, he is a good man.
On a different note, Tabitha's wedding was beautiful as you know...and now I can definitely use a break from all that emotional stuff. It broke me when Brandon started dancing with his mom. Hmmm...It was very sweet though, not quite as magical as if it had been us dancing=) Well, I better go...lovin' you bubbie!!
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Mistifica@gmmail.com posted a condolence
Monday, July 9, 2007
I am happy to read all this succes: you deserve it completely. Proud to work with you in Boston, next june. Please, take all the good thoughts streaming from my heart to you...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
One more thing baby...Will you help us take care of Sarah, she seems to be getting sicker and we just need the guidance to help her through these down times. Raise her spirits and help her get strong like only you can do=) love you baby bear!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Hey Bug, missin you...Thought I would check in and see if you could look over Joe's shoulder today while he takes his test. Help him stay cool and focused. Maybe you could share a little of your easy breezy attitude with him=) Can you believe we are actually going into business together? CRAZEE!! I sure have had a lot of "Ki" moments these last few weeks some good some sad. It feels like I am feeling all that old stuff again, everything is just real raw and yet I have had a lot of moments lately where I feel like you are literally part of me. It's come out in my speech and behaviors who knows...I probably just going alittle crazy in the head=) So, how about Audrey...I love her from 800 miles away! I don't ever think she'll know what a difference she made in one mom's life. Watch out for her she deserves an angel. (Audrey, if you ever come back to this sight...kisses to you from me! And if you ever have time and an interest call me (360-888-8687 Trish aka. Malachi's mom)!
So we will be heading down to Long Beach for Tab's wedding, I am really looking forward to it...Fun, Fun, Fun!! Give my peeps kisses for me and fill my heart with love and kindness! I love you baby boy...Mamma
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Audrey posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Dear Malachi "Ki" Daniel Chace's family and friends,
I dont know any of you, but with respect and emotion I am very sorry for your loss. I am just a 16 year old native California girl who was looking up my birthday on June 14, 1991 on google when I stumbled across a picture of a fairly attractive young man, if I do say so myself. I clicked on the picture and to my surprise it was a funeral sight. I gasped in shock at the tragic unknown death I have encountered. I also lost a best friend on June 6, 2006, even though it was a dog, I still mourn her. And I mean that with no disrespect in any way. I just wanted to tell you that I am very sorry for your loss, and I hope that you go on with your life with happiness, love and compassion. I hope that this small, compassionate paragrapgh is enough to sooth you for one more day longer, and that you will always remember the good that he brought to your life.
With my deepest sympathies,
Audrey
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Hello Baby...I am missing you so...I wish today that I could hold you in my arms, smell your skin and lose myself in the joy you bring me today and every day. I have been irritable these last couple weeks, I realize that I am just missing "us" but unfourtunately it spills out on to other people and so I need to find a way to let it go and thought perhaps it would help to share with you. I am craving what only you had...as Uncle Jerry said I too, "wish I could bottle it up"! Baby, I know that I am always asking you for something and I am going to do it once again...can you share with me your love and understanding so I can do the same with others. Help me to be kind, patient and respectful to everyone that shares my path today. Help me to be thankful and to see the good fortune laid out at my feet. I love you Bubbie and thank you ahead of time for holding my hand today...Mamma kisses from head to toe...
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Jerry Hill posted a condolence
Monday, June 18, 2007
Hi Ki,
Your memory came to mind and I had to stop by and say hello. I can see you are well taken care of and visited by many loving people who were as touched by you as I was. Say hello to my parents for me. I'm sure you've already met and knowing Mom she'll have already claimed you as hers. I wanted to adopt you, too. Technically, we are first cousins twice removed, but who care about technicalities. In my mind you are a brother, a son and a cousin.
Recently, I've been compiling a database of Nichols' relatives (your Great-Grandfather's side). So, far I have collected 146 names of those still living. So many of them met you at the reunion you and your mom hosted and every single one of them remember you and remark on how they wanted you to be their son. So, here is what I would like to know: what is your secret? I want to bottle it. It would end all wars and there would be peace worldwide. So, come on, spill it.
Love,
Dad, Bro, Cuz Jerry
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mamason posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Good Morning Poo...Just wanted to say "Hi" without complaining for once:) I am lovin you'. Boo borrowed the tent last night and pitched it in the park across the street...i think they just wanted to get breakfast this morning:) well I love ya bumm...Peace to you today...
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Ki - I don't know why I am here tonight. I haven't been to this site in months. I don't even know what to say. I'm trying to learn to communicate with you. It seem like eveyone else, but not me. I know that you are here with me always and that you do send me signs but I'll be darned if I recognize them most of the time. I think that I don't get the same attention from you as the others because I'm handling things better than them. Although if you ask anyone they will tell you I'm not. I know that I was sent to Rita's gravesite the week before you passed because she was trying to tell me that she was going to coming to help you pass to the other side. I also know that you sent that deer just for me to see and I loved that so much. It's the little things that you do that help me daily. I also know that you were there to help Dan get where he needed to go. Is there a purpose to all this jabbering...no I don't think so. I just need to be with you a little and let you know that I am working so hard on understanding all of this and it is sooo hard!!! Sometimes I really can't do it, you know? I'm actually reading this great book - as I'm sure you know - and it is really helping. I know that it's you that sends me messages in my head to do something or not do it or read this book now because you know that it's exactly what I need. I'm still not sure how you do it but I'm learning. Ki, I know I do so good most of the time and I suppose that I know that I need these bad time to help me to go on...but Ki, of all the people that had to go, why you? I know stupid question.....I can't help it. You know that you are so special to me, my first grandbaby, my first grandson - my only grandson. I'm sorry, I'm whining now but I really miss you and sometimes I really don't how any of us handle it and yet I know at the same time that we can and will and that so many people have gone thru so much more. Ok, I feel better now and want to let you know that I love you more than you will ever know....no that's not true either. You know how much I love you and I know you are taking care of all of us and I know that you also know because of all the things that I have already gone thru that I need the least amount of help and again, I am proud of you for being so smart. Always know that I love you and I look so forward to seeing you in the future. Give my love to all! By the way, you always told me that you were the one who was going to take care of me when I get old and I expect you to follow thru with that....oh wait, I'm already old, and you are already taking care of me! Love Always, G-Ma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, June 8, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-Thanks for the song today. Loving you so much! Tucker and Tony built a fire for you! I'm sure you saw it! Loving you missing you loving you missing you!!! Watch your sisters please!
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cowboy up posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
whats up ki i know we werent best freinds but i wished we could have been best friends i see your face in the post office every time i go in there and evry were i go peace bro.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, June 4, 2007
Good Morning Baby, Happy 16th Birthday!! We were sure looking forward to this one, we would've got your license today. I can't believe it's been 16 years since your perfect soul was delivered to me. I will watch your delivery video today. Honey I hope you can be with me today, I could use your company:) I love you button, and I miss every little thing about you! Peace my baby...and bithday kisses to you from me...
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Auntie Sam posted a condolence
Monday, June 4, 2007
Happy B-day sweet stuff! Missing you! Wish you were here to harrass Joe by learning how to drive ;) Take care of everyone and keep them laughing. I love you!
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Okay, I have pulled it together! Oh poo, I just love you and miss you so much and I just wish things were different. That's all. thank you so much for leaving me with so many wonderful memories. Peace my baby...Ma
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Tyler Marx posted a condolence
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Hey Ki..., just thought i would leave a message sayin hi...dont know what else to write really. I was just screwin around on the net and found you on google....its wierd how things happen sometimes....This is really hard for me right now...i gotta go..love you man...miss you more than u know.......bye.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, May 28, 2007
Hey baby, well I messed up again! Ilet Prints come outside with me the other night and was too lazy to go get him before i came inside and now he is missing. bubbie , can you help him find his way home or help me find him. This is killing me, I feel horrible and I just need some help. I PROMISE I will never do this again!! Promise!! Help me poo...Love Ma
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Sierra Williams posted a condolence
Monday, May 21, 2007
he was my cousin I went to tenino middle school my dad is named david.
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Mamason posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
hey Poo, i am sending out an S.O.S...I have misplaced my debit and ID! I have looked everywhere I can possibly think to look and now I am starting to panic. Please, Please set it out for me bubbie I need a hand...You know this is a last ditch attempt! Okay I am gonna jump in the shower and give it a break...Love you Bubbie! Ma
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steph posted a condolence
Monday, April 30, 2007
you are missed! thought of all the time sometimes i just cant help but to think of you
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Mamma posted a condolence
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Hey Poo, so it turns out that not only is Tabitha pregnant...but the doctor said she conceived on April 6th...Hmmmmmmm:) Crazy! And we went over to Richie's to visit yesterday and he sent us home with Prints, so now we have our kitty back:) He is in heaven here it's like he knows he's home...Thank you button! I love you and miss you soooooo much...I'm giving you sweet little kisses in the crack of your litlle tan neck right now!!! Peace to you my baby...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Hey baby, I was laying in bed this morning and I asked Joe to bring you back to me and he laid there for a second and then farted...he then promptly apologized and said that that was the only stinker he was able to bring back!! It cracked me up, we laughed and I knew I had to get up and share it with you...he also said that he thinks your spirit had something to do with his little bicycling/dog accident...priceless! "There's always something there to remind me...". Peace my love...
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-Please watch over Aaron, he needs some lovin! Thanks for saying hi to me and your mom yesterday. I love you so much and miss you lots. Oodles of love to you--Doodah
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Doodah posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2007
One year gone Mr. Man. Love you so much. I know you are at peace. Come say hi to me today. I love you.
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Beth posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Wow Malchi I can't believe it will be one year tommorow! We are gonna have a get together for you tommorow lol its gonna be awesome i cant wait to see you when i finally go love you lots kid!
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Gramma Dee and the rest of the family posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Hello Ki,
Dropped in to say I love you,miss you.I still wake up every morning,hoping it was all a bad dream.Maybe one day it will be and everything will go back to when life made some sense.
Tonite I was up 4 hours past my usual bedtime and was sitting at the PC pulling up this site when your Mom called. I'm sure the family has filled you in on Aaron.He's doing very well.You've been a good brother,thanks for looking out for him.In fact thanks for watching over all of us.I've got your Tribute DVD playing beside the guestbook while I'm typing.I often put it on while I run a huge slideshow of pic.s of you,Trisha,Joe,your cousins,the whole family.
It's 5 min.s past midnight.Its now the 6th of April.The day everything changed,the day the earth stood still.
Keep the sun in your face and the wind at your back ,Ki.
Know you are loved ,cherished,always held close to our heart.
See ya on the other side Bud!
Love you,
Gramma Dee PS Mark asked me to send a huge hug from him.
He has not gotten banged up or injured since
he started to listen to your voice.If he hears a voice saying"Don't do it,you'll get hurt "or anything,he heeds the thot.
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
Hi Mr. Man-
Almost one year. I always wondered why you left us on my birthday, now I know exactly why. I'm so glad I made you kiss me when you left my apartment the last time I saw you. I had to stand on my tippy toes, and force it on you, but it was worth it! I love you so much! Me, Mom and G-ma always knew we had an angel on earth and now we have our angel looking upon us each day helping us to be strong. I can't wait to see you again someday. You touched so many people in 14 years, you make us so proud even now! See you in my dreams! I love you~Auntie
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ellen posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
its almost one year malachi. i found out last year when i was on my way to new york. i hadnt seen you in years. we were in 3rd grade together at pleasant glade elementary.. and that was one of the last times i saw you. i have this ridiculous picture of you in the skateland photo booth.. its tacked up above my bed as we speak. i found it on the hill in my neighborhood [woodland creek]. i wish we would have stayed in touch over the years. i miss you. lots.
xoxo
ellen
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Hi there baby...I am so amazed to see just how many people you have touched. How much your words meant to each and every one of us. It helps to know that it's not just my heart that aches to be with you. It will be a year tomorrow that I put you on the plane to Havasu, one year since I kissed your beautiful lips and held your perfect face in my hands! 365 days since we cheated and cut you to the front of the line so you could board first and get a window seat...it was worth all the dirty looks to know you got the best seat on the plane:) Remember how much we laugh on the way up? Me playing Elvis "In the Ghetto" and you singing along with it doing the South Park version, I LOL every time I think about it! And we had to pull off I-5 even though we were running a little late because I had taken those colon cleanse pills the day before and I had to go #2 at the gas station, we were laughing at the poor sole who ended up using the restroom after me, at least I didn't crap my pants...you would've never let me live that down! I remember reaching for your hand and we held hands most of the drive up. We planned our next vacation that day and decided we would steal Rebecca Anns new gnome to take with us so we could take pictures at each of our stops:) That was a magical day for me I remember feeling so proud that you were mine, I was always so proud of you poo...you were everything I wanted to be when I was young. I love you baby and I look forward to the day I can hold you in my arms and kiss your lips...I hope it comes, Peace to you sweetheart and Peace to me...
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Erin Bailey posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i know we didnt know eachother very well. but on may 26th when my best friend/ boyfriend passed away- you asked me about it and what happened. and i knew that you really cared. then you tried to cheer me up. i know i left that school but you always made me laugh and smile. remember when we were doing the poems and mrs. miller told me i cant do a poem one line less but she was letting you. and i confronted her and she said "lifes not fair or your friend wouldnt be dead". i remember the look on your face. you were so shocked that she said it. you told me to take it up with the principle(sp?). i will always remember you although we werent the best of friends. i will always remeber you i miss you malachi. i really liked your name. so. in your rememberance im naming my little boy (when i have him in years to come) Malachi Jacob. Malachi for you. and jacob for my ex boyfriend. well i g2g im in english class and i dont wantto get into trouble.. i miss you.
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Beth posted a condolence
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Wow i just found this so i thought maybe i should leave you a message. Well its still really weird not having you by my locker anymore but im sure you are happy where you at. As a matter of fact Stephanie and I were just talking about you the other day and i can't believe you havent been with us for almost a year because it still feels like you are here with us everyday because you are in spirit well i better go and clean my room so i dont get yelled at. I miss you alot though still Malachi!!!
~<3 Beth
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Mamason posted a condolence
Thursday, March 15, 2007
hey Bubbie- I just flew down to Oly to grab some things we needed up in Seattle. Aaron is doing GREAT!! Thank you for being with me. Also, if you could send some lungs to Lisa please, she isn't going to make it another 24 hrs honey unless of course there is something we don't know and in that case never mind, just take her hand and run! I love you muffin..peace my baby, Love Mamma
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Auntie Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-Just sayin hi! Loving you so much! Thanks for taking care of Aaron! You are one amazing little man. See you in my dreams. Love Auntie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Hey Bubbie- Just wanted to say what you probably already know...Aaron made it through his double-lung transplant BEAUTIFULLY!! He is so amazing, just like you..He is raising the bar for all the transplants after him! Thank you for changing our hearts and giving us strength my angel...Peace to you baby, Love Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Hey Mr. Man-Loving you so much! I FINALLY took the first step to go back to school and YOU are the reason. Just wanted to let you know that! The awards ceremony was so wonderful! We were all so proud of you and most especially your MOM! I want to be her when I grow up! Remember at the wedding when you danced down the aisle? I put that picture up on my computer, it makes me smile everyday! Love you so much, thinking about you always!
Love, Auntie
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Mamma posted a condolence
Saturday, March 3, 2007
Good Morning handsome! Just wanted to say that the wrestling banquet was awesome last night. The guys all worked hard this year we were 12-0. Coach Thummel let me present the 1st annual Malachi Chace Scholarship to Jo-Jo and everyone came to watch. You are unforgettable Ki...you always have been and now you always will be! It was great to see Dylan, Paul, John, Justin and all the rest, they are damned good boys! The boys also presented both coaches with amazing plaques and etched right on them was "presented by The Chace Your Dreams Team". You would have loved it! Well, I am going to go have some coffee with Joe. I love you honey...and by the way I don't smoke anymore, that ones for you baby! Peace...
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Mr. Man,
As you know, so many amazing things happened over the weekend. Thank you for being there and sharing it with me and Matt. I know you are watching over him and me both. I miss you so much Ki, I can't stand it some days. Now I really know why your mom, me and g-ma spent so much time staring at you in amazement as a little boy. We knew it so long ago, we knew the little man within you was more special than could ever be described to anyone. You truly were an angel before you ever left us. I can't wait to see you and hear your voice again. I felt such a peace come over me on Saturday night. I'm so glad you can hear me and that you are guiding me down the right path. Even in death you take care of me Mr. Man. You amaze me. I love you so much. Come say hi again soon and keep taking care of your Mom. Say hi to Uncle Dan, thank you for reaching down to him. We all knew you were there. I love you so much Ki. U da man. Love Aunt Doodah--ps-going to the first scholarship awards ceremony on Friday night. I know you'll be there. It will be such a proud moment for us all. You will never stop amazing us Ki. Never.
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Mamason posted a condolence
Friday, February 16, 2007
Hey Bubbie, Thought I would check in...It was wonderful to see and spend time with you in my dreams last night. It was so hard to get up this morning I just wanted to keep sleeping.I feel so peaceful and happy with you. I wished I had realized that when you were younger...so many of your younger years just flew by me and I was so caught up in "life" that I didn't understand that you were the best part of my "life". Thank goodness I started to come around as you got older, I couldn't imagine how I would feel now if we had never had the oppurtunity to become so close. God does work in mysterious ways doesn't he. On a similiar note Joe sure is amazing I know I have said it before but you were so right about him...I suppose I always knew you were or should I say we were right? He is my blanket that keeps me warm and safe while you and I are apart. I can hardly wait until we can sit and giggle under "our" blanket again:)...I have been thinking a lot about Andrew and how badly you wanted to meet him, I am sorry that you never had the chance to hang out and feel what it was like to have an older brother. I am sure he would have absolutely adored you regardless of how he felt about me. I still ponder all the things we used to ponder together...How tall is he? Does he look like you? Will he be angry with me? Will he want to know us? Will he look for us? Will he be like us at all or will he be like his parents?You know...the list goes on, 5 million questions that may never be answered I suppose everyone has unanswered questions like "why did you have to die?" Well, I should get back to work i just had a lot on my mind and writing you always seems to help. I love you Bubbie, please wrap you perfect arms around everyone I love and give Uncle Dan a kiss from me:) Good bye for now angel...
PS. Give an extra squeeze to Laurie it sound like her heart is aching too, bless her heart for having to endure such great loss so soon in her life. Peace baby...
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Laurie posted a condolence
Thursday, February 8, 2007
Hey Malachi, alot of people really miss you. i was just kinda sitting here in computr class and looked up Tenino High school and i saw your picture. well, i guess this is what it turned out to be. i never got the chance to truly know you, but your gone now and picturesd is all i have. Some of my best friends in the whole world were so so close to you. and i feel their pain. im so sorry for your mother. i dont know what my mom would do with out me, so i guess your mom is the strongest person i know. I always herd girls talking about how cute you were and some of the guys would be talking about what you did with them, some crazy things. im so sad you had to go. i never understood why such bad things happen to such good people. even though you'll never read this. if by some chance you know what im saying, give my friend Dan Mattlab a big ass hug for me....cuz i miss him dearly too.... hope your having fun riding on the shooting stars....
LaurieLoo
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Mum posted a condolence
Friday, February 2, 2007
Hey Baby Bear, It feels like you've been with me more the last couple of days. Maybe this medication the Doc put me on is calming my little pea brain down enough to notice:) Sure am missing you, I dreamt about you last night, can't remember what it was about but sure feel good about it. That's enough for me, I'm easy! God you were the best baby...I just want you to know or I guess I'm just needing to say you were the most magnificenct boy for me. I am so thankful that we meshed so well and that we could talk so openly it made me feel like I really knew who my son was and that you knew who your mom really was, good , bad or indifferent. That was important.
Well, as Aunt Sam said...Uncle Dan is probably on his way soon, so if you can wrap your arms around Aunt Denise and smile down on the rest of his family, it's going to hurt for all of them for a very long time! Peace be with you my love...
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Auntie Sam posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Hi Honey,
Wish i had had the chance to know you better and watch you grow up to be a man. You will get to see Uncle Dan soon. Bad for us Great for you. I hope you are with mom and dad and loving it and they we will all be together soon. missing all of you. love you pass it on....
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mamma posted a condolence
Monday, January 22, 2007
Good morning muffin, I was just thinking about you...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, January 1, 2007
Good Morning Baby Bear...So this has been the hardest holiday yet...I would have never guessed but there ya have it! I am not ready to say good bye to 2006. As much heartache as this year has brought it still holds the best moments ever...Our last day together has become the most magical day in my life along with everyday I had with you Bubbie. So on a different note you must have been laughing yesterday as you watched all of us bumbling idiots try to pull it together when we got the call for Aarons lungs. Hey I think overall we did a darn good job although it made clear a few things we could do better next time...It was a good practice run for us! Ki if you really are able to watch over us and touch our lives will you please take care of Aaron honey? He needs comfort beyond what we can give him here I guess you would know that already though huh! I love you baby you are a piece of every thought I have and every breath I take. You are the first thing I think of every morning and the last thought I have as I fall to sleep. You are my heart...You were amazing and perfect in life and now you have carried that through your death! I feel like I am the luckiest mom in the world, thank you for that my beautiful boy. I heart everything about you. Peace my sweetness...
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, December 25, 2006
Good Morning handsome man...I wish I could be with you, by the looks of it there are lots of people who wish the same. I'll bet if you had had 30 years longer here it still wouldn't have been enough time for you to realize how dear you were and how much of a difference you made in so many lives. The girls stayed with me Friday and Saturday, it was real nice to have them. It's crazy to watch them and all the little things they do that they picked up from you. They make me laugh and help remind me of your smiling face... I love the connection ...they make me feel closer to you. I wish their little hearts didn't hurt so badly. Well poo Joe is up so I think this will be it for now we rented a couple of movies and a PS2 game (NASCAR) to entertain ourselves today, Merry Christmas baby...If you can...help me through the day so Joe can have a decent holiday (that doesn't mean letting him win at PS2 so don't get any ideas cause "Christmas" is not going to stop me from throwin down if I lose all day!! And PS thank you again for the Pac Man game you got me last year..I love it!! Kisses to you baby. Peace...Mamason until
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Breanna Fisher posted a condolence
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Hey Buddy
oh wow you know how many people love and miss you Malachi?...look at all those things and comments people have said about you down there...
Malachi i think about you everyday...today especially and i dont know why...i really miss you Malachi, i miss you alot. Christmas is coming well...its tomorrow...i know its going to be hard for your family...do me a favor and keep helping them through everything especially now.
It seems like i see the number 242 everywhere whether its a solution on my calculater during math or the fact that right now i have 242 friends on myspace...im always thinking of you Malachi...and i really miss the breakfast club in mr. dillon's class...you helped make that class...i can still hear your laugh and i'll never forget it it makes me miss you even more
I love you so much and might be back to write to you again..i actually not too long ago wrote you a comment on myspace because i thought about you a lot today :)
alright well i love you
Bre
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madison chace posted a condolence
Friday, December 22, 2006
hey ki i miss you a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't stand it it's not fair and if i have to suffer i just might want to come up with you! i will miss you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(repeats like999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 more times!) anyway ki you will always be my ki ki! and i hope you know that. i love you ki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11(242) love, your sister madiosn
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jessie chace posted a condolence
Friday, December 22, 2006
Hey ki I miss you a lot it sucks without you it is like more than half of my heart is missing. i mean now i don't anyone to skateboard with me or scare the heck out of people and just havin fun. To tell you the truth I don't care what anyone says i am your sister. Dude i miss swimmin and pickin on madison and giving you a makeover and all the other stupid stuff we did. christmas will not be the same with out you I love you love jess. I'll smack madison for you.lol
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Mamason posted a condolence
Monday, December 18, 2006
Hey Baby, just thought I'd write for a minute I am in need of a distraction. Joe has a gig this evening so I thought I would watch a movie so I wouldn't get too wound up thinking of you. However my well thought out plan backfired so here I sit blubbering to you...We went to the UWMC today and met with Aaron's surgeon, he seemed amazing, he explained things well and just all around left us with a lot of confidence and positive juju. I wished you could be here to entertain the troops I am having a hard time doing it myself Joe keeps giving me the (Grandma Greene) eye and telling me to be quiet...God forbid we crack a smile at the hospital:) Funny as much as he acts annoyed they keep asking me to be there ya ask me I think he's just egging me on! Don't worry poo I'll carry on your legacy:)So whatever you are doing keep it up because Aaron seems to be happy and things seem to be moving forward rather smoothly. I need to go see Grandma and Grandpa I've been missing them a lot, sometimes it's just hard to be with them...it seems like for days afterwards my heart is so heavy and I know it makes it worse for mom even though she probably wouldn't admit it. Well, pumpkin pie I wish we could cuddle on the couch for Christmas and talk about nothingness...I miss that, I miss you, I miss your smile, your voice, the tan lines on your hand, the freckle on your face, the scar on your belly and the yellow fleck in your beautiful brown and green eyes. Baby, I miss the crooked smile you got when you tried to lie to me and your fabulous giggle when something went awry. I miss you telling me to chill out when I would try to freak out on you cause I was cranky, and the way you always forgave me because I was your mother or maybe it was because I always forgave you:) I miss cleaning your toothpaste out of your bathroom sink and sopping up the water on the floor after your shower. I miss smelling your pillowcase before I washed it because it smelled like you and biting your toenails so you wouldn't have to clip them but I think most of all I miss how good it was getting for us, It seemed like I had finally found my way and felt confident I could guide you in the right direction. The bottom line my son...I love you and I am so thankful you were mine:) Peace my boy...Mum
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Cyra Whittaker posted a condolence
Sunday, December 17, 2006
malachi~ your still in my heart and i know your watching down on all of us. i just want you to know that i love you~ Cyra
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mallori and cyra dodge posted a condolence
Sunday, December 17, 2006
ki we just wanted to say Merry Christmas. we love you!! your 125 is doing awesome, shane loves it and it has the best graphics of you on it!! watch over us ki we love you
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Mallori Dodge posted a condolence
Friday, December 15, 2006
hi malachi, i have been thinking about you lately. me and you had lots of disagreements .lol. but... i have always loved you and always will. tonight i googled your name and cried while reading all of the wonderful things your family and friends have wrote you. you are so loved ki and i think about you so much. i love you bud and will see you soon~ mal
trish, i loved your boy with all my heart! when you reead these i hore you smile and remeber all of the wonderful things about your baby. he was like a cousin that you fight with alot... to me. he was part of a chapter in my life that i will never forget. believe in the Lord and you will never lose you baby, love always ~Mallori Dodge (cindy's daughter) :)
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Mamma posted a condolence
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Boy life sure has changed for me honey...We are getting ready for Aaron's double lung transplant and I am scared, I need you to watch over me bubbie and help me to be a strong and positive energy for Aaron and Joe. I realize there will be no room for selfishness through this and yet I am still struggling everyday with the loss of your smiling face in my life it is hard for me to stay focused. They have put Aaron at the top of the list and seem to think his new lungs will come rather quickly. They say he has a 80% to 90% chance of survival for a year and a 50% to 60% chance of survival for five years, if you can do anything about increasing the odds that would be dandy. So, I found a picture of us that I didn't even realize I had, it was taken while Joe was in treatment, the night we took Sister over to DooDahs. I cried and cried over that one, it was as close as I'll probably get to having a new memory of you. It soooo hard because I still want to talk and make you a part of everything I do each day but I have nothing new to offer people and they have heard it all a hundred times so now I feel uncomfotable a lot when I do bring you up, which makes me angry inside. Honestly I can't really tell if I am healing at all or not...I feel like I am as broken as the day is long, and the day is very long my friend. I told Joe last night that the only real comfort and joy I feel is when I am with him because he makes me feel so loved and we laugh so much. I get up in the morning only looking forward to seeing Joe in the evening and going to bed. Everthing else is just stuff I have to do that makes time go by...if this doesn't change bubbie than is that really living life or is it just survival? There is only one thing I can think of on the face of this earth that would be enjoyable to me and that would be going hand gliding is that weird or what? Do you suppose the draw is in getting as close to you as possible or is just getting off the face of the earth for a minute ? hmmmm! Maybe after Aaron has healed which actually will be sometime in summer(perfect) I will go. Come to think of it...I am just going to make it part of my plan, then I can have something to look forward to! On a different note, I do love to look at your pictures, DVD and slideshows I relive moments in time that feel very real sometimes. It's amazing how hard a person can laugh and cry at the same time, I mean to the point of hysteria :)Well once again I have whined enough, I think I will give Aaron a call and see if he would like to go anywhere today, maybe we can go see Shelly! Well, I love you and miss you my little angel I wish you were taking me out driving today, now that would have been a lot of fun...Boy you really dropped the ball:) Hearts from Mamma...
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Loving you so much Mr. Man. Come see me soon. Send a message to G-ma soon. She's having a tough time thinking about Christmas. It was so good to hear your voice. Love you.
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Mamma posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Good Moorning Sweetness, hope you can feel my hugs and kisses. I am getting ready this morning to go to Grief Support class and finding myself looking forward to it...I think I just want to see that sweet old man Jack, I can't imagine the loss he is suffering:( I had several very rough weeks but things seem to be getting a little more managable the last couple of days. Joe and I are chaperoning the homecoming dance...hilarious huh? Taylor still doesn't have a date, can't you work something out for her:) She is dieting (I don't know why so don't ask) just in case somebody asks her, I have faith that she won't give up her chocolate milk though so not to worry. Wendy says Jackson is carving me a pumpkin with #242 on it, it's gonna make me cry like a little baby but it'll be worth it! Well, you would have been happy to know that had you been here you would have gotten a quad for Christmas, you bailed to soon my not so little man ( okay so technically you would have gotten it sooner cause you would have begged and pleaded, blah, blah, blah and I would have gave in blah, blah, blah and so the story goes!) I'm glad that I am able to write these letters it's the one thing that makes me feel close to you, I love the notes and letters we wrote to each other I am soooooo thankful that I saved all of them. Another thing that I love to do is listen to Richie's voice mail, your voice is so soothing to my heart. Bubbie, I can honestly say that I had no idea how much and how deeply I loved every sweet part of you. You are intricately woven into every fiber of my body, heart and soul. Your memories are the music my heart dances to...know that I love you and wish you peace.
PS. Don't wait around for me go have fun, you can tell me all about it when I get there:)
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, October 16, 2006
My Mr. Man-Loving you and missing you so much. So many hearts are hurting right now and will forever. Give us some strength-you always had a way of getting us through, it's so tough without you. Jess and Madison love you and miss you so much. Love you Mr. Man. Come say hi soon.
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Mark Fisher posted a condolence
Monday, October 9, 2006
high how are you doing . thanks for telling me not to use the skill saw.I miss you . Is it cool up there . tell kevin I said high . oh and Dee said thanks.
your cuz mark
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Grandma Dee posted a condolence
Sunday, October 8, 2006
Hello my Grand Gladiator
I had to stop by and see you.The 6 month mark was hard.We all miss you so very much.The world is just not the same. I looked out the window last month to see kids going off to school.I shut the blinds.
I've been told I'm still in denial.I've been told alot of things by many well meaning people,God bless them.I can't believe I can't call you,write you. I used to call in the mornings to talk with your Mom when she worked at the Deli.While we would talk she would go back and forth to walk you up.I would hear your moaning in protest but trying to open your eyes.later I would hear you come downstairs,just to fall out on the couch,still with the pitiful moaning...." Mom, I gotta go so I can take Ki to school or he'll be late" with a smile in her voice. I'd give my life right now,this second,to put you back in your bed at home and make this a horrible dream to talk about in the morning.
I'm still mad at God Ki, but I'm working on it.
Moms car rocks Dude! Ride with her,talk to her.I know how proud you are of Mom.Always wereYou two had your own fan club for each other,never seen anything like it.
I'm going to wear your wrestling shirt tomarrow to take Great Gramma out.
Help me ,help your Mom Ki. Joe is doing a great job loving her.
Drop in, I sure could use a visit.
Love on Punkin,
Gramma Dee
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, October 6, 2006
Bubbie- It's been 189 days since I last saw you and six months since you passed away and it's killing me. Every day is getting sooooo much worse, I FREAKIN' DON"T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want you back, please God come back...Please...Please...Please come back... I love you so much
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Mama posted a condolence
Monday, October 2, 2006
Big kisses, I am having a nice day and just wanted to say "I heart you more and more each day". Traci sent me pics of Tucker's homecoming he looked so handsome and grown up, I can't help but try to imagine how you would have looked...dashing I am sure! Wish me peace baby, I need to get back to work. Missing you...
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Mamason posted a condolence
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Good Morning Baby-
Guess what I'm writing to tell you...I miss you! I am so wishing you were here with me. I've been on auto-pilot for quite some time, everyday is passing me by. It seems like I am just racing to the end..."The end of what?" you ask, that I don't know. But I keep plugging away. I have all of your things in my vanity room just stacked in every nook and cranny...I desperately want some organization to it but can't seem to make a commitment to just go in and get it done, or at least started. I have been avoiding anything that has to do with you. We made your room into Joe's music room since I wanted all your things closer to me...the funny thing is, the music room still smells like your room. some times I wonder if I made a big mistake doing that so soon, I wish I still could crawl into your bed. I felt very safe and close to you there. I think those were my most treasured moments...getting out of bed in the morning and crawling into bed with you to discuss all of life's up's and downs. You extending these magic moments out just long enough that you would'nt have time to walk to school. Now in looking back I think you were just trying to get a ride to school. You had me wrapped...UGH!! Bubbie, you brought the most joy to my life! I had no idea how much your laughter lit up my day, how dependent I was on you. Thank you sooooo much for loving me just the way I was. Thank you for sharing 14 years with me. Thank you for all the patience and understanding, the laughter and silliness these are all the things that I hold on to. I am still madly in love with you baby and miss you each and every moment of each and every day. Selfishly wishing you were here, Mamma
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Doodah posted a condolence
Monday, September 11, 2006
Love you buddy. Missing you so much. Can't stand to be without you. Thanks for the black and red butterfly in Morton and for MC on the rock. Tucker and Tony loved hearing from you. We miss you so much. Life will never be the same without you. Come see Jessie soon. She's having such a hard time without you. We all are. G-ma did so good-she let the girls go out on the boat. Send her some strength. Mom and Dad are doing well-such troopers-you are such a lucky young man. I miss you buddy. Keep the signs coming-give gramps and g-ma hugs and kisses for me. Talk to you in my dreams. Loving you forever-242 lives on . . .
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Wednesday, September 6, 2006
My sweet thing. I am missing you so much today that I just can't quite crying. This should have been your first day of school. I hope all of your friends are thinking of you today too. My sweet baby....all I ever hear or even say is that Ki wouldn't want us to cry so much or miss him so much or this or that but you know what? How do we know what you would want right now. We don't know and have no way of knowing. I would give everything that I have right now to be able to talk to you or see you.....I Miss You Sooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!! Sunday was Grandparents day....do I still have to be a Grandparent without you? Yes, I know I do, I have two beautiful, loving granddaughters that I would never give up but oh my God, how I so miss you. Please, Please, I wish you could come back to me. I want you. I miss you. Please always know how very much I love you and always will. You are forever in my heart and I can't wait to see you again. I want to thank you for all of the signs that you have sent me. Please say hello to all of our friends and family that you are with. Take a ride on that big skateboard in the sky for me! I wish I could say or do something to make us all feel better but I'm afraid that we all love you toooo much for that. Every day I find or see something from you and it helps but my life will never be the same without you.....I have you in my heart all the time. Please know how much you are loved and missed.
Grandma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, August 25, 2006
Good Morning Baby-
I thought I would get up and write you since I couldn't sleep. I woke up thinking about our company picnic today, it's at Long Lake...Do you remember the last time we were there? We were leaving Gandma Greene's and you and Joey (mostly you) begged to stop and go swimming. We tag teamed, built an alliance to over ride Joe's firm "NO"...and the dynamic duo prevailed yet again:) I know we did'nt stay long, but at least we got to go for a minute. I'm glad that we did, I hope you were too! I have memories of everything it seems, but sometimes I can't access them. It's like my body knows when I am too weak minded to feel the grief. I realize now what you were going through when you lost Great Grampa, I am so sorry that I did'nt fully get it pooh. You must have had your hands full trying to raise a good mother!! Bubbie, sometimes I wonder if I'll feel the joy in my heart that one look or giggle from you made me feel. I sit on the front porch and find myself listening for the distinctive sound of your skateboard tearing up the sidewalk, I build up anticipation, shoot I even get butterflies sometimes, but as the grinding gets closer and I open my eyes...It's not your smiling face I see, do you suppose they see the disappointment in my eyes? It makes me wonder if you skating by was ever sheer torcher for some heartbroken mother sitting on her porch waiting for her baby to come home...I would hold her if I could and tell her everthing isn't gonna be okay, but that I love her anyways. Well, I think my bum is numb from sitting on the pitty pot so long this morning...I'm all acting like I'm the only one who misses you, typical huh? I heart you bubbilicous, if you have time...come see me in my dreams and bring me a sea urchin:) Have fun baby...Peace
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Doodah posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Mr. Man-
I feel you everyday. Everyday when I light your candle and say good morning and everynight when Jess, Madison and I blow it out and say goodnight. We miss you every minute of every day. You would be so proud of your Mom right now. I'm so proud of her and of you for giving her the strength she needs to go on. Summer has been hard, but I know you'd be kicking me and gramma and grampa and uncle Russ in the butts if we weren't out there riding and camping. Jessie jumped off the Morton bridge for you--she yelled out MALACHI!!!!! I was so proud of her and I know you heard her. We love you so much mr. man. Thanks for taking care of me. I would have never made it without you. Forever in my heart, forever on my mind. Come see me soon!!! I love you so much--Aunt Doodah
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Matthew A. Castro posted a condolence
Friday, August 18, 2006
Malachi,
I miss you bud. It really makes me sad to see such a great person have their dreams taken out from underneath them. I was thinking about you the other day when I was jetting a pipe out of the mud at 130ft. I think you would have really liked the world that lies under the sea. It is beautiful. So much to see that your average person doesn't get to experience. We both know that you were way above average. When I buy my own hat I plan to put a picture of you up under my snoopy so we can explore the oceans of the world together. So you better be ready for the adventures. May you rest in peace Ki.
Castro
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Mamma posted a condolence
Monday, August 7, 2006
Good Morning Bubbie-
Just wanted to tell you we are leaving for your favorite place in the world...Long Beach!! We are getting married there tomorrow. Your mission will be complete:) We miss you so much baby, it would be great if you could take away some of our tears, we've become quite the little pansies! Joe says he will make you proud and take care of me the way you would expect him to...but I guess you already knew that. Remember how you'd always ask me what I would do if you ever died and I would always reply...I wouldn't be able to breathe, but the last time you asked me and I said I wouldn't be able to breathe you said...yes you would mom, you have Joe now. I'm trusting in you Bubbie and you better believe I will poke you in your eye if you were just yanking my chain.Well, I should probably get going...please be with us baby so I can stop crying, I think Joe is beginning to wonder if I still like him...I love you madly my beautiful baby boy, you are in my every breath...Love mamma
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Mamma posted a condolence
Friday, July 28, 2006
Hi Bubbilicious,
I just wanted to tell you one more time how madly in love I am with you, I would give everything I have for one more chance to smell you and run my fingers through your hair or just to see your beautiful smile and lay with my head on your chest and watch TV or talk.
I have you memorized...the tan line between your fingers, the tiny white scar on your chest, the little piece of pencil lead on the side of your nose from when you accidently stabbed youself...you little retard:)
Also honey, your friend are wonderful, they still come to visit with me , we share stories about you and some times we just sit quietly. They are good kids, you were a magnet for good people.
I needed to say thank you for inspiring me each and every day with your inquisitive questions that had me searching for answers, you pushed me to question how I could be a better parent, a more poductive and giving person but most of all you you inspired me to let my guard down and love. And in your passing you still inspire me...even if it's just to get up and face another day. I love you.
You were my best friend, because you listened, you shared your opinions even when I hadn't asked for them, you gossiped with me and always kept me in the loop and you accepted me just the way I was.
I am soooo thankful that I was given fourteen years with you, I feel blessed that God saw fit for me to be the one to love and nurture such an exquisite child...that part I still don't quite understand but I am grateful none the less. I love you baby, please stay close to me each day and guide me through these dark spots and take care of all the folks that love and treasure you and your memory...they have been so good to me. I love you Malachi Daniel Chace, there is always something there to remind me....Love Mamma
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DJ posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I am so sorry to hear about the accident of Malachi.
The family is in my prayers.
Rev 21:3,4/ John 5:28,29
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Pastor Bruce (Sanders) posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Trish & Jo,
I am continuing to uphold you in prayer every day. I was delighted to spend some time with you, I only wish it was under different circumstances. What a great son. What a ton of LOVE!
You have probably heard this many times, but I share it again because it gives so much HOPE.
Roman 8:28, 38-39 More Than Conquerors
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose.... 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[d] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Keep in touch.
Bro. Bruce (Sanders)
cvcc@cco.net
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Alexandra Erickson posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I always wished that I could have a little brother just like you because I was an only child and you loved video games. I still have the house that you started on Animal Crossing. I remember that you wanted me to build it up to be the nicest house in the town for the next time you guys came down to visit. I haven't forgotten, and I am still playing it just for you. You are, and always will be, the greatest.
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Jim & Jackie Ecklund posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Jack & Theresa: Our deepest sympathy in the lose of your beloved grandson. As grandparents, we know the very special place our grandchildren hold in our hearts. Know that we are thinking of you and your family.
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Amanda Ritter & Matt Castro posted a condolence
Friday, April 21, 2006
Malachi~ Matt and I were just remember all of the camping trips that we had been on throughout the years to Long Beach and Morton. How one 4th of July at Long Beach,you and Shane thought it would be hilarious to collapse our tent on us early in the morning while we were still sleeping! (you brats!) Watching you light fireworks and praying for our lives that they wouldn't come at us! Racing 50's in Morton (how you thought my gnarly crash and split open knee was SO cool!), watching you ride at Jack and Theresa's, pounding in the laps non-stop until the sun went down. I (Amanda) remember the first year that I met you and you were having your birthday party and Jack and Theresa's. You were so excited when you opened up your gifts and got riding gear and new helmet. Most of all I remember how loving you were and you always were smiling, your crazy mohawk hair-do you had, and how much you loved to ride and how Jack loved to take you to the races. Every time I drive past a track or see a bike I think of you. Matt and I both thought dearly of you and will miss you greatly. We love you and thanks for touching our lives so dearly. You were and ARE a wonderful young man. We'll see you in our dreams and meet you on the other side (better have a badass track up there ready for us and that bike shop you always wanted to open!)
Love Always,
Matt & Amanda
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Sam (Tammy) Perkinson posted a condolence
Monday, April 17, 2006
I would just like to say THANKS to everyone who helped with the memorial and the reception. It turned out wonderful and could not have happened without everyone helping out so very much. THANK YOU!! I would also like to give a special thanks to Funeral Alternatives for everything they have done not only for the family but for me through this process, it was very long and rough but they made the path a bit easier. The original price we were quoted to get Ki home was from another home, when we switched to this home and Claire found out about the financial situation he went above and beyond to help as much as possible and still run a business. At one point he was doing such a great job with us that I actually forgot that he had "other" customers to deal with. Claire made me feel like I was the only customer he had, so I would just like to say again THANKS to everyone for ALL the helping hands through this rough time. We will all miss Malachi greatly and simpathy, thoughts and prayers are with everyone who loved him. If anyone needs help through this time please know that I will be there and you can contact me.
With love for Ki,
Sam
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Branden Shetlin posted a condolence
Monday, April 17, 2006
Trish i want to start off by telling you since i have been out of high school ive been in a program called Masters Commission which is basically a discipleship program and i cannot tell you how many sermons ive heard and diffrent pastors ive tallked to about life and they have poured their wisdom into my heart and head, and i thought i had a pretty good understanding from all that, but since i came up to you after the service for mabey 30 sec there is an unsettling drive in my soul to discover how you had so much courage and strength, i came up to you to attempt to comfort and mabey even minister to you, but the very opposite happened. trish i will recall on that momment and the strenght that came from the love in your heart always, it will be preached about for as long as i serve the Lord. and my prayer for you since that moment is that God would show you the fullness of Himself in you. Because the only sense i can make of how you were able to be so strong is its "...The joy of the Lord thats our (your) stenght." -Nehemiah 8:10. And to ki my little buddy i was your age when i got to share life with you for a summer at good old capital club, it was like having a little brother and i know you looked up to me in some ways probley because i was just older. but i tell you from here on out i will always look up to you. it was so awsome to see the young Man you became. when i see you in heaven I'll show you some sweet wrestling moves, (over-under throw, youll love it, garinted 5 points.) i love you both, Branden
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Kolleen posted a condolence
Sunday, April 16, 2006
I met Malachi after Joe starting dating Trish. After our first meeting, he always remembered me and that made me feel special. For the first time in my life, he knew my sister as "Kolleen's" sister instead of me being known as "Kris's" sister. He was such a sweet and caring kid; if I saw him at the market, he always said hello. Trish you are such a great Mom and Malachi felt your love every day of his life. Joe, it was so great to see your relationship with Malachi grow--you two really connected. I love you both and if you need me, you know I'm always here for you. I am so sorry for your loss.
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Melissa Winter posted a condolence
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Trish, I just want to tell you that Malachi's Memorial Service was Amazing...it rocked my world! You showed such grace, strength and dignity when you got up to thank everyone and give Malachi's "message" of life, love and family values. You said he was "perfect for you" and like I told you in the brief moment I was able to hug you and whisper in your ear..."you were perfect for him as well". Malachi...The Messenger...I can honestly tell you that before I left, the message Malachi left for me was loud and clear. I will never take my life with my children for granted ever again. I will make sure that I and my children, family and friends will always LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. People say that good kids come from good parents...Malachi was a GREAT kid and you are a GREAT Mom! I have so much respect for you. When things calm down a bit, I would like to get together with you and just hang out and talk. You are and will always remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Melissa Winter
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Larry Cox Jr posted a condolence
Saturday, April 15, 2006
God Bless you all. We first met Ki several years ago with Richie. He immediately warmed mine and my families hearts with his smile and twinkle in his eyes. We were blessed to have spent the time with them we did. I later met his Grandpa Jackie through another friend and when visiting him one day realized the relation. In retrospect it is easy to see where much of his character and beauty came from. I'll never forget the look in his eyes or the gratitude he expressed when I gave him a pair of motocross boots. He was "Stoked". As a believer in Christ and a witness to his character, there is no doubt in my heart that his name is perfect and he's riding with Angels! I'm sorry for your loss and rejoice in God's gain. Peace to you all.
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Carol (Nichols) Isley Finch posted a condolence
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Trish, I am deeply and truly sorry for your loss.
When I first met Ki, like everyone else, I immediately fell in love with him! He was truly a remarkable young man and he made an indelible impression on me.
When my father (your Great Uncle Pete) first gave him the “trick” bike, I loved the excitement in Ki's face and watching him work it through its tricks. He was fearless! So filled with energy and joy of life!
I truly believe Ki has found peace and happiness in a better world. Since my diagnosis with cancer, I’ve read many life-after-death books and talked to people about experiences with loved ones who passed on to the other side.
And thus I know you’ll feel Ki's presence in your life from time to time and it will bring great comfort to you. I could see the strong bond of love you two had together and there is no question in my mind that he'll want you to know he's okay!
You remain in our hearts during this difficult time - and with the rest of your family. Malachi will never be forgotten!
I love you!
Cuz’n Carol
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Julie lee posted a condolence
Saturday, April 15, 2006
My thoughts and prayers are withh you. I've known your family for many years and I was devestated when I heard what happened. He is watching over us now and guiding us in our daily lives.
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Stephannie (Gitchell) Lowrance posted a condolence
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Ki,
Your mother came into my life before you were even born and to know how much you changed her life, one can only imagine how you touched all those you came in contact with.
Your smile could warm a heart, your laugh so infectious to others.
May God carry you under his wing so you may continue to bless your mother and watch over her through the rest of her journey in which I know she will live for you....
Love you for all eternety,
Stephannie
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Toni and Tracy Sharp posted a condolence
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Trish and family,
I am SO Sorry for your loss. Cody and Caleb would tell us of the wonderful times they had with Malachi. At nighttime in there bedroom when he would tell all the kids scary stories. They loved that. He gave those boys many wonderful memories. They loved him a lot. My heart hurts for you all.
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Trisha (Lee) Jones posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
We were very saddened to here about Malachi, It has been years since I have seen him. When he was a little boy he used to play with my little brother Jordan (Lee) they were the typical little maniac boys!! :)
Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with all of the family at this horrable time in your lives!! From reading this you can really tell that Malachi touched a lot of lives in his short time on this earth...You should be very proud of your son Trisha!!
Trisha, Ian, & Family
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Zane and Dion Berg posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Our condolences to the family and extended family of Malachi. We know no words will heal your pain but you are and will be in our prayers each day.
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Lori McCown posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Trisha, my thoughts and prayers are with you today for your loss. I haven't seen you for awhile but I want you to know you have been in my thoughts.
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John and Norene posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Our thoughts and payers are there today. especially Trisha and Corey
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JoAnn & Gina posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Our sincere condolences to the family and friends of Malachi. Unfortunately we had not met Malachi. The reflections of his love to :Live Life To The Fullest" came to us through the Kaden Hurst family who shared brotherly like love for Malachi. With our Thoughts & Prayers!
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Aunt Jill posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Malachi - I remember when they first brought you home from the hospital. I asked Julie what did they name him? Julie told me your name and I said "what"? We shot each other a look and then shrugged! I remember saying "Yea, that's Trish!" We had you over a lot as time went by and you became "Ki", MY SON! I never thought of you as my nephew, or Trisha's son. YOU ARE MY SON! I once introduced you to a couple of people right in front of Trish as such: I said "Hi I'm Jill, this is my son Malachi, and my daughter Jessie!" When you were a toddler and Julie and Trish and you and I lived on 5th way, you didn't ever have to speak or ask for what you wanted. You just grunted and pointed and three women jumped up and started asking "what, this, you want this?" until you agreed. We spoiled you a little, huh? I bought you your first power wheel quad and brought it home and your eyes lit up. I sat you on it and showed you how to push the button and make it go and from then on, you kept trying to drive it off the front porch. You'd wait till I was out of site and then get on it and head for the front door and off the cement porch. I'd run out to help you and you'd be laying on the grass laughing! Oh my beautiful son! I will miss you all of the days to come. You were such a good big brother to Jess! She looks up to you so and loves you so much! I will keep you alive in her memory forever! I will see her in your face everytime she smiles in that way that you and her so beautifully smile. I tell her all the time "when you make that face you look just like Ki!" I will never say goodbye to you Malachi, I cant possibly! You were a blessing to me everytime I picked you up for a visit. I needed you more than you ever needed me and I know that you know how much, how so very much I love you. and like your gramma said, talk to me once in a while, I cant imagine a world without you in it, but I will honor you, my son, by living the best life I can and being the best parent to Jessie that I can possibly be. Trish, thank you for sharing our beautiful son with me! You know I love you Trish! Sweet Dreams my son! I love you always! Aunt Jill (Nommie)
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Doodah posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Ki-you will always be in my heart. I will always love you and miss you. Thank you for watching over me. Forever young, my Mr. Man.
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Jeri, Ralph, Derek & Drew posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
I'll never understand why good people are taken from this earth when they are so young. I just know it happens... that they are here to touch our lives forever, and that we are all better people because they were a part of it. With much love and sympathy, Jeri, Ralph, Derek & Drew
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Jessie and Madison posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Malachi you are the best brother(cousin) anyone could ever ask for.Nothing will be the same with out you. you have touched so many lifes and many people love and miss you.Even though you have scared the heck out of me i still love you love your sister jessie. This is Madison your real sister speaking and i want too tell you that i really miss you and nothing will ever be the same and that i'll love you for who you are and not for your looks and too tell you that i'm going too miss you for the rest of my life and never going too forget you and always love you and that your going too miss long beach this year and don't worry i'll save some fire works for you! i'll pray every night for you and i'll still love you for ever and ever! Last i want too say that well i'm going too miss you and tell you that i will always love you no matter What. Love, Madison your sister
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John and Kerry Vogel posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
We just want to say how sorry we are for the loss of your son.We know he has touched many people with his smile.Keep thinking of the good times and only time will help ease the pain.Our thoughts and prayers are with you and all of your family.
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Cindy (Dodge) Chambers posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Dear Trish, Jack, Theresa and Family, our hearts ache for the loss of your precious Malachi. There are not enough kind and loving words to express our feelings toward him or explain how much we'll miss him. We considered him part of our extended family and are grateful for the opportunity to have known him. His purpose lives on as evidenced by those whose lives he touched. God Bless ... Cindy, Mallori, Allison and Danika (Dodge) Chambers
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teddie posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
My heart bleeds for your loss, I know its not fair ,but god has a plan for your sweet boy, he will be very loved in heaven by all who are already there, you couldnt have loved him more and for that we are all glad.
we are so sorry, Teddie & Family
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Paula Salzsieder posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine the pain you are going through. I work at in the kitchen at THS. It was nice to see Malachi everyday. I will miss his wonderful smile. Since his passing--I get to see just how many lives, he touched. The student body has really come together. Both to grieve and to celebrate Malachi's life. He had many friends, that will miss him dearly. But they will hold his memory in their hearts forever. God Bless.
Ken, Paula and Samantha
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Doreen posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I just wanted to send my condolences to the family of Malachi Chace. I cannot even fathom the pain that they are feeling losing such a precious child. My heart and my prayers are with you as you go through this time of sorrow. I am so sorry Trish and Joe. I know there is nothing I can say or do to take the pain away but I am here for you if you need me. I pray that God wraps his arms around you and eases some of your pain.
Big Hugs
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Chick Olinger posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Trisha ... Although I only met you and Malachai a few years ago at a family reunion you hosted in the park in Tenino, I was indelibly moved by how extraordinary you both were! I've just read through all the sentiments on this site, and can see that there are MANY folks who share my thoughts and feelings about Ki. He truly was a remarkable child!!! You WILL get through this somehow, my dear, although I know you will be changed forever! Be strong! My heart is with you and your family!!!
Lovingly, Your Cousin Chickie
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Cyndi Dean posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I remember holding Malachi in my arms for the first time when he was only days old & at that moment I knew how special he was. Thru the years of babysitting and family gatherings watching him grow into a beautiful young man with an unstoppable spirit was a gift, which Iam immensly grateful for.
Malachi- You will be missed beyond what words can express. You are loved beyond all human comprehension. Now you are dancing with the Angels.
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Jerry Hill posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Malachi, the minute I met you I felt an immediate kinship, not only because you are related to me by blood, but also because of your unique personality. As I have told many people since then, you are the most personable, polite and good-looking young man I have ever met. I wanted you to be my son instantly. And it is no wonder that so many other men have felt the same way about you.
You had your reasons for leaving us. I will not question them, but I will miss you Ki. Know that you will remain in my heart and mind for an eternity.
Love,
Cuz Jerry
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Mark Bray and Patti Shelstad posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
We are close friends with Richie and own a condo in Lake Havasu City. Mark met Ki on Sunday with Richie. Mark called me that evening in Olympia to tell me what a "cool" kid Richie had. I flew down on Monday and met Ki Tuesday. We had also invited some friends from Centralia with their two daughters (17 and 12).They were staying in our complex. Ki really liked the 17 year old, but the 12 year old really liked him. We also had Mark's son and two friends staying there.They all became friends. Ki and Jordan came down to spend time at our pool. Ki and I talked about what Ki wanted to do when he grew up. He told me he wanted to go to a trade school in AZ for bikes and open his own business some day. Richie came by on Tuesday and said Ki wanted some "Reef's (cool flip flops) like Mark" and by Wedsnesday here he came with his "Reef's" and sporting a new hair cut. I told him how cool he looked. I returned to WA today and read the obit and I can only say that I only knew him for 2 days and Mark for 4 days, but he truly has affected our lives!! In just the short time of knowing him, you can tell he really did enjoy life and wanted to live it the fullest. Mark and I will be forever changed by knowing this young man.Mark is planning to contact the LHC parks and rec to have a plaque made for Ki in Rotary Park. You can be very proud of raising such a truly special person.
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G-Ma posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Malachi - my special, special boy. I will always have you in my heart. There can never be another grandson like you. No one will ever be able to take your place. I will always remember all of your wonderful ways...the way you could make me laugh with the dumb things that you did and said; the way you could talk me into just about anything that you wanted to buy or do; the special way you would look at me and tell me that you love me; every time I open my cell phone I will see your "Hi G-ma" little note; every time I see the skooters on the back porch I will remember all of your little race tracks and jumps that you made out of anything that you could find around here; I will think of you everytime that I hear the "cat" working on the motorcycle track; I will always remember how you jumped into the pool from the trampoline (I thought if you could live through that you would live forever); everytime we go camping or to the ocean I will look at your bed in the motorhome and remember the great times we had there; I will always remember the talks that we used to have on the way home to your house after spending a week-end here; I will for always remember that you loved Top Ramien, dry, anything sour, and chips, and your energy drinks (so you could stay up all night!). There are sooo many things that I will forever remember about you that there is no way I could ever get tham all in here. I don't need to though because I will always remember everything good and wonderful that there is to remember about you. Know that I will miss you more than anything on this earth and you will always be in my heart and everyone else's.
I will never let your sisters, Madison and Jessie, forget you either and I know that Joe is taking the very best of care of your Mom but I will always be there for her too. Aunt DoDah and Aunt Sam will also be there for her for the rest of our lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We will never forget you. You are my special, special, first born grandson and you will always have a special place in my heart and in my life. You will be missed!
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER SAY AND ALWAYS WILL. Please look down from heaven and talk to us sometime.
Grandma Theresa
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Mommy posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Trish and Joe - How can I ever thank you for always sharing Malachi with me and Grandpa. He was one of the best things ever happened in my life and I will always love both of you and forever be thankful to you for taking such good care of my beautiful grandson. You helped make him the wonderful person that he was - so close to being a wonderful man! I love you both. I will alway love "our" baby!
Joe - special thanks to you for being there for Trisha. I honestly do not think that she could have made it through this without you.
I love you.
Mom
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Cody and Caleb posted a condolence
Monday, April 10, 2006
We will miss playing with you and just hanging out. We love you
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Aunt Sam posted a condolence
Monday, April 10, 2006
I will miss you greatly Ki. I still can't beleive that I won't get to see you go to all your High School dances, get your drivers license, marry and have your own kids. You will be missed by all who knew you. I love you so much.
Aunt Sam
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Kim Schult posted a condolence
Monday, April 10, 2006
Malachi's family. We are all devastated by the loss of your wonderful son. I served him lunch at the middle school. And even if someone pronounced his name incorrectly, he would smile and answer to it. He was a bigger man, and didn't want to embarrass the person. He was very classy!
When I first heard his name, I thought, " boy that sounds like the name of ''someone", very cool name. And then when I heard of your terrible loss I thought, God no,not him, he was going to be someone special someday. But then I thought of all the people that loved him and look up to him, and miss him, I was wrong, he was SOMEONE already. Our hearts break for you. We are so sorry. -The Schult Family
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